Chapter 142: Shot on my heart (29)

Jiang Xu's temperament is really indifferent, and he hates trouble so much that he gave up his family's inheritance rights and chose a plain life.
He bought a high-end apartment near University A, and then went to get off work every day, and his life was plain and stable.
Jiang Xu had never thought of getting married and having children. He lived in an apartment alone, raised a cat, and then lived his life plainly.
He really enjoys this kind of life, no one bothers.
As a professor of University A, Jiang Xu has always been a gentle and perfect image in the eyes of outsiders. A polite and gentleman man, every move is polite and graceful.
His temperament is extremely gentle, and his colleagues have a good impression of him.
But Jiang Xu has no friends. He has always been alone, because he is gentle and alienated to everyone, and the sense of distance like a film makes people afraid to approach him.
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Jiang Xu hated the world since he was a child, and hated it for no reason. He felt that everything was so boring and annoying.
All rational animals are bored.
When there are more than 7 dopamine receptor D4 (DRD4) receptor gene variants, it will cause excessive dopamine consumption. People with this gene are susceptible to "boring", that is, they tend to feel bored, and therefore often pursue Pleasure and adventure compensate for normality.
Jiang Xu knew that his psychology was morbid. For so many years, he had been suppressing the beast in his heart, and his rationality prevented him from doing things that would harm the society.
Destined to die alone.
Jiang Xu has always thought so.
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Time has opened a gap, and we can't help but spy on it from time to time.
It's a pity that the truth hidden in the crevice is sadness, happiness, despair, waiting, farewell, like a locked safe. Only oneself knows everything.
If God is pitying, would there be such a person who would open the locked door while I was asleep. Find my secret, see my sadness, feel my state of mind.
When I wake up, you will have a warm smile.
Don't ask anything, just tell me, we will get better together.
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Jiang Xu felt that he was lucky because he met Fu Yue.
That time, the cold and beautiful woman opened the door of the classroom, looking backlit, and the corners of her mouth seemed to be smiling but not smiling, everything moved his heart.
At that moment, Jiang Xu seemed to hear the sound of flowers blooming.
She is salvation.
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I have always loved you since the first time I saw you.
For you, I am willing to love this world as long as you can be by my side.
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Fu Yue who left Jiang Xu's house.
She went to the garage and drove to the nearest hotel.
Opened a room and lived in.
Standing in front of the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, the cold and beautiful police officer pursed his lips, with no expression on his delicate face.
She took out a pack of cigarettes from her pocket, took out a long slender cigarette, and lit it on the fire. The blue flame jumped.
Soon the mist shrouded and blurred the woman's delicate eyebrows. She half-squinted her dark eyes and her red lips biting the smoke.
Looks abstinent and sultry.
Fu Yue didn't know what he was struggling with.
A touch of self-deprecating came up on her lips, and she reached out and pinched out the sparks on her fingertips.
She liked Jiang Xu, but she didn't like it to that extent.
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Forget it, just treat her as hypocritical.