Chapter 619: Why help me

An Sheng stared at him for no more than two seconds, then quickly looked away and turned to answer the phone.
Walking to a corner with no one, she picked up the phone.
Kang Mu Zhidao: "I heard you came here?"
An Sheng nodded: "Well, isn't it because of the Royal Palace Garden."
"Oh, listening to you, it seems a bit reluctant."
"Of course, you have to rework the work that has ended. If it were you, would you be happy?"
Kang Muzhi's mood was not affected, "Isn't it the ghost of your ex-boyfriend? But it doesn't matter. Isn't it just a replacement? It's not a big deal. I just talked to Han Shang on the phone, and it's easy Face it."
An Sheng nodded: "Well, I see."
"After a while, eat together."
"Okay, see you later."
An Sheng responded readily.
Anyway, everyone in the company already knows that the two are married, and there seems to be nothing to hide.
She turned around, and when she was about to go back to the meeting room, she saw Xie Zhuo who was a dozen meters away.
He was standing at the end of the corridor looking at her.
An Shengjiang put his mobile phone in his pocket and walked forward.
When Xie Zhuo passed by, Xie Zhuo said, "Let's talk."
An Sheng stopped and said calmly: "The meeting is about to begin."
"I know, but I... need to talk to you, I'm serious."
Seeing his painful expression, An Sheng hesitated for a moment and then turned around and walked to the corner where he had just called.
It is relatively quiet here.
Xie Zhuo also came over.
"I heard what you said in the conference room just now. Why do you still help me when everyone said I was wrong?"
An Sheng shrugged: "I didn't help you. I just analyzed it intuitively. You don't seem to have a reason to give up this project, because it will only harm but not benefit to you."
Xie Zhuo nodded: "Thank you."
"Thank me? Thank me for what?" An Sheng said indifferently: "I said, I didn't help you."
"This project is a project that I worked so hard to draw up all night, after countless revisions, overturned and rebuilt again and again, and finally designed it, just like my child, I am not willing to give up it at all, but...I There is no choice."
"What makes you so embarrassed?" An Sheng felt that since he could say his heart knot, he was asking her for help.
Even if it is a stranger, she will give it a hand, not to mention this person still thank you.
It was someone she had failed.
"Because of you, because of your brother."
"My brother looked for you?" An Sheng was surprised, then remembered that Xie Zhu would enter Huahai, all arranged by Ling Guansheng.
"If you leave your job, wouldn't it be my brother who forced you?"
Xie Zhuo looked at An Sheng, his eyes full of affection.
"An Sheng, will you be happy?"
An Sheng didn't know why he suddenly changed the subject, and said unhappy: "I ask you, did you leave your job, did my brother force you?"
Xie Zhuo smiled relieved instead: "You should be happy. After all, the person you marry is not an ordinary thank you, but Mr. Kang who can shelter you from the wind and rain. Your choice is right."
"Xie Zhuo..."
Xie Zhuo pursed his lips: "Can you tell me the truth about you leaving me back then?"
An Sheng said nothing.
Xie Zhuo said: "Is it really just because I didn't agree to your father's request?"
"Now ask again, what's the point?"
"I just want to know whether the inferiority complex that I didn't have the courage to use because of my poverty back then was the straw that broke my love.
An Sheng took a deep breath: "You tell me first, if you leave this project, is it related to my brother."
Xie Zhuo no longer concealed, "Yes, he forced me."
"My brother...he always knew that he was not my real brother, so he didn't treat me as a sister. This is also the reason why I was in a relationship with you, but he kept blocking it. He threatened me, If I stay with you, I will ruin you, so I decided to leave you, because I know too well that you are not his opponent, and I don’t want to ruin you by myself, so I will use that Way to hurt you and leave you."
Hearing this, Xie Zhuo had almost collapsed.
He took two steps back calmly, leaning his back against the wall.
It turned out that he lost her because of incompetence.
It is also true that with him, a poor boy, what he used to fight Ling Guansheng.
He has to be overpowered to know that he has nothing, and desperately to fall in love with a woman he is not qualified to love...
He looked at An Sheng and shook his head.
Seeing his almost collapsed expression, An Sheng felt guilty.
"Xie Zhuo..."
"An Sheng," Xie Zhuo interrupted An Sheng.
An Sheng nodded: "You said."
"When I fell in love with you, I never thought that marriage is a matter of two families. I just think that when I see you, my whole world is bright. Pursuing you is my desire to be close to the light. With you In those years, I was really happy, thank you for giving me such a wonderful and happy time."
Xie Zhuo lowered his eyes, not daring to look at her eyes again.
"But, I'm too cowardly. I love you, but I can't create the conditions for you to grow old with you. I can only watch you, because of my incompetence and drift away from me. For so many years, I have been Working hard, just want to let you know that I am making changes for you.
But... I am a person born at the bottom of society, no matter how hard I work, I cannot drag those who were born in heaven from the altar. Maybe you think I’m a bit negative when I say this, but I really did my best, An Sheng, I really did my best to be able to be with you, do you understand? "
An Sheng nodded, but didn't know what to say.
"That day, Ling Guansheng came to find me and said... You went astray. Your whole family is very worried about you. They know that I still love you, so I asked if I would take you back to the right path and stay with you together.
I thought...I finally ushered in the biggest turning point in my life. I was even willing to give up everything I had worked hard for so long, and followed Ling Guansheng's arrangement, but... Hehe, it was ridiculous, he was just using me. "
As Xie Zhuo said, his expression became more serious.
An Sheng said, "I'm sorry."
"You shouldn't say sorry, because it is not you who did the wrong thing, and I will never blame you, because I am not qualified to blame you. It is because I am not good enough that I lost you."
"Thank you, I know all your hard work. I am really happy for you to become the excellent you you are now."
Xie Zhuo looked at her, still sad: "I still have a question to ask you."
"You ask."
"If... I mean if you didn't meet Mr. Kang and Ling Guansheng didn't obstruct us, will you... marry me?"