: Something to say

I'm a doctor, I was a few months ago.
A well-regulated medical graduate student is not a lot of success, nor is it a lot of failure. I am an ordinary person.
以前 I used to think that I was the protagonist of my life, but later I found myself a supporting role.
I do n’t say this today because of others, but because the update is tomorrow.
Everyone in the group knew that I was unemployed and left the original unit. During this period, I prepared a new book and saved 60,000 or 70,000 copies.
Then took an exam at a new hospital, and as expected, the written test was the first.
In order to prepare for the interview, I gritted my teeth and spent 3700 yuan to report to the sailing interview class and practice every day.
I have run out of archives, but I dare not write for reading.
知道 I know that this opportunity did not come easily. I tried to recite every day, and a book was completely memorized.
练习 Practice every day.
I believe that my efforts will be rewarded.
But just before today's exam results came out, I felt that there would be delivery after paying.
Yeah
I have something to gain.
I played at the test room today.
I waited until eight o'clock in the evening, when the results came out, I was the second place, the second place in the test room.
Originally very good results.
But!
I was eliminated.
Our department recruits one person, and three of them will be interviewed. The ratio of one to three will be three before the written test.
I was the first in the written test and the second in the interview. I was eliminated.
Because the first interview and I compete for the same position.
I'm bullied.
I think I performed very well today, but second.
80 people participated in the interview. I was the second and the written test was the first. Well, I was eliminated.
I failed too.
I don't believe it, but I can't be the master. Life is too coincidental.
刚刚 I just knew that someone's home is a hospital. The family lives near the hospital, locals.
I'm right, I'm a stranger.
I ca n’t compete with locals. How hard I work, the written test will never be first.
I was eliminated.
I don't know who to talk to.
I want to blame God, but this matter does not belong to God.
My overall strength is not as good as others. If you lose, you lose.
I lost my job.
Ugh.
I smoked a pack of cigarettes all night and didn't like to smoke, but I didn't want to sore my nose and wanted to cry.
I can not be reconciled.
I tried hard in vain. I led the audience and lost to one person.
I'm a spicy chicken. .
Alas, I just want to speak up and vent.
I'm sorry, I spread negative energy.
I do n’t know who to tell, I can only tell you.
可能 I may send it out tomorrow and delete it.
I lost my job.
I will write this book well.
I will look for a good job.
I will work hard.
相信 I believe in heaven.
I. . . .
I'm so reconciled. . .
努力 I worked so hard for so long that I defeated everyone and lost to one person.
Sorry. .
I plan the plot tomorrow.
Sorry.
更新 Update it tomorrow.