Chapter 25: I feel a little distressed in my heart

"What are you talking about?" Su Yunshan was startled for a moment.
"Mom, I don't like seeing you live with other men. I don't like Mo Youming, I don't like Mo Lan, and I don't like you now. You are not famous for leaving, okay."
On the other end of the phone, Su Yunshan was silent for a long time.
Ning Jiang said nervously: "Mom..."
"Your father is gone," Su Yunshan's voice was calm: "I have lived with him for more than 20 years, but before he left, he didn't even leave me a word."
"Yes, you have lived with him for more than 20 years. After the accident, you have been accusing him. Haven't you thought about it? Maybe my dad is innocent. Do you understand how hard he is?"
"He did something wrong, Jiang Er, don't speak for him anymore. The kind and good father in your eyes is not as open and upright as you think. What did he leave us after he left? Abuse, humiliation."
Ning Jiang's eyes were red.
"My dad's personality, I know very well, he is much better than Mo's famous person. Others have already left. I don't want to argue with you, especially the right and wrong about my dad. I must leave Mo's family. I only ask you, between me and Mo Youming, you can only choose one, you go with me, or stay with Mo Youming and abandon me?"
"Why are you leaving? I really can't understand. Your Uncle Mo and Mo Lan treat you very well. Why do you have to force me?"
"Do they treat me poorly?" Ning Jiang closed his eyes, tears falling in his eyes.
She remembered that night, when Mo Lan was traveling abroad, her mother and aunt went for a walk.
She was reading at the desk when the door was suddenly opened.
Mo Youming came in, pulled a chair seriously and sat beside her.
He asked her: "Jiang'er, I have been too busy recently and have not had time to care about your studies. How are you? Are there any difficulties in school?"
When he spoke, he put his hands on her thighs and touched them back and forth twice.
At first, she only thought it was an uncle's concern for the child.
However, when he asked again, "Did you have a boyfriend at school?", his hands had already swam along her legs to her secrets.
She realized that something was wrong, got up, stopped his movement, turned around and walked to the door and opened the door and said, "Uncle Mo, sorry, I have an exam this week and need a quiet review. Please go back and rest early."
As a result, when he pretended to go outside, when he walked to the door, he suddenly pulled her into his arms and wanted to kiss her.
She was very scared and pushed him.
As the two struggled, the voices of mother and aunt came from downstairs.
He hurriedly let go of her and warned: "If you dare to spread this matter, your mother will be the first to be unlucky, you know?"
After he finished speaking, he went downstairs and said to his mother, "I just went upstairs to take a look at Jiang'er. This kid is really hard at studying."
After that night, she had an inexplicable fear of Mo Youming.
Every day in the Mo family, she felt trembling.
I was afraid that one day I would wake up and find myself tainted by that disgusting man.
She even went to sleep in the cloakroom at night to protect herself, because the small space made her feel safe.
In the past, all her tolerance was for her mother.
Because the mother said that she didn't want to be displaced anymore, she wanted to live a stable life with a husband, children, and companions for the rest of her life.
But now... she knew that her father died unjustly, and she couldn't bear it anymore.
She clenched a fist and said angrily: "What does it mean to treat me not badly? I'm not famous for being a hypocrite, a man who is indiscriminate. You are over 50 years old. Can you tell if the person next to your pillow is good or bad? ?
Also, Mo Lan is a bitch, she has robbed my boyfriend in the past, but what do you say? You let me let go of those who don't love me, and fulfill those who love me. Mom, I'm a little curious now, how did you say such partial words back then. "
"Enough, don't say anything, no matter what you think, they are my benefactors. In this life, as long as your Uncle Mo doesn't open your mouth to drive me away, I won't leave him again."
Ning Jiang sighed, closed his eyes, and nodded: "Okay, okay, mom, it might be a wise move to abandon me, then I... I wish you happiness in the future."
After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone.
She put on her headphones and turned on a very cheerful music.
But even so, she couldn't suppress her tears.
She was heartbroken, she was worthless for her father, and felt worthless for the frights and grievances she had suffered in the past.
The more she thought about it, the more aggrieved, she simply wrapped her arms around the edge of the balcony, and burst into tears, "Dad...Dad..."
Because of wearing headphones, she did not hear the sound behind her at all.
At the door, Luo Hanshang stood there, listening to her sad cry, looking at her desolate back, a trace of distress felt inexplicably in his heart.