Chapter 349: Love a lot, hurt miserably

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Xu Yifan’s words made me think of my mother inexplicably. When Ji Guanxin chased him to Liangcheng, my mother knew at a glance that he was interesting to me. At the time, she also said that I would be tired with Ji Guanxin and I couldn't help him.
Before in Liangcheng, Liangcheng was very small, and Ji Guanxin had no other place to go except to stay by my side. This made me feel like I was sure of him, and he would not go out for a long time.
But after returning to the night city, we did gather little and more, if it weren't for him to come to me, I would not even be able to touch his shadow.
Also, I forgot that he is the best at lying and running trains with his mouth full. I don't know which sentence is true or which is false from his mouth.
Everyone around me, including family and friends, feel that Ji Guanxin loves me more than I love him, and I have always felt that way.
I even naively thought that even if Ji Guanxin cheated away from me one day, I would only be a little bit sad, and I would never feel so distressed that I don't know what to do.
But I was wrong. Some of the pain was a slow knife to cut the meat, and some pain was a sharp blade moving in and out quickly. When it came in, I didn't even feel it at all. It was until the blood was dripping with me that I realized that I had been wounded all over.
Ji Guanxin used his actions to slowly penetrate into my life, making me accustomed to the feeling of being there, and now, his deception is no less than the deepest betrayal for me.
I still remember that in the mall that day, he faced others in front of me and said that he would not go to see Zhou Mengyi, and even turned his face against me because I asked him to see Zhou Mengyi.
Ha, how confident I was then? I think I am very good, Ji Guanxin will not want me to find others.
He really said cool words, and was slapped in the face by reality.
Sitting in a separate private room with Xu Yifan, I was so sad that I didn't want to cry in front of him, so I had to cover my eyes with a tissue and gritted my teeth.
Xu Yifan said to me: "Some things can be repeated and not repeated, but for feelings, I think one time is enough. There are two, and he ran to meet other women when he was with you. If you want to go to the end with you, you won’t be foolish to do something that can’t look back."
"Ah..." I was poked in the pain point by Xu Yifan, and I started crying on the table with my arms crossed.
Xu Yifan didn’t persuade me right away, but he poured me a glass of beer after I finished crying, and then said:
I have lived for more than 20 years. Who hasn’t had a few relationships in love yet? I met a few scumbag men and women. Huh? I’ve talked with my first love for five years. From the second to the third year of high school, my parents turned out the family property they had kept for so many years, and bought us a house in the third ring of Yecheng, waiting for us to get married after graduation. Later, everyone in their department knew that she had taken a postgraduate entrance exam at the University of Tokyo in Japan, and I was foolishly looking at which wedding photography company did the best."
"It was a female classmate in their class who couldn't look down, came to tell me that my first love had a private conversation with a Japanese foreign teacher, and the foreign teacher helped her write a recommendation letter, so the University of Tokyo could admit her exceptionally. Ha, this matter I haven't come up with it for many years, and today I also exposed the scar for you."
I feel much better after hearing Xu Yifan's painful past.
Looking up, I asked him while wiping my tears: "Then your girlfriend now knows what happened to you back then?"
Xu Yifan smiled back to me: "She knows better than anyone else, she ran over to tell me."
"..."
When Xu Yifan saw that I was silent, he continued with a smile and said, "I didn’t know her very well at the time. I met her several times and said hello several times. I wondered how she came here. Tell me. Later when we were together, I asked her and she said that she felt sorry for me, and that she felt sorry for me, like a fool."
Suddenly, I thought about Xu Lu, whether Xu Lu is the same as Xu Yifan's current girlfriend, because she can't see it, so she would rather be the bad guy.
I muffled and said to Xu Yifan: "Then you must have been particularly moved at that time?"
Xu Yifan said, "Isn't it? If I don't feel moved, I can drank more and cook mature rice? If I am not moved, can we be together today?"
I burst out laughing and couldn't help but stare at Xu Yifan.
Xu Yifan smiled, and then said to me: "Zijin, I just gave this example to tell you that sometimes it’s good to find someone who likes me very much. I’m with my current girlfriend, she I have been taking care of me. We are planning to get married next year, but I have been very busy here, so even the wedding invitation and the date of the hotel are all handled by her."
As soon as the conversation changed, Xu Yifan said again: "We are not the kind of rich and noble people, and we can't bear their chaotic heart. If you want to get married, then find someone who is similar to yourself and has a practical duty It’s also the province’s total trepidation and fear."
I was silent, because my heart was so confused, I didn't even know what I wanted, so I couldn't reply to him immediately.
The phone that happened to be in the bag rang. I took it out and saw that the number was a little familiar, but I didn't remember who it was.
After answering the phone, I said ‘hello’.
A woman’s voice came from the phone, and she cursed, "Liang Zijin, do you want a face? Who do you want to show to? I, He Xile, want to find someone to move you. I must beat the gong and drums to tell you honestly, you Shao acted a bitter trick by herself and buckled the on my head! Why are you embarrassed to ask Yiyang's uncle to warn me, are you..."
She hadn't finished her words, and I couldn't recover from the stupefaction. There was a male voice on the phone, who could not be more familiar, it was Kuang Yiyang.
He said to me: "Is there time? Let's meet."
"Kuang Yiyang, you are not allowed to see her!" He Xile's voice also came from inside, but it was obviously farther away.
I hesitated for a while, and then said, "Yes, where can I see you?"
Kuang Yiyang said: "Come to Mansion One."
"Okay, I will pass now, about half an hour."
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"You came to 208 to find me."
Hanging up, I said to Xu Yifan, "I have to go."
Xu Yifan asked, "Who was the woman on the phone just now?"
I said: "He Xile."
Xu Yifan said, "You haven't said anything against He Xile before."
I said, "Now I have become a public enemy of the whole people. If I don't come to work tomorrow and don't call you, please call the police for me."
What I said was half true, and Xu Yifan was shocked.
When I got out of the hotel, I took a taxi to Mansion One. When I went to Room 208, I found that it was not only Kuang Yiyang sitting in it, but He Xile was also a place away from him.
It's just that He Xile's eyes are red and he has obviously cried.
Seeing me entering the door, He Xile raised his eyes and gouged me out.
My gaze swept across her lightly, and then fell on Kuang Yiyang. Now I see him, always with a little caution.
The private room is not small. On the way to the two of them, Kuang Yiyang already looked at He Xile, and He Xile looked away angrily, as if he was angry.
I walked up to Kuang Yiyang, sat down on the sofa, and regarded He Xi as happy as nothing, and said directly to Kuang Yiyang, "What's wrong?"
Kuang Yiyang said: "Let her apologize to you."
When his voice fell, He Xile exploded all at once. She stared and said, "Why should I apologize? What did I do for me?"
I think of what He Xile just said on the phone, she said Luo Xiangdong went to find her.
Luo Xiangdong really has revenge.
Kuang Yiyang seemed to be entangled with He Xile not for a while, but at this time it was just a clump of impatient brows, and said in a deep voice, "Have you been to Liang Zijin?"
He Xile said with red eyes, "What happened to me? I asked her to leave the night city, so you feel upset!"
Kuang Yiyang looked ugly and only said two words: "Apologize."
He Xi gritted her teeth with joy, she stretched her neck and said, "I did nothing wrong! Why should I apologize?"
After speaking, she turned her head to look at me again, and said sharply, "Liang Zijin, you are so cruel! Didn't I just scold you a few words? Are you embarrassing me so much?!"
I said: "You just embarrass me. You also made the chickens and dogs in our community restless, and the dead mice scared our company's female colleagues to stop menstruation."
I was expressionless, but it was obvious that He Xile thought I was provoking her, and she said loudly, "What a dead mouse? What else did I do besides giving you a card? You don’t give me a card? Splash dirty water!"
He Xile's reaction was particularly intense. For a moment, I felt as if I had misunderstood her.
Didn’t she do what happened yesterday? But who would she be?
While I was thinking about it, He Xile said again: "I threatened you, but I have never found someone to get you off. You must make this clear to me!"
I didn't say anything. The person who answered me was Kuang Yiyang. He was still indifferent and impatient, and said aloud: "I ask you to apologize. Did you hear that?"
When He Xile turned to look at Kuang Yiyang, the red eyes were more not angry but wronged. She choked up and said: "Why do you want me to apologize to her? What did I do wrong..."
"I don't need to worry about my affairs with her, what are you going to do with her?" Kuang Yiyang interrupted He Xile, with a cold voice.
He Xile pressed her lips tightly, and I could see that she was so angry that she endured to the extreme.
Kuang Yiyang turned her head slightly, and stared at her. He said, "Apologize. Otherwise, don't follow me again."
His voice fell, tears gushing from He Xile's eyes.
She is so desperate and wronged, as a woman, I feel sorry for her.
But before things are clear, I, the victim, has no position to rescue others.
He Xile fixed her eyes on Kuang Yiyang for a few seconds, then stiffened her neck and turned to me, her lips opened, and she whispered three words: "I'm sorry."
Without a word, He Xile got up and ran out.
When there were only two people left in the room, I and Kuang Yiyang, he looked at me and suddenly said, "Can you stay with me for a few days?"