Chapter 362: I'm desperate, you allow me to trust

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Ji Guanxin is not a fool, no, he should be said to be deadly clever.
He looked at me, was silent for a moment, and suddenly asked, "Did you see Luo Xiangdong?"
Faint question, but it is affirmative.
I lowered my sight, tacitly.
Ji Guanxin asked again: "What did he tell you?"
I stared down at the buttons on Ji Guanxin's coat in a daze, and upon hearing the words, I whispered back: "He asked me to be with you..."
I thought Ji Guanxin would go crazy, even sure. Because his culprit is Luo Xiangdong, no matter what Luo Xiangdong does, as long as it is close to me, he will get hairy.
But this time... when I was ready to endure his irritability and anger, he just whispered: "Fart with him? Of course I will be nice to you."
After speaking, he reached out and pulled me into his arms, held me, and put his chin on my head.
For a while, I was so sad that I couldn't cry, my whole body was stretched like a stone.
Ji Guanxin hugged me, and his voice came from above: "I won't go anymore, just stay by your side, saving some shameless people who come in."
I would rather Ji Guanxin lose my temper with me and scold me. It's better than what I am now... I was so depressed that I grabbed his coat, gritted my teeth, and kept shaking slightly.
I can't see the expression on Ji Guanxin's face. He just uncharacteristically, his voice calmly said to me: "Don't cry, I won't force you."
My vision was blurred, I choked and trembled, but a faint voice came out from my throat: "Guanxin...I'm sorry..."
I don't know what this sorry sentence is aimed at. Is it to blame myself for distrusting him? Or... I could not say that I love him?
When Ji Guanxin heard this, he quickly replied: "Don't say anything, I'm sorry, there is no need between us."
The more he was like this, the more uncomfortable I felt. I grabbed his coat. I didn't think about anything, but didn't want to hide it from him anymore, so I quickly said: "I am with you, but I still think about others..."
Actually, I have a lot to say. I want to tell him that if you are too tired, you really don’t have to give in to me. I know I’m not doing well. I’m with him, but when I see Luo Xiangdong, he still hurts.
I'm not a person who can hide things. Before, I thought that if you didn't meet, you would forget it slowly, and if you didn't mention it, it could be a memory. But now Luo Xiangdong’s ‘good good’ sentence makes me no longer good.
Just as Ji Guanxin asked me today if I love him, if he asked me like, I would answer him without hesitation, I like him.
But he asked me if I love him... Maybe I'm trying to die, anyway, I just don't want to violate my heart.
It took a lot of effort to say a word. I didn’t wait for Ji Guanxin to say that I was too tired and separated. He used to block my mouth in advance and said,
I allow you to hide him in your heart.

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"I used to think that liking is no different from love. If you like her, you will chase her. If you stay together for a long time and you don’t get tired of love, then get married. I also thought that I would never meet someone who wants to marry her in my life, let alone Allow the people by my side, she still has others in her heart. But now..."
"Zi Jin, I allow you to hide him in your heart, as deep as possible, it is best to be as deep as I can't realize it. I won't force you again, and I won't give you a chance to say that you are tired and want to break up. You love him, but you are with me now. I don’t believe that you don’t like me. If you like him, it will gradually become love.

"Actually, we are in good harmony. I don't think I am worse than him. At most, I met you later than him. What he can give you, I can give you, and what he can't give you, I will give you."
"Sorry, I left you alone for so long..."
Since I got to know Ji Guanxin, I have seen him speak seriously only rarely. I remember the last time he was in the countryside of Liangcheng, when he said he liked me.
I thought he would be angry that I met Luo Xiangdong privately. I didn't even have the strength to explain, but he said he wouldn't force me.
My tears could no longer be sealed, and they burst out like a bank. Ji Guanxin pressed my face to his chest, I hugged him tightly and cried.
When I cried enough, Ji Guanxin lowered his head a little and took a look. The first sentence was: "You rubbed my nose against my clothes. When you turn around, you will wash me."
I did cry with tears, nose, saliva and rubbed Ji Guanxin's body. When he said that, I was also embarrassed, so I instinctively raised my hand to wipe it.
Ji Guanxin let out a "hey", and then pulled me around and walked towards the sofa. There were tissues on the coffee table, and he pulled out several sheets to help me wipe my nose.
I lowered my head and took it and wiped it myself.
Ji Guanxin looked at me and said, "Is it cool to cry?"
My eyes were swollen from crying, and my eyelids felt so tight that even my sight became a seam. Blowing my nose vigorously, I nodded and replied dullly: "It's so cool."
Ji Guanxin said: "Will I be alive or not, did I go to Japan with Zhou Mengyi?"
I shook my head.
Ji Guanxin glanced at it and added: "I haven't said that you and Luo Xiangdong met in private. We are even tied."
He mentioned Luo Xiangdong, and I wanted to cry again, but resisted, looking at him with red eyes and said: "I will meet Luo Xiangdong again, not because of our two...It's because of Kuang Yiyang."
auzw.com I still intend to speak clearly with Ji Guanxin, otherwise I have been hiding things in my heart, and I always feel uneasy.
According to Ji Guan's news, he subconsciously raised his brows and his eyes were suspicious.
I bent down and pulled out a few pieces of paper from the tissue box, blowing my nose and wiping tears. With a twitch, he said: "Kuang Yiyang, he is Luo Xiangdong's nephew."
"Huh?" Ji Guanxin frowned, the expression on his face perfectly explained what is unbelievable surprise.
I nodded: "It's true."
Standing in front of me, Ji Guanxin didn't speak for ten seconds. He just looked...like eating dirty things.
I said: "It was Kuang Yiyang who greeted Luo Xiangdong at the beginning, so I was able to enter the Luo family so smoothly. I didn't know what their relationship was until very late."
The corners of Ji Guanxin's lips evoked an arc of sarcasm, and he said coldly, "Are they two ill?"
"..."
After a long while, Ji Guanxin looked at me and said, "Then Kuang Yiyang takes drugs, and Luo Xiangdong can't control it?"
I mumbled back to him: "Yiyang didn't study well because I was angry with Luo Xiangdong. I also took a group to the field some time ago. I happened to see him before I knew he became like this. I don't want to cause him to go downhill. Only twenty-two years old."
Ji Guanxin frowned and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
I didn't reply to him because it was really hard to tell. How should I tell him?
Ji Guanxin cursed to himself: "Luo Xiangdong is really fucking, knowing that his nephew likes you, he dares to hook you up, he deserves his nephew to die!"
I said, "I met Luo Xiangdong again, it was purely because of Yiyang. There are only a few things in my heart. Now I have said it all, relaxed."
After that, I went to the sofa and sat down, never wanting to get up again.
Ji Guanxin turned his head and looked at me, seeing me ascending to heaven anytime, anywhere, his eyes showed distress. Came over and sat next to me, stretched out my hand and pinched my face, and said, "I'm not tired because there are so many things hidden in my heart?"
I nodded gently: "Tired."
Ji Guanxin said: "You should have told me a long time ago, so I can help you out."
I said, "I'm so angry."
Now I am not angry with Luo Xiangdong or Kuang Yiyang. I just hope everyone is well.
Ji Guanxin was silent for a while, and said softly: "You weren't with Luo Xiangdong back then because of Kuang Yiyang?"
I lowered my eyes slightly, not sure or denying it.
After a while, Ji Guanxin said, "Isn't it true that you and Luo Xiangdong have been together without Kuang Yiyang?"
This time, I raised my swollen eyes and looked at Ji Guanxin and said: "If I am not with you, Kuang Yiyang can forgive us, maybe I will be with him again."
Ji Guanxin asked: "What about now?"
He took my hand, and I shook him back. The voice was quiet but surely: "I want to be nice to you."
Ji Guanxin tightened his hand, looked at me and said, "Since you are confessed and lenient, I will forgive you for having someone else in your heart for the time being."
After speaking, he quickly added: "If you want to return, don't think about it. Women's way is still to be guarded."
I almost blurted out. Before Luo Xiangdong came to the apartment to look for me, he just touched me, and I lay on the ground and rolled like a splash of skin, not just to'guard my body like jade' for him?
But I still held back these words, because there was no need to say it. After saying that, Ji Guanxin didn't get the right one, and went back to find Luo Xiangdong to force it.
When I thought of this, I said one more sentence: "Ji Guanxin, I'm telling you about this little thing now. Everyone is in the night city. In the future, there will be encounters when there is a problem. I hope you will stop talking to Luo Xiangdong. It's dead."
I looked uncomfortable.
Ji Guanxin's expression was calm, and he replied aloud: "You are my girlfriend now, as long as he doesn't come to talk about you, why should I go and smash with him? I still think it's cheap to fight with him."
I said: "Then you agree to me."
Ji Guanxin nodded readily: "I promised you."
I often breathe a sigh of relief. Although the current situation hasn't changed in any way, I think it's dawn.
The meteor will fall because too many people have made too many unrealistic wishes for it; the heart will be tired because there are too many hidden secrets.
Now that I have made it clear, no matter whether Ji Guanxin can accept it or not, I always feel that I can face him calmly in the future, without worrying about him asking me something I can't answer.
I sat on the sofa in the guest room of the travel agency with Ji Guanxin. Because I didn't sleep all night, I was dizzy from crying again. Ji Guanxin put me on his shoulder. I didn't know when I fell asleep.
I slept for almost two hours. If it weren't for my neck pain, I didn't even want to open my eyes.
Ji Guanxin's voice came in his ear: "Get up and go home to sleep, don't catch a cold."