Chapter 192: Disaster day

In fact, many people around me have listened to it once, saying it is a classic episode in the movie. I haven't watched a movie before, and it sounds okay, not very teary.
But sitting in the cinema, listening to this song while substituting the plot, I couldn't help tears all at once.
Just once, I will take you to see the old days. Laughing on a sunny day, noisy in the free air, you know, I only want it. The world is still small, I will accompany you to the ends of the world, stop searching in the corners where there is no trouble, and slowly grow old in carefree time, you know, all my heartbeat, as you beat.
I don't remember how many times this song was sung in the movie. I only remember that the female lead sang it to the male lead when he was sick and lying on the hospital bed.
She said: "You didn't write this song to me, but I want to sing it to you."
Suddenly, I was very general and very heart-warming. There are always so many misplaced loves in this world. I love you, you love her, and she loves him.
I took all the grievances and depressions that I liked Luo Xiangdong and had to conceal into the plot of the movie, so listening to the episode inside, I cried faintly and could not cry.
Kuang Yiyang, who was next to me halfway, reached out and handed me a tissue, and whispered, "Senior sister, don't cry, they are all fake."
When he said that, it made me feel even more uncomfortable. I thought it was not fake, I really like Luo Xiangdong, really really like him.
In the last five minutes before the end of the movie, my heart didn't stop hurting, and my tears couldn't stop flowing down. Kuang Yiyang saw that I was so sad that I was crying, feeling a little at a loss, so he couldn't help but raise his hand to wipe my tears with a tissue.
The movie was over, and many people who came to watch the movie also got up and left, but I lowered my head, put my hand over my eyes, and kept sobbing.
Kuang Yiyang is not a fool either. He noticed my strangeness and was silent for a while, then asked softly: "Senior sister, what's the matter with you?"
I was so crying that I couldn't speak, and for some reason, my emotions collapsed.
When Kuang Yiyang saw this, his voice increased a bit and asked, "Is someone bullying you?"
I do not speak. Kuang Yiyang suddenly said, "It's the person named Ji Guanxin."
Not a question, but a positive tone.
I knew he had misunderstood, so choked up and replied: "No."
The cinema was very dark, and my sight was blurred by tears, so I couldn't see the expression on Kuang Yiyang's face. Only a few seconds later, I heard his indistinct voice saying: "Senior sister, do you like him?"
My heart sighed. For a while, I was so guilty that I couldn't tell Kuang Yiyang's "him", whether it was Ji Guanxin or Luo Xiangdong.
So I am silent.
Upon seeing this, Kuang Yiyang said softly: "Senior sister, I suddenly found myself very selfish. I always thought I only wish you a good and happy life, but I am very upset tonight."
I have known Kuang Yiyang for several years, and he always smiles in front of me. This is the first time I have heard him tell me that I am very upset.
Of course I knew he would be unhappy, after all, Ji Guanxin was so capable of picking things up. I was trying to explain a few words aloud, but Kuang Yiyang said softly: "I am afraid that you finally broke up. As a result, the person who can stand by your side is not me, but someone else."
This time, I was really confused. The reason for the embarrassment was not to know that Kuang Yiyang liked me, but to be surprised that he could say such things.
I sat stiffly in the chair, motionless.
Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Kuang Yiyang next to him. His figure merged with the dim light. I couldn't see the expression on his face at all, and in fact didn't dare to look closely.
Kuang Yiyang seemed to hang his eyes slightly, looking at the position ahead.
In the quiet movie hall, I heard his very soft voice say: "Senior sister, I really want you to be happy, but I don’t want you to be with others. I feel uncomfortable. Tell me, I What should I do?"
At the end, if it were not for my trance, I seemed to have heard the trembling and choking of Kuang Yiyang's tail.
Is he crying?
After coming out of the hot pot restaurant, he has been refusing to talk to me, not only because of Sheng Ji Guanxin, but also at me, but also at himself.
How tangled and uncomfortable he should be in his heart, dare to ask such words through the spirit of drinking.
My heart was so sore that it cramped, it was a soothing feeling.
I feel sorry for Kuang Yiyang, so I choked up and replied: "Sorry, Yiyang"
I wanted to explain to him that nothing happened between me and Ji Guanxin, but Kuang Yiyang suddenly interrupted me and said anxiously: "Senior sister, don't say it, I don't want to listen now."
After that, he just stood up and said, "I'm a bit too drunk, maybe it's nonsense. I'll take you home first."
He was really panicked, for fear that my apology was to admit that he was with Ji Guanxin.
At this moment, I was burst into tears by his reaction, and almost subconsciously stood up and hugged him.
Kuang Yiyang was stunned, his whole body froze.
I held Kuang Yiyang and put my face on his shoulder, crying and said: "Yiyang, don't be afraid, I don't like Ji Guanxin, I am not with him."
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A few seconds later, Kuang Yiyang slowly raised his arm, first gently embraced me, and then slowly applied force to hug me tightly.
His chin rested on my head, and in a very low voice, with an extremely controlled tremor, he said: "Sister, don't be with him"
He cried, aggrieved like a child.
My heart was overwhelmed, and Dang even promised: "Don't worry, I don't like anyone. I won't fall in love with others."
I don't know what the promise is at this moment.
Promise to Kuang Yiyang that I will not fall in love with others or stay with others. Is this comfort or a kind of self-hypnosis in disguise?
Kuang Yiyang really drank too much. He was convinced of what I said, and while nodding his head, he said softly, "Senior sister, you should be mine."
I was so dizzy. I don’t remember how I sent Kuang Yiyang to the hotel. I only vaguely remember that before I left, he still closed his eyes and whispered: "Senior sister, I am very selfish. Don't be angry with me"
Kuang Yiyang is a pure and innocent person, and people like him are almost extinct in today's world. I was afraid of being hurt by his words again, so I hurriedly left the hotel room.
Right across from the hotel is the apartment I live in now, crossing a street, I walked back.
If it wasn't for Ji Guanxin to get Kuang Yiyang drunk by mistake tonight, I'm afraid I would never hear this from Kuang Yiyang in my life.
He said he was selfish, wishing me to be happy and happy, but not wanting me to be with other men.
I know that he is not selfish, human nature. I am sad, not because Kuang Yiyang suddenly said something like this to me, but because I actually hurt a person who was so simple and single-minded to me.
After breaking up with Chen Wenhang, I have always used the excuse that I no longer believe in love and will no longer fall in love with Kuang Yiyang, but when I turned my head, I fell in love with Luo Xiangdong again.
In all fairness, Luo Xiangdong is good to me, but what he did to me is not as good as Kuang Yiyang. At the very least, Luo Xiangdong didn't know what single-mindedness meant.
Xu Lu is right. I am a person with love and cleanliness, so in terms of love, only the dedicated Kuang Yiyang is more suitable for me. It’s just that I don’t understand why I have a clear goal, but Luo Xiangdong fell in love in the end.
I had already sighed countless times in my heart, and I couldn't understand myself more and more, and even hated myself. Kuang Yiyang is so good, why don't I love him?
The elevator opened, I walked towards the door, opened the door and entered the apartment.
Now I have become accustomed to the life of a person, and I will no longer be afraid of the darkness after opening the door, nor will I be lonely because of living alone as usual, at least not so often.
Standing at the entrance, I didn't even turn on the door light, changed my slippers after feeling the black, and then walked upstairs with my phone.
Sitting on the bed, I was very tired and didn't even have the urge to take a shower.
I don’t know how long I’ve been in a daze. Suddenly the phone rang on my hand, and I was taken aback. I looked sideways. It was Ji Guanxin.
My brows rose, and my heart was upset.
After answering the call, I said silently: "What are you doing?"
The other end of the phone was very quiet, almost silent. I thought it was because the call was not connected, so I could not help but take a look in front of me. The screen showed that the call time was ten seconds.
I frowned and said, "Ji Guanxin, what are you doing? I'll hang up without speaking."
Two seconds later, Ji Guanxin's voice came: "What are you doing?"
His voice was low and deep, mixed with a slightly different hoarseness than usual, perhaps due to the somewhat distorted voice of the call.
After hearing this, I replied impatiently: "What do you want to do again?"
Ji Guanxin whispered back: "I just want to know what you are doing."
I said: "Do you want to control?"
He asked: "Where is the bunch of tender grass around you?"
I immediately thought of Kuang Yiyang. When I thought of Kuang Yiyang, I was angry at Ji Guanxin again, and couldn't help but said in a deep voice, "You are ashamed to ask, he can't drink, why are you drinking him? You are such a big person. Can you understand something? It’s fine to mess around with me at ordinary times, and don’t let the people around me stop!" 360 Search Miao-Pen-Ge: Update with love and time
I have always talked like this with Ji Guanxin, and I have never had any scruples about how much money he has in his family or what his identity is.
According to Ji Guan's news, he didn't feel abrupt at all, but replied in a lazy voice: "I am not sensible. It is obviously that he is pulling me to drink. Why don't you tell him to stop?"
I raised my voice and said, "Don't mess around here, if you do this again, don't come to play with me again!"
Suddenly there was silence on the other end of the phone. I was still frowning while holding the phone. I didn't feel that I had said too much.
After waiting for about five seconds, Ji Guanxin still didn't say anything. I was a little impatient, and asked, "You have anything else to do? I'll hang up if it's okay."
I talked about hanging up, but I didn't really hang up.
So after a few more seconds, I heard Ji Guanxin's voice, and he said to me: "Liang Zijin, I like you, are you really invisible or pretending to be confused?"