: Asking for leave and a few thoughts

I originally wanted to update it as early as yesterday, but I opened the background to look at the data in the afternoon, and my heartache!
The past few days have been the low period of the plot, and a lot of follow-up orders have been dropped, and the sense of crisis is coming immediately. Looking back at the past few chapters, it is indeed too flat.
The card game chapter yesterday was an idea that existed before the book was opened. Many people know that it is the stalk of the Gwent card. It should have been written during the free period of the new book. Now it seems a bit of a mistake, and the effect is not good. it is good.
Then there is the follow-up plot, because it is related to an important plot in the later period of the book, it took a few hours to not straighten out the outline, it is really a headache, I have been walking outside for a few laps, and my mind is still messed up.
Just now, the family slapped me again because of the marriage reminder, which made me upset.
Last week, a reader guessed my situation in this chapter, and it was quite accurate. I am in my thirties and I am from Fujian. I have an older brother and a younger sister. I am an older and leftover man.
I myself enjoy being single. I don’t have to worry about having enough food for my family. I really don’t want to get married. I even have a fear of marriage. I feel that I can’t afford the responsibility of starting a family.
A young man with no car, no house, no style and no money, even if he barely gets married, he can't provide his family with good enough material conditions, so don't delay others.
My parents always say, don’t they all get married because of poor conditions? Why can't you? As long as you can get married, it's almost enough.
Every time I answer, this is not a competition, others have other choices, I have my choice. I don't want to get married for the sake of getting married, let alone "almost". It is better to be alone.
Parents would definitely not listen to this explanation. The generation gap is too big to understand.
Every time I just broke up.
And now it’s hard for girls to chase them, and they don’t have the motivation to chase them when they are older. With this energy, I might as well play a few more games.
When I get old, I didn't think so far, let it be.
Maybe one day I really run into a girl I like, I will also change my mind and become proactive.
Now for me, the most important thing is the codeword.
Cough, it's a bit far...
Although it's just past nine o'clock, there is not enough time, but I really can't get into the state, please allow me to be lazy for another day, sorry!
Try to update the three chapters tomorrow.
Now that a single chapter has been issued, let's ask for a monthly pass cheeky.
In fact, I also want to learn from other authors, and engage in monthly pass plus change, but my hand-worn code is too slow, I am afraid that I will break my promise if I can’t cash it, so I dare not play and can’t afford to play...
Here comes the ticket!