Chapter 775: But i love you more

"Auntie, don’t do this, don’t say anything about it, I really don’t know about it. If I knew, I would never support his decision. Please rest assured that you and uncle, I will definitely Advise him well."
Mother Su cried and nodded: "Auntie really thank you, auntie is really helpless, knowing that he doesn't want you to know about his resignation, but still..."
"Auntie, don't say that. I am his fiancee. He didn't tell me. It was his fault. In this way, you should go back and have a good rest. I will call him and ask him to visit me. Let's talk about it. talk."
"Okay, okay, auntie, I'm all counting on you."
Nan Ruo nodded.
Father Su got up and helped Mother Su who looked distraught and left.
Nan Ruo picked up the phone and called Su Jingan.
Su Jingan answered quickly, and on the other end of the phone, his voice was a little flustered.
"Xiao Ruo, I was about to call you, my parents didn't go to the hospital."
"They just left, Jing'an, come here, I have something to look for you."
"I……"
Nan Ruo interrupted Su Jingan's words: "I know you have time. I will wait for you. I will wait as long as possible."
After she finished speaking, she hung up the phone directly.
Su Jingan sighed, and after pushing his hand back and forth a few times on the top of his head, he walked to the hospital.
Nan Ruo sent a message to Xiaomei: "I'll be back later."
Xiaomei replied with an OK gesture.
After a while, Su Jingan came.
As soon as he entered the room, he looked at Nan Ruo's face, and then, like a child doing something wrong, he came to the bed and sat down.
"Xiao Ruo, I..."
"You really resigned?" Nan Ruo went straight to the subject.
Su Jingan turned his head: "Yes."
"because I?"
"It has nothing to do with you. I am just tired of this kind of life and want to change the status quo."
Nan Ruo shook his head: "Impossible, Su Jingan will not hate the profession of a doctor."
Su Jingan firmly said: "But this is a fact."
"Jing'an, don't lie, okay? When you are talking about your academics, your patients, and the rare cases you have seen, your eyes are bright. You like this profession. This will not change. thing."
Su Jingan looked at her: "But I love you more."
His words caused Nan Ruo to pause.
"So, it's really just because of me?"
Su Jingan said in a deep voice: "I promised you to marry you. I have let you wait for me for so long. I can't let you down anymore. Xiao Ruo, I have never forgotten all the promises I told you. We are going to get married and we should get married. I really want to build a family with you that belongs to us."
Nan Ruo bit her lip and looked at him.
"Abandoning your beloved career for your beloved woman, do you think it's worthwhile?"
Su Jingan shook his head: "There is nothing uneconomical about this matter. For me, it is worth doing, so I just did it. There is nothing measurable."
Nan Ruo felt blood bleed from the bottom of her heart.
If my sister was still alive, what decision would she make when she heard Su Jingan?
She didn't actually know.
It can be my sister's personality, she will never let her beloved man lose her beloved career.
and so……
"Have you forgotten? Your dream is to become the best doctor in China, and my wish has always been to be the best doctor and wife. You will not lose me if you go to Germany to communicate. But if you lose you Love work, then our dreams are all gone. What is the meaning of a life without dreams?"
Hearing Nan Ruo say this, Su Jingan looked down and said nothing.
Nan Ruo leaned forward, she must let Su Jingan let go of the worries in her heart.
"Jing'an, you go to Germany, I will wait for you to come back, as before."
Su Jingan's eyebrows narrowed: "When I come back, you will be almost 30 years old, aren't you afraid? The best youth in life is all spent waiting for me."
Nan Ruo shook his head: "I don't have time to wait. You have become stronger and better, but I am doing my favorite profession. No time is wasted, because they are all in the past. , I am willing to bear my own choice, so I am not afraid."
Su Jingan shook her hand.
The two looked at each other.
Nan Ruo thought that Su Jingan would agree.
Unexpectedly, Su Jingan said: "I left before. You didn't have Xiao Jingnian by your side, only work. But now... the company you work for is Xiao Jingnian, and you have always been around Xiao Jingnian, even Xiao Jingnian's son is also called You say mother.
Xiao Ruo, my heart is very disturbed. I can't leave with peace of mind. Although I rarely take the initiative to call, do you know how scared I am to lose you? In my heart, you are more important than work. "
Nan Ruo sighed slightly.
She also wanted to promise Su Jingan that she would not be affected by Xiao Jingnian.
But Su Jingan is not a fool, and she doesn't want to lie.
It is an indisputable fact that Nan Ruo's life has been messed up by Xiao Jingnian.
Even her heart...
"I said, I'm waiting for you."
Su Jingan said: "If I let you wait for me, it will be even more heinous for Xiao Jingnian. I can't do this. If I don't have a job, I can look for it again, but I don't plan to let go of my life partner."
"Jing'an..."
"Unless," Su Jingan looked at her: "You go with me."
Nan Ruo was taken aback for a moment.
Walk together?
Go to Germany?
She had never thought about traveling to a foreign country for whom.
Su Jingan will hold her hand in front of her: "Xiao Ruo, will you go with me? After we get the certificate, we are a real couple. When we go to Germany, I will make up the wedding for you. We live in Together, have a baby. You take care of your family and children at home, and I work outside to support you. This is the best life I can imagine."
Nan Ruo was playing drums in his heart.
She never thought about leaving the club.
If she could go, wouldn't she have left long ago, and how could she wait until today.
Nan Ruo looked down: "But, I don't like life abroad very much, and I don't want to go idle, I want to stay here and wait for you."
"Then I won't go anymore, I'll accompany you," Su Jingan didn't have any grievances on his face, only said: "Where are you, I will be."
Nan Ruo looked at him: "If you are just worried about Xiao Jingnian, then you don't have to, I won't..."
"What I am worried about is not that you will be swayed by Xiao Jingnian, but that I know exactly what Xiao Jingnian is. If he wants you, he will do whatever it takes to get you. You are the woman I have loved for so many years. I can take you away so I can feel at ease."
Nan Ruo closed her eyes and exhaled.
"Xiao Ruo, think about it, wait until you think it over and tell me the result."