Chapter 194: Alienation vs. disappear

After I said this sentence, I regretted it a bit. My sourness, will it be too obvious?
But fortunately, the relationship between Luo Xiangdong and I have become familiar enough to make such jokes. He didn’t take it to heart. He just smiled and replied:
Can a girlfriend be the same as a good friend? I can change a girlfriend, but not Change good friends."
What he said, I don't know whether to be happy or sad.
I am a very important person around him, but not the one I want to be.
Trying to overcome the soreness in my heart, I curled up my lips and replied with a smile: "I am so lucky to be your good friend."
Luo Xiangdong raised his eyebrows and said, "Why do I listen weirdly? You have something to say, right?"
I said, "Seriously, 100% true."
After all, I don’t want to stay in Luo Xiangdong’s office for more than half a second. I got up and gathered the shopping bags on the table. I said to him,
Thank you, boss, for the reward. After I go back, I will work hard and strive to break the seven-figure annual salary as soon as possible. ."
Luo Xiangdong smiled and replied: "Go, eat together at noon."
I subconsciously asked: "Aren't you eating with Du Ting?"
Luo Xiangdong said: "She will be busy with work after she comes back."
I yelled, teasing: "Is feelings using me as a spare tire?"
Luo Xiangdong glanced at me and said, "It's getting more and more silly. If this goes on, you will have to ride on my head."
I said, "That's not true. I will use my humor appropriately and I won't push my nose on my face."
Luo Xiangdong smiled helplessly and said: "Okay, don't be poor, go out to work."
I came out of Luo Xiangdong’s office with a dozen large and small shopping bags, just as Guan Yue and Han Xuetong walked towards Luo Xiangdong’s office with folders. The three of us faced each other, and the two of them subconsciously glanced at the bag in my hand, and then smiled at me.
I was a little embarrassed and smiled back. After everyone said hello, I returned to my office.
Now I'm used to it. Who in the entire Luo family doesn't know that I was transferred to the top level by ‘relationship’? Who doesn't know that I learned a language, but ended up doing an assistant job? Who doesn't know that Luo Xiangdong obviously has a girlfriend, and he has been close to me?
I took leave of absence for three days and did not come to work. Basically, except for Luo Xiangdong, it seems that I was the only one with this privilege, and Luo Xiangdong did not come and I did not come many times.
It's not that there is no rumor in the company, nor is there no gossip that reaches my ears. At first I still cared about it, but a while ago I suddenly wanted to drive. I was not afraid of shadows and my feet were not afraid of shoes.
But in the last few days, I started to be scared again.
Because of different moods, I always feel that when others say it, I feel guilty.
Back in my office, I put all the shopping bags on the sofa, half of the sofa was full.
If it was before, I would be happy to open the present to see what Luo Xiangdong bought for me. But Luo Xiangdong's phrase "Du Ting picked it for you" has already made me feel completely lost.
I went to dinner with Luo Xiangdong when I got off work at noon. During the dinner, I deliberately ignored the fact that I liked him, and chatted and amused with him as usual.
In fact, after in-depth contact, Luo Xiangdong is very easy to get along with. I am not as afraid of him as I was at the beginning. Sometimes I even dared to show him his ‘face’, he would not care about me.
I think it was his connivance to me that made me accustomed to this virtue.
Before lunch was over, Luo Xiangdong made an appointment with me about dinner. He said, "Let’s have dinner together tonight, with Zheng and Zeyu."
I lowered my head and cut the steak, and said aloud, "I'm not free tonight."
Luo Xiangdong looked up at me and asked, "What's the matter with you at night?"
Without answering, I asked, "Why don't I have any friends of my own?"
Luo Xiangdong replied with a faint smile: "Yes, I always thought you had no friends."
I glanced up at him, and he replied casually: "Forget it, you can go out to eat with your friends."
I lowered my gaze and did not answer. In fact, I didn't have an appointment at night, but I don't want to stick to Luo Xiangdong like a Siamese baby anymore. I will go wherever he goes. It seems that my life schedule is designed with him as the center.
So one day when he suddenly has other arrangements, he will leave me behind without hesitation. For example, he went to Thailand with Du Ting.
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He said he would let me buy a plane ticket to go to Thailand, but he never thought about how could there be a third person in a two-person world?
Even if I go cheeky, what will Du Ting think of me?
I'm not Luo Xiangdong's sister yet. A woman is bored whenever he goes and wherever he goes.
And I don't want to see them show their affection in person.
I thought it over. In addition to work, Luo Xiangdong told me to come out for dinner, saying that I would come out twice at most five times. Otherwise, I will form a habit when there are more, and I will notice the strangeness without Luo Xiangdong.
I want to withdraw slowly, bit by bit, maybe this way, everyone will feel better.
For almost a month after that, I went to get off work and off work every day, and I met with clients with Luo Xiangdong, and had breakfast with him more than three days a week. I strictly follow the plan that he tells me five times and I will come out twice at most, so besides the breakfast that we are used to, I don’t eat much lunch and dinner with him. After all, he is still in love. To avoid having to spend some time with Du Ting.
Speaking of Du Ting, I really feel that this woman treats me like Luo Xiangdong's sister.
From time to time, I was asked to come out to eat with her and Luo Xiangdong, so I was forced to watch them show their affection. I always found various reasons to give me many valuable gifts. I didn’t want to accept it, but Luo Xiangdong called me. Stay.
Sometimes I am also angry, thinking that you are willing to spend money on me, I don't want it for nothing. But after taking these things home, half of the closet was piled up, and I have never touched them. After all, I can't get past the hurdle in my heart.
When Xu Lu came to my apartment, she would occasionally look through my closet. She knew that my life was moist and lacking in everything, so she sometimes took my clothes to wear.
It is normal for women to exchange clothes, and I never care.
One day Xu Lu opened the large closet in my apartment and found that there were some shopping bags piled in it, and inside the bags were good things that were not labeled. She took out one casually, which was an AP ladies watch.
Xu Lu stared at me and asked, "Really?"
I lay on the bed and watched anime. Hearing the words, I replied without looking up, "Luo Xiangdong sent it."
Xu Lu immediately said: "That must be true."
I didn't answer, Xu Lu said again: "You said last time that Du Ting gave you a heri sunglasses and looked at me and said, "Hey, Zijin, why haven't you heard about Ji Guanxin recently? "
Speaking of Ji Guanxin, I took off the earphones and looked at Xu Lu in reply: "You said it is really weird, he suddenly stopped talking about me."
Xu Lu said, "Don't you always say that he loves to pester you, why didn't you find you suddenly?"
I was also puzzled. I really broke off all of a sudden. I called me twice in the past three days, but now I can’t find anyone.
Xu Lu said, "Could it be that something happened?"
I subconsciously retorted: "He is the judge next to Hades, only he is looking for other people, what can he do?"
Xu Lu nodded and said, "That said, last time you were scared to tears in the cemetery, and you can make dead jokes in that kind of place. I mean, he is really not taboo, or he has a good heart."
I said: "The year before the scourge, he knew who he was, so he had no taboos."
Xu Lu asked: "Then you didn't call him to ask?"
I immediately raised my eyebrows and replied: "He doesn't come to me, I'm so thankful, you still let me take the initiative to tease him? I don't want to live anymore?"
Seeing me looking like a soldier, Xu Lu couldn't help laughing: "Is it that exaggerated? Don't you say that Ji Guanxin is actually a good person."
My eyes turned instinctively, and a few seconds later, I said: "This is true." Baidu's sister-in-law #>pen>Ge-time with love
When Xu Lu said, I was really worried about Ji Guanxin inexplicably. People like him can't "disappear" for no reason. I haven't provoke him. Why did he suddenly disappear?
It's impossible
My brain made up for various scenes of his accident, such as a car accident, taking the wrong medicine, or being kidnapped by a woman, then raped and then killed
Shaking my head, I quickly drove away the bad thoughts in my mind.
I meditate in my heart, good spirits, bad spirits.
It may be because I was brought up by my since I was a child. I have the feudal ideas of the older generation in my bones. I will instinctively reluctant to think about bad things and think about the good things.
Maybe Ji Guanxin just found something new and fun, so forget me.