Chapter 548: It’s not that I don’t know how to love
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With Love and Time (Face with Love, Affection, and Time)
- 鱼不语
- 1921 characters
- 2021-03-04 09:43:53
When Ji Guanxin was eating at a restaurant with a group of people, and when he went downstairs to see off his friends, he accidentally saw Liang Zijin sitting with Kuang Yiyang. His heart is sour. Thinking that there is more than Luo Xiangdong beside her. There are other men, so he stepped forward, under the banner of Liang Zijin's good friend. Directly give Kuang Yiyang a lot.
Liang Zijin naturally wouldn't give him a good face. Watching her go out with Kuang Yiyang, the smile on Ji Guanxin's face slowly reduced.
Zhang Danqing and Mai Jiahui watched the expression on Ji Guanxin's face change. So I asked him in private: "You don't really have real feelings for Liang Zijin, do you?"
Ji Guanxin thought, are you serious?
Isn't it?
The corners of his lips curled up with a slight sneer. But he said nothing. In the evening when everyone went to the nightclub together, in the private room. There is a beautiful woman sitting next to everyone. Ji Guanxin is no exception.
The women around him have been pleased to chat with him and toast him, but Ji Guanxin's thoughts have never been on her. I don't know what demon was recruited. Knowing that Liang Zijin didn't have him in his heart. But he just couldn't help thinking about her.
Maybe this is what is often said about human nature. The more he catches up, the less rare he is; the more he avoids him like a scourge. The more he wanted to stop.
Almost stunned, Ji Guanxin took out his mobile phone from his pocket. Find out Liang Zijin's phone number.
There was laughter everywhere, and Ji Guanxin said, "Be quiet."
When everyone saw that Ji Guanxin was about to call, they calmed down.
Ji Guanxin was sitting on the sofa and dialed Liang Zijin's phone number. She was connected quickly, but before he could speak, she was extremely impatient and said, "What are you doing?"
There was no sound in the private room. Everyone was watching Ji Guanxin, and Ji Guanxin suddenly felt like he wanted to laugh. Is he looking for it to be boring? Are you still okay?
He didn't speak for a while, Liang Zijin said uncomfortably: "Ji Guanxin, what are you doing? I'll hang up without speaking."
She did what she said, but Ji Guanxin still wanted to listen to her voice for a while, so he patiently said softly, "What are you doing?"
Liang Zijin was angry because he poured Kuang Yiyang into drinking, or she was confessing to her that Kuang Yiyang was drunk and she was at a loss for what to do with Ji Guanxin. So she said uncomfortably, "Are you still okay? I'm okay if it's okay."
Ji Guanxin could almost imagine the expression on Liang Zijin's face at this moment, his brows must be frowned, and his beautiful eyes were full of impatientness.
Holding the cell phone, Ji Guanxin was silent for a few seconds. He thought he would hang up, but in fact, he said in a wicked way: "Liang Zijin, I like you, do you really see it or pretend to be confused?"
The voice fell, and the room quietly fell to the floor and heard the sound of needles, everyone looked at Ji Guanxin dumbfounded, as if they could not believe their ears.
Indeed, some of them and Ji Guanxin have played with Ji Guanxin since childhood, and have known each other for three years or five years, but no matter how long or short, they have never seen Ji Guanxin look like this.
Is he holding a cell phone and confessing to a woman?
In fact, Ji Guanxin himself was puzzled, maybe he really drank too much.
It's just that what you say is like water poured out, Ji Guanxin has nothing to regret. He has already released the move, it depends on how Liang Zijin accepts it.
After a while, Liang Zijin's voice came from the phone, and she asked: "Ji Guanxin, are you drinking too much?"
She was already stepping him down, but Ji Guanxin didn't want to come down. So he hit the snake with the stick and asked almost compellingly: "Liang Zijin, don't change the subject, I said I like you."
"Are there anyone around you, who lost the bet, come over and make fun of me?"
"You first say whether you like me or not." Ji Guanxin was a little anxious.
Liang Zijin didn't hesitate at all, and replied decisively: "I don't like you."
The private room was really so quiet that Liang Zijin's words were clearly heard by everyone present. Many people are not sure about Ji Guanxin's true thoughts, so it's not easy to make a statement for a while.
Zhang Danqing, Mai Jiahui, and Cheng Lin, after all, are Ji Guanxin's buddies who play children. Seeing that he is really moved by Liang Zijin, he cannot lose face at this moment. So Zhang Danqing took the lead and laughed loudly: "I'm going, when will Guanxin still be flat?"
When Mai Jiahui saw Zhang Danqing, he recovered almost instantly, so he also followed with an exaggerated smile and said, "This time, it's really shameful to throw it at my grandma's house."
When the others saw this, they all laughed.
Liang Zijin really thought that Ji Guanxin would not sleep in the middle of the night to come to her for a bath, so after angrily cursed, he hung up the phone.
During this period, Ji Guanxin never said a word.
When he took his phone back into his pocket and picked up the wine glass in front of him for a drink, someone who didn't know the truth laughed and joked: "Brother, are you okay? Why can you still be rejected when you confess? backing?"
Someone echoed: "Liang Zijin? It sounds familiar..."
auzw.com"Is it the one who rumored Luo Xiangdong about the scandal? It seems to be his assistant."
"Yes, yes, I remember. Xiaofeng said before that he saw Luo Xiangdong take her out for supper in the middle of the night. I thought they were a couple. I didn't expect Luo Xiangdong to have Du Ting again now."
"Brother Xin, are you really in love with Liang Zijin or just playing around?"
Ji Guanxin drank a sip and replied with a smile but a smile: "Guess what?"
Zhang Tanqing and Mai Jiahui were sitting on pins and needles. They wanted to divert the topic, but some people who drank too much said something recklessly: "Brother Xin, stop making trouble. Liang Zijin made it clear that Luo Xiangdong was playing. The rest of the women, can you rush to wear the torn + shoes that others don’t want? No matter how good the woman is, you can’t pick up a Luo..."
The man hadn’t finished speaking yet, only a ‘bang’ was heard. The glass was thrown vigorously on the marble floor, and the glass shattered. Several women were scared and screamed.
"New brother..."
The man who spoke looked at Ji Guanxin who had stood up in amazement. Everyone was stunned. He didn't expect Ji Guanxin to suddenly lose his temper.
Cheng Lin sat next to Ji Guanxin. Upon seeing this, he stood up instinctively and whispered "Guanxin..."
Ji Guanxin didn't say anything, his pale face couldn't be seen clearly in the dim private room. He sullenly said: "I'm sleepy, let's go."
After saying this, he stepped out, leaving behind a bunch of dumbfounded friends.
Cheng Lin asked the others to stay first, and he chased after him. After the private room door was closed for the second time, it took quite a while for the person who caused Ji Guanxin to fall the glass. Then he looked towards Zhang Danqing in a daze, and said timidly: "Did I say something wrong?"
Zhang Danqing was also afraid, but he did not expect that Ji Guanxin had reached such a point with Liang Zijin.
His face wasn't very pretty, his lips pressed open, and he solemnly said: "You are too, which pot is not open or lifted."
The man is still full of confusion, he said: "You also said, the new brother is joking..."
Mai Jiahui couldn't help but interrupted: "Which woman did you see him making such a joke with?"
This time, everyone understood. Ji Guanxin was not joking at all to Liang Zijin.
Cheng Lin chased Ji Guanxin out of the nightclub. Seeing Ji Guanxin stepping towards the car, Cheng Lin said, "Guanxin."
Ji Guanxin didn't look back, but said in a deep voice, "Go back, I'm fine."
Cheng Lin said: "You drink so much, don't drive by yourself, find a driver to drive you back."
Ji Guanxin said no, Cheng Lin dragged him to stop him. Ji Guanxin was very upset, and had to simply open the co-driver's door and let the driver drive him back.
I don't know if he drank too much or was really angry, Ji Guanxin felt the pain like a needle stick in his heart.
Liang Zijin didn't even think about it, so he rejected him directly. One sentence I don't like you, how easy it is to say.
He drove Ji Guanxin home on his behalf. The car drove to the destination, but Ji Guanxin did not move. The driver said carefully: "Mr. Ji, here it is."
Ji Guanxin closed his eyes and leaned on the co-pilot, as if he was asleep, but his lips were a little red and purple.
The driver yelled several times, but Ji Guanxin didn't respond. He had to dare to go up and grab the arm of Ji Guanxin.
Ji Guanxin didn't know that the driver had called himself many times. He slowly opened his eyes and wanted to take out his wallet to give the money. He said on behalf of the driver: "Mr. Cheng has already given it. Be careful when you go up. I will leave first. "
When the driver opened the door and left, Ji Guanxin couldn't even say a word. A person sat quietly in the copilot, his face was pale with colic. After a lot of effort, he took out a board of silver pills from his inner pocket and took a few and put them in his mouth.
He was only in his twenties, not even thirty, but his body was no longer under his control, and he didn't even have the strength to open the door of the car.
Ji Guanxin wanted to curl his lips and make a self-deprecating expression. But after trying for a long time, I gave up.
How old did he know his health was not good?
Did the family say it? Or did he feel it himself?
Playing with children is like a medicine jar, at most I have taken 50 pills a day. Even the young Ji Guanning asked him, "Brother, are the medicines delicious? Why do you take so many medicines every day?"
At that time, Ji Guanxin didn't know how to rebel. He did what his family asked him to do. But when he had his own opinion and knew that he was different from normal people, he began to reject such a life.
He can't bear that people always treat him as a patient, and he doesn't want to live so much that he can't smoke, drink, or do any stimulating sports, just like a ‘glass man’.
So he smokes, drinks too, drives fast, fights, and loses his temper. Everyone in the family said that he was ruining himself, but anyone who knew him knew that he didn't deliberately rebelled, but was scared. He didn't know one day when the heart in his chest suddenly stopped beating.
He has too many things that he hasn't tried yet, and he is afraid that he will regret it after death. Just like now, he finally tried to like someone well, but that person didn't seem to like him at all.