Chapter 943: No one will pity you

When everyone left the field, I also left.
I think Yingdong probably doesn't want to see me.
But when I walked to the door, I thought of what he said to me on the plane when I came to the United States.
I hesitated.
When I walked back to the court, Yingdong was still sitting quietly in the dock.
There was no brilliance in his eyes.
Just sit quietly.
I walked over and he didn't even lift his head, but he knew it was me.
"Why are you back again?"
I put a bank card on the table and pushed it in front of him.
"Yingdong, you shouldn't give up hope and treat your illness well.
This is the lawyer's fee I got from your wife.
You keep it. "
Yingdong looked up at me, eyes full of sadness: "You are pitying me."
I sighed and took a few steps back and moved a chair to sit down opposite him.
"You are indeed very poor now.
But why should I pity you?
Yingdong, do you remember when we talked about our dreams when we came to the United States together in high school? "
"Remember, how could I forget.
You said that your dream is to be a lawyer, and my dream is to be an architect.
Xiaoru, congratulations, you succeeded. "
"This is not something to be congratulated.
It was the two of us who made the wish.
I have fulfilled my wish, but why have you stopped?
You are a talented person. "
"Yeah, I'm decadent.
You went to college to study hard and make progress.
I am still standing still.
That sentence, I should say it backwards.
We are in the same building and you have reached the twentieth floor.
I have found someone suitable for you to continue working hard with you.
I wanted to take a shortcut, so I got into the elevator.
Unexpectedly, I encountered an elevator accident and completely slipped into hell. "
Listening to Yingdong's tone, he was no longer half-way like him before.
I know that time has changed this man torture.
Now he has no fighting spirit and no courage.
Some are just sick.
I don't know what to say to him.
So stood up and left.
But when I reached the door, Yingdong chased him up.
He returned the bank card to me.
"Xiao Ru, take this card back.
I...I'm in the late stage, and I don't have a long life. "
As a former girlfriend, I don't know how to comfort him.
But I also know what I must do.
I can't be the last straw to overwhelm this man.
I put the card back into his hand.
I said, "Yingdong, you have to get better quickly.
You can start again when you are done. "
He stood in front of me with tears in his eyes.
This is the first time I have seen a man cry.
Moreover, this man is still my ex-boyfriend.
"It's too late, Xiao Ru, it's too late."
He slowly squatted down in front of me: "I am a person who has been sentenced to death.
There is only one difference between me and those on death row.
They have clear dates.
I may never look down on the sun tomorrow. "
I also squatted down and took his hand.
"Yingdong, go home.
Go home and spend time with your parents.
Go around them and enjoy the family happiness.
Find a better old doctor of Chinese medicine to help you treat it slowly.
If Western medicine can't cure it, there is no way for Chinese medicine. "
"Don't fool yourself.
How can I get back from this disease?
I am even embarrassed to say it.
I wish that if I were to die, there would be a car accident and let me go happily.
That's better than the half-dead sluggish I am now.
Xiao Ru, do you think I got retribution?
I abandoned you and got retribution. "
"Of course not, you and me are just dead.
Moreover, after being separated from you, my life is still wonderful.
There is no difference from the past.
If you really want to say something different.
That is... I have found my true love in the past few years. "
"I know, you are talking about Lu Zihuan."
"How could you..."
"From the first time you introduced him to me.
I think he looks at you with something wrong.
For men, intuition is sometimes very useful for men.
But at that time you were still my girlfriend.
I think that Lu Zihuan can be regarded as an upright person.
So he didn't use crooked thoughts on you.
But after we broke up, Lu Zihuan would not do nothing.
Actually, I went to your school to find you after breaking up with Shin Yoon Hee.
It's a pity that I didn't see you alone.
It's the way you two are walking together holding hands.
Only then did I know that Lu Zihuan was a really smart person.
He knows which woman is a real gem.
Even if he graduates, he doesn't let you relax at all.
I chased you upright.
I am a person of wit.
Since it was my fault first, then I naturally have no reason to destroy your happiness.
Actually, I really regret it.
If I didn't care about that much, could I find you again? "
I shook my head and told him, "When I promised to be with Zihuan.
Has completely sent you away from my world.
Even when you came back to find me.
I will not return to you either.
You should know me.
Once you let go, you will never look back. "
That day, he put the bank card into my hand in silence and turned and left.
I did not chase him again.
I thought to myself, in the future, maybe we won't see each other again.
My life has returned to peace again.
Zihuan's parents made an appointment for us.
Just after the twenty-eighth lunar month of the new year.
We started busy taking wedding photos and booking domestic hotels online.
Because both of our parents are in China, we naturally have to go back to get married.
But the day after I took my wedding photos, I made a phone call to my office from the hospital.
Yingdong was admitted to the hospital in critical condition.
Because Yingdong doesn't know my mobile phone number.
Therefore, he asked someone to check the phone number of our company, and then he found me.
When I went to the hospital, Yingdong's parents came.
When I was in high school, I often went to his house for dinner.
His parents are also very good to me.
So I always have a good impression of his parents.
Yingdong is thinner than when I saw him a few months ago.
His mother was crying badly.
Seeing me, she hugged me tightly and cried.
Why is it so unfair to say that he is such a son?
Yes, sometimes I also think about it.
What did Yingdong do wrong, and why should he punish him like this?
However, there are many things that God doesn't count.
After taking care of Yingdong in the hospital for a while.
One day Yingdong's mother called me out alone.
Before she spoke, she knelt down in front of me.
She said: "Xiao Ru, I know you are getting married.
You are very happy now.
However, the aunt is a son like Yingdong.
Even if she was going to leave, the aunt wanted to make Yingdong walk more peacefully.
Auntie can tell that Yingdong loves you very much.
The day before yesterday, he inadvertently said, it would be great to have a wife like you.
When he died, his ancestors had long faces.
The aunt is a mother, so she can't see her son leave with hatred.
So Xiaoru, can you please..."
"Auntie, I am getting married, I can help with everything else, only this..."
"But the other aunts don't need your help.
Xiao Ru, it's in the face of Yingdong who was your boyfriend.
Can you help him complete his last wish?
Can I just have a ceremony with him?
Xiao Ru, if Yingdong leaves, he will never come back.
He will never disturb your life again.
You and your fiance have a long future.
You should discuss with him and postpone the wedding for a period of time, okay?
Auntie, please. "
Faced with such an old man’s request, I really don’t know how to refuse.
So... I nodded. "
Bai Xiaoqiu was surprised: "This is a good thing, is it that Teacher Lu is angry because of this?"
"This can't completely blame Zihuan.
I did not tell Teacher Lu Yingdong's situation.
One is because Yingdong's condition is already very serious.
I thought he might not survive that year last year.
Secondly, it was because Yingdong said that his illness was really hard to tell.
Hope I can keep it secret.
I think, since it is Yingdong's privacy, I can't say much.
Just like that, I missed the great opportunity to explain in front of Zihuan.
I said to postpone the wedding date, but Zihuan disagreed.
Because he has already delayed the wedding twice for me.
From 25 to 27, and later to 29.
Now that the wedding is finally around the corner, I have to postpone it again.
He said that if I had to postpone the wedding any more, he would break up with me. "
That's it, I'm married.
And he... thought I was married to someone else, and left the United States heartbroken.