Chapter 46:

"That's impossible, neither my father nor I will agree."
Xu Qin immediately looked at Meng Huaijin, a little nervous in his eyes.
Meng Huaijin frowned deeply, and sighed very long: "Qin Qin, girls are caught in love and are easily blind. Dad is worried that you will be cheated."
Xu Qin replied: "He didn't lie to me, and I have nothing to lie to him."
Meng Huaijin shook his head very lightly, and said with a heavy heart: "You are blind. This is a complicated heart, and it is not easy to understand it in a few days. No matter whether he deceives you, even if he doesn't, you have too many things. , And some of them are not enough to match you. You look at your family background, education, living conditions, job prospects, which one is not a huge difference? Unequal relationship, it is difficult to have a good result. You can ignore everything when you are in love But it ’s time to get married. The difference in your outlook on life and money will be exposed sooner or later, and problems of all sizes will emerge one after another. "
Xu Qin was quiet for a moment, and said softly: "I didn't see any big or small problems between me and him ... except for your opposition."
Fu Wenying frowned, and was about to speak, Meng Huaijin's eyes stopped, and he said to Xu Qin:
"Dad knows that you think of me and your mother as a hostile force now, but Dad still wants you to think about it carefully. How long do you get along, what can you explain? There is no problem now, it does not mean that there will be no future. Give a very realistic example You like French cuisine, you can eat 3, 41,000 meals of French cuisine, and he can take you a skewers of one or two hundred meals. Of course, you can eat skewers, you can follow him every day Eat, but he can eat French food with you every day? He will feel that three or four thousand French food is almost his monthly salary, too extravagant and wasteful. Clothing, food, housing, travel ... Such contradictions and differences exist in life. Every aspect.
It ’s not just a different view of consumption and money, and a different view of life. Your growth environment is too different, which makes your understanding of the difficulty of life different. "
Xu Qin looked at him seriously and said, "Dad, I understand what you said, and I thought about it for a long time. I have been thinking for the past week."
"The results of it?"
"I think clearly." Xu Qin said, "Now, I don't want to eat French food, and I don't want to eat skewers. I want to eat his cooking. I have eaten in the restaurant every day for the past ten years, and I'm tired of everything. I want to eat at my house in the future. "
Meng Huaijin and Fu Wenying froze at the same time, but she didn't expect her to say this. This is the first time she has never expressed her own intentions or disobeyed her parents ’opinions for so many years.
The Russian matryoshka who seemed to have been sitting in the closet suddenly had his own thoughts and will.
Fu Wenying: "What chicken soup did that person give you, and you didn't even listen to what your parents said?"
Meng Huaijin stopped Fu Wenying and sighed again: "Qin Qin, you see the problem is too shallow. When the love is strong, the drinking water is sweet. But once the love wears off, the sugar water is also bitter. Until then, the ugly human nature will Multiply magnification, fight for property, tear ... Only you ca n’t think of it. Unsatisfactory, in this relationship, he is the one who enjoys his success. Knowing you, how many years can he work harder? Look at how you are now. You do n’t care if he has no car, no room, no money, no decent work. My parents raised you so big and spoiled you, so many people are waiting for you, not to send you to someone else ’s home to wash dishes and do laundry. You buy the best things and keep your food and clothing safe, and it ’s not for you to put everything you have into your mother-in-law ’s house. "
Rao is Xu Qin. Hearing these few words, his eyes were red. The most poignant, but not affectionate.
"The parent's experience is deeper than yours, and I don't want you to regret it. You must listen to your parents for such a big event."
His words were sincere, Xu Qin was also moved, but ...
"Dad, I know you are worried and distressed. You do n’t believe him, but I know exactly who he is. Can you believe me? And ... in this relationship, I am the one who enjoys it. And ... "
For the first time in her life, she talked to her parents. She wanted to express too much, and the reason was chaotic. Speaking of getting stuck in the middle of the road, thousands of reasons for him faded away, leaving only the most instinctive and original one, engraved in my heart.
She settled down in an instant, fingered the table, and her voice faded, "I really like him."
Her voice is very light, the yarn is generally weak and trembling,
"I like it. It's the kind of love I want to see him every day .... I'm happy to see him, I ... I just want to be happy, can't I?"
"It seems that I haven't been happy before I met him, what should I do?"
The tip of her nose was slightly reddish, and she took a slight breath, and she calmed down again. She looked at Fu Wenying and said, "Mom, you said, no one can want anything. I understand." She nodded, "If, With him, you have to lose everything and make life not so simple; if, with him, you have to face the difficulties you said. Then ... I want to choose him, is it possible? ... I want him, can I?
For so many years, she has never said, father, mother, doll I want curly hair, I do n’t want the straight hair you choose; the color of the room I want light blue, I do n’t want the beige you choose; birthday party I want Eat the specialties of Liang City, do n’t want to eat the local dishes you choose ...
there has never been.
She has never expressed her preferences, nor once.
Meng Huaijin frowned,
Fu Wenying also said for a long time that she realized the changes in Xu Qin's body. She could not believe or allow it. Such disobedience and disobedience were like a big crime in her eyes.
She asked indifferently: "Should you choose him if you lose your parents and loved ones and lose your entire family?"
Xu Qin stunned, staring at her; she looked cold and looked back.
"Why does mom have to be like this?"
"Otherwise? Follow your heart? Qin Qin, look at some of your uncles and aunts, your cousins ​​and cousins. The Meng family came to where they are today, not by whom , Not relying on the word happy in your mouth. Relying on the overall situation, the family first. If everyone is just for fun, the Meng family has long been suppressed by opponents and scored. , But you choose at least one decent. "Fu Wenying thoroughly expressed his attitude," This matter, there is no negotiation at all. "
Xu Qin looked pale and said nothing.
Fu Wenying glanced at her face, knowing that her meaning had been conveyed clearly enough, and picked up the chopsticks again.
Xu Qin bowed his head, why was it at home, at home where she had lived for so many years.
The position where she was sitting, the score on the edge of the table, was the one she scratched when she was a child.
Her eyes were hot and her vision was blurred, but she was quickly blinked.
She reached into her pocket and pulled out a bunch of keys on the dining table.
When you let go, the metal knocked on the wooden table and made a soft sound.
Two keys, for the car, for the duplex building.
"I didn't have to discuss it," Xu Qin said.
"You!" Fu Wenying was startled, and the usual elegance and calmness of her face were replaced by anger. "You really want to break up with your family for a man, don't need anything?"
Meng Huaijin took hold of his forehead, sad and helpless.
Xu Qin shook his head: "Even if I am kicked out of the house, you will always be my parents. I will report to you for the grace of nurturing. I will come back to see you every week, even if you chase me, scold me, forbid me to enter the door, I Will come .... If you are not happy, you scold me once a week. If you do n’t want to scold even if you scold, you do n’t want to talk to me ... I will come to see you. "
Fu Wenying thought she was almost unbelievable and sneered with annoyance: "Do you think that such a soft and hard bubble will one day be soft-hearted?"
"No." Xu Qin looked straight at her and said, "I have no hope, and I know that my parents will not be softhearted and will not forgive. It's just that I have no other way but to do this."
"There are other ways. If you want to do it, then you must do it." Fu Wenying said coldly, "Go out from home now, when to figure out when to come back. Otherwise, just don't let the guards let go, don't you think Reappear before me easily. "
Xu Qin's lips twitched slightly, and the person didn't move;
Today's conversation has exhausted all her.
After a while, she looked at Meng Huaijin.
Meng Huaijin sighed: "Qin Qin, you are too sad for Dad." After that, he got up and left the seat.
Xu Qin's heart suddenly felt like he was stabbed with a knife, and he could no longer control it, and it fell down with a tear.
The familiar restaurant twisted into a strange shape and melted into tears.
...
Song Yan was busy at home for two consecutive days. Zhai Miao was amazed. He turned a broom in his hand and squatted down beside him: "Brother, if I remember correctly, will these two days be weekends?"
"What's wrong?" Song Yan was busy with the matter at hand, without looking up.
"I went to your room this morning and ran to your room to see the sister-in-law's watch. She took a rest today. No, I started taking a rest from 6 pm yesterday."
"What's wrong?" Song Yan glanced at her, still saying that.
"Why aren't you together? You have to go back to the barracks tomorrow, even if you don't hurry up and get tired of it. Arguing?"
Song Yan grinned: "No."
"That's because she's bored with you and is ready to get rid of you."
"Fart." Song Yan slapped her head in the back.
"Why are you, all hands are gray!" Zhai Miao screamed.
Song Yan got up and went out.
"Going to find her?"
"The last set I saw was about to place an order." Song Yan turned back, "Go."
Zhai Miao is crazy: "The errand thing always calls me, invite me to eat ice cream!"
...
During the two days Xu Qin lived at home, his air pressure was very low.
Fu Wenying seems to have changed the plan. From beginning to end, she spoke calmly and did not speak to her. She did not talk to her about the theory, nor did she rebuke or scold.
Until the afternoon, Fu Wenying spoke and said, "Accompany my mother to go shopping."
Xu Qin agreed.
Fu Wenying went to the malls that she frequented. There were luxury stores, and there were not many guests in the malls. Walking into a store, the shopping guide greeted them enthusiastically: "Mrs. Meng Meng, welcome."
Pour water over tea and dessert refreshments.
"Several limited editions came in the store last month, specially reserved for you. Recently, many customers inquired about it and wanted it. The manager specifically told you to let you pick it first, and see if you can see it.
Fu Wenying sipped the tea and said lightly: "Take a look."
Xu Qin was silent and understood why she brought her here.
...
Zhai Miao slowly wandered around the mall with a cup of ice cream, and sighed, "It really is a weekend. There are so many people."
No one answered.
Looking back, Song Yan is buying donuts.
Zhai Miao was happy and ran over: "Brother."
Song Yan threw her a small bag, carrying a big box in her hand.
Zhai Miao look at this, look at that: "Who did you give it to?"
Song Yan's mouth curled, not answering.
"Heavy color light sister." Zhai Miao vomited.
Song Yan said: "If I didn't see her before returning to the team, you will give this to her at night."
Zhai Miao rolled her eyes and said sourly: "Oh, a box of doughnuts is as precious as gold."
Song Yan stopped and saw several counters selling lipstick. He glanced at it in the past. Although these brands are well-known, men cannot distinguish the specific grade. He relies on the most intuitive judgment to eventually stop at a counter with the highest overall price.
Zhai Miao did not give up: "I have been so busy to help you recently, do you want to treat me?"
Song Yan chose the color without looking at her: "What lipstick does the little fart kid wear."
Zhai Miao was speechless: "I'm gone, and the person who has a girlfriend is different. Thinking of her about everything, did my sister pick it up?"
Song Yan listened to her, turned her head to look at her, with no expression, as if her thoughts were not staying at her, turned her head and continued to pick.
Zhai Miao: "..."
She finally gave up, raised her head, held a "knife" in her hand, and pierced her chest three times.
...
Fu Wenying led Xu Qin out of the store in the courtesy of the clerk. The purchased package will be delivered to you in person.
Xu Qin kept silent all the way and followed Fu Wenying into the elevator.
"You want me to do what I do, and I can treat you like this." Fu Wenying smiled quietly and said, "I said that I would not agree. This means I will not agree."
Xu Qin looked at the reflective elevator wall, and inside she was expressionless, like a withered person.
The two left the mall and stood on the side of the road waiting for the driver to drive up from the parking lot.
It is not the drivers and their cars that come, but a black elegant and classic Porsche. The car stopped in front of them, and the driver drove down. The man and Meng Yanchen were about the same age, wearing a casual suit and Yushu Linfeng.
"Aunt Fu," he walked around from the front of the car, walked on the road, and his eyes fell on Xu Qin. "Is this sister Qin Qin?"
Xu Qin was taken aback for a moment before thinking of it, which was probably the blind date that Fu Wenying said yesterday.
I didn't expect her to ...
Xu Qin couldn't even maintain politeness on his face. After seeing Fu Wenying, he looked at him and said, "I have ..."
Fu Wenying interrupted: "Driver Chen has picked up your brother. Your brother Han Ting helped us take us home. Remember to say thank you."
Xu Qin stared at her, wondering if her words were true or false.
"Get in the car." The man smiled and opened the passenger door.
Xu Qin thought for half a second, and was about to get on the bus, but Yu Guang noticed something, and suddenly turned around to see Song Yan standing not far away and looking at her.
Xu Qin's back was cold.
Song Yan's expression was okay.
But Zhai Miao's face was extremely ugly, but the next second, she smiled and shouted: "Sister-in-law!"
Fu Wenying was shocked at the same time as the man.
Zhai Miao ran over: "Sister-in-law, why are you here?"
The man looked surprised: "What do you call her?"
"She's my brother's girlfriend, don't call her sister-in-law. Who is this man, sister-in-law?"
Xu Qin was too late to answer, and Fu Wenying spoke lightly: "Qin Qin has no boyfriend."
Fu Wenying looked at Xu Qin, her eyes warned that she could not refute her face under such circumstances. but,
"I have." Xu Qin raised his hand and pointed to Song Yan. "Where is it."
Fu Wenying's face changed suddenly, but she kept her smile for the next second, saying, "Small play, no disagreement at home, parted."
The man did not say much, and returned to the position of the bystander. I do not know whether it was polite not to put his beak, or the same default.
When Zhai Miao heard this, she couldn't help it anymore and pulled Xu Qin suddenly: "Eh, Xu Qin, is this your mother? Is she true? What do you think so? , Just play it apart? ... I want to leave it apart? My brother said so, Xu Qin, do n’t be real ... "She was so angry that her eyes were red.
Xu Qin stunned and shook his head violently.
Looking at Song Yan again, he inserted his pocket and stood a few steps away. He didn't say a word from beginning to end, just looked at her calmly.
She knew that he was waiting for her reply. He has been waiting for more than ten days.
She suddenly felt terribly sad.
She forgot to say something that she never said.
He said, let him wind and rain tomorrow, together today. Tomorrow, she wants to separate as soon as possible,
But no.
On the snowy day, when I promised to be with him, I already had consciousness. But she forgot to speak.
She walked towards him and stood still a couple of meters away from him,
The cold wind of January blew her eyes red, looking at him, trembling:
"Song Yan, ... the day of Chuxue, I was in a hurry. I didn't tell you a lot of things. Originally, there were a lot of things that I wanted to tell you. I'm sorry, I told you so late.
"Song Yan, I will love you." She said, "I will work hard to love you as desperately to be with you tomorrow and tomorrow."
"This time, I will never lose you first."