Chapter 458: firm

Saying good night to my parents, I went back to my room. When the light in the master bedroom was turned off, I hid under the quilt and turned on the phone.
After booting. Several missed calls popped up on the screen. There are unread text messages.
When I clicked it, a friend called, but more missed calls were all Luo Xiangdong's name. My heart felt sour. Read the unread text message again. Luo Xiangdong sent a lot of them. At first, I explained to me why it was not switched on, and about Rong Xin's fiancée. Later, I should have been angry and said there is a kind of never answer my phone. He replied: You died unjustly, I got it, it's really not my business. You see it and turn it on. I will book a plane ticket to return home now.
He said a lot of similar things, basically every few minutes. He said that Wei Zheng and Zheng Zeyu had come to Liangcheng, and the last one was: I got on the plane. Wait until the night city to call you. Zijin. Don't shut it down again. I can't reach you, I'm afraid.
A word of fear in my heart. I instantly blurred my vision, and I couldn't even see the phone screen clearly.
God knows when I can't reach him. How scared I was, when he couldn't find me, he would also be scared.
I really want to hear his voice now, so I called him, but he shut down without exception because he was on the plane.
Before, I was afraid that Luo Xiangdong really had a fiancé, and that he would not want me, but now I am afraid that he would be afraid.
Reaching out and wiping his eyes, I sent him a text message with tears, saying: Don't be afraid, I'm not angry with you anymore. Come back quickly. By the way, my mother is going to ask about your fiancée. If your dad really doesn't like me, then my mother will definitely not let us be together. You should think about it.
If my mother saw me hiding under the covers to inform Luo Xiangdong, she would definitely scold me for being stupid and that I didn't know who was near or far. But I don't know what's wrong with me. I always want to give Luo Xiangdong my heart, and I don't even want him to suffer a bit of grievance and embarrassment, even if the person who embarrassed him is my closest person.
Knowing that Luo Xiangdong turned off, and now I can't receive my SMS, I still sent him a lot of them intermittently. My emotions are a bit out of control, and my language skills are not very complete, so I can say whatever I think.
I held my mobile phone until two o'clock in the night and didn't sleep, and watched the dozens of short messages sent by myself. I regretted it a bit. Having said that, will Luo Xiangdong be relieved or upset? Am I putting pressure on him? Does he feel tired?
I am naturally prone to get into the horns, no one enlightens me, like a live donkey, I close my eyes and grind, circle after circle, unable to get out.
It was tangled to the extreme, and my eyes were sore that I couldn't open my eyes, so I took the hot mobile phone and sent Luo Xiangdong the last text. I said: Let's not be afraid, before you don't want me, I won't let you go.
I don't know if this is an oath or what, I am not a person who loves promises, and I don't want to listen to others' promises, because I always take it seriously. But at this moment, I don't know what else to say except that this will give me peace of mind.
After sending the last one, I put my phone next to my pillow and forced myself to sleep. No matter what, tomorrow will always come.
If something is in my mind, I slept very unsteadily, basically waking up once in an hour or two. Every time I get up, I have to look at my phone nervously and see that there is nothing on it. I can't tell if it was unexpected or disappointed.
I woke up again shortly after five o'clock in the morning. I got up and went to the bathroom. I overheard the low voice of my parents in the master bedroom.
I was curious, so I quietly walked to the door to listen.
My mother said, "I don't want to be a householder. I know that there will be no good results. I really don't want Zijin to spend it so much."
My dad said, "Don't you want to be useful? I didn't see Zijin's thoughts are all on Luo Xiangdong. She can listen to what we say?"
My mother said, "Then I don't know that it is a fire pit and let her jump into it. She has been with Luo Xiangdong for a few years, and when she is older, she will pat her away. Will she still marry?"
My dad didn't speak for a long time, and neither did my mom.
I stood at the door, just wondering if there is no heating at home yet? Why is it so cold?
He returned to his room lightly and pulled the quilt over him. The room was dark because of the curtains. It was a good time to sleep, and I was indeed sleepy, but my nerves jumped and struggled to stop me from sleeping.
I couldn't fall asleep, so I let myself think about it, thinking that from childhood to adulthood, good food and drink, all the way is smooth, only the feelings are twists and turns, bumpy to the end. I comforted myself in my heart, God is fair, I have to take away whatever I have given you. Maybe it's because my family business is pretty good, so I can only find compensation from the emotional point of view.
The mental torture is really too painful, I really want to cut the mess quickly, or just stabbed me twice and give me a good time.
Thinking about it, I still fell asleep. I slept quite a long time this time, and when I woke up, it was already more than 11 o'clock noon, almost 12 o'clock.
My mother opened the door of my house and whispered me to get up for dinner.
My eyes are a little swollen, I cried yesterday. My mother's eyes were red, and she even cried today.
auzw.com can't bear it in my heart. My parents had a good life, but because of my affairs, I was worried and worried about getting angry. Whenever I think of this, I feel that I am not filial.
After getting up, my mother asked me: "The two people who came last night, call them out for a meal."
I said, "They might be a little awkward eating with you and my dad."
My mother thought about it and said, "Then you go out to eat with them, they come all the way, and you have to do something."
I answered, turned and went back to the bedroom to call Wei Zheng.
Wei Zheng just got up, and I said that I wanted to have dinner with him and Zheng Zeyu, so he asked me for half an hour before meeting at the Fulai Hotel.
I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I just changed my clothes and went out without makeup. My mother looked at me and said, "You put on your makeup, otherwise your face will not look good."
I'm not in any mood right now, so I said casually: "It won't change."
My mother said: "You look like this in front of Xiangdong's friend, and I guess you are not less sloppy in front of him. Zijin, what mom said to you is all kind, and you may not listen to it. That Luo Xiangdong usually What kind of woman do you want to see? You still don’t want to clean up yourself, are you waiting to be annoying?"
Faithful and against ears, my mother has always been the master of rough words, and every word she said can always poke me speechless.
Originally, I was going to wear shoes to go out. After hearing this, I had to turn around and put on makeup.
At the entrance, my mother helped me arrange the collar of the windbreaker. She said, "Be more alert and take a posture. Don't let people see what's going on."
I said'um', and she said again: "Whether you are with Luo Xiangdong or with an ordinary man, the most important thing for a woman is to live out her spirits. You don't want to let him look at you. At the very least, you can’t let him take you seriously. You have to be stunned, you have to dress up, and let him know that you are not something you have to do, you can’t do without him.

These words are the most inspiring words my mother has said in the past few days. For a moment, I felt full of power, and it felt like I had found a sense of direction. I knew where I should go.
Yes, I live myself, not for anyone. Luo Xiangdong would choose me, not because I forced him, but because he liked me. If I live without myself, what does Luo Xiangdong like about me?
Looking at my mother, I said, "To sum up, try hard but not force it. If you like it, you have to have a bottom line. Does that mean?"
My mother finally laughed and helped me pull the collar of the windbreaker, she said: "Yes, a bit of personality, you just think you can't live without him, how big is it?"
I clenched my fist and made a cheering gesture, put on my boots and went out.
I took a taxi to the Fulai Hotel. Just after getting off the bus, I saw Zheng Zeyu and Wei Zheng coming out of the hotel lobby. I greeted them, and Zheng Zeyu looked at me and said, "Yeah, it's okay to look at it, I thought you would droop your face."
I smiled and said, "Why do you droop my face? Even if I want to shake my face, I will rush east, it is impossible to rush you two."
Zheng Zeyu immediately said: "Don't tell me, don't shake your face at him, he will die if you don't answer his phone."
Wei Zheng also said: "Xiang Dong was really wronged this time. He didn't know what was going on. It was the media's fault."
I listened to my mother and wouldn't be serious with Wei Zheng and Zheng Zeyu. I would wait for Luo Xiangdong to talk about anything.
At noon I took the two of them to the old fisherman for dinner and ordered the most characteristic iron pot stew in the Northeast. During the dinner, Zheng Zeyu said: "Zijin, we don't treat you as an outsider, so I have to remind you of something in advance."
I looked at him, and Zheng Zeyu said, "The old man of the Rong family, Rong Ming, his relationship with Xiangdong’s father is that the ancient turn of the eight worships was a alliance. I heard that when the Luo family encountered difficulties, it was Rong Ming. Strong support to overcome the difficulties. You think that the friendship between the two of them, among other things, Xiangdong's father must be better to the Rong family."
I understand this. To put it bluntly, Luo Zhenye is more agreeable.
I said, "Brother Zeyu, tell me the truth, did the Luo family have long appointed Rong Xin as Xiangdong's wife?"
Zheng Zeyu hurriedly said, "Hey, this is not the same thing. I have never heard of the marriage of the two of them, otherwise Xiangdong can play for so many years..."
This is the truth, although not very pleasing.
Wei Zheng took the conversation and said, "Zijin, Xiangdong loves to play, but when he is serious, you and I have seen you. There are no outsiders here, we all know how much he loves Yiyang, but He would rather not even be a good uncle for you. Do you think he is playing with you?"
Zheng Zeyu added: "If it's all a joke, then the joke is too big."