Chapter 6: Fairy tale disillusionment

People often say to me, Liang Zijin, you are really enviable.
At first I would politely say where and where, but after a long time, I have said a lot, and sometimes I think about it for myself, I am indeed quite enviable.
I was born in a not too big city. My father is the deputy director of the First Bureau, and my mother is a junior high school teacher. My family does not say that I am rich, but I have never worried about eating and drinking since I was a child. I can always use the latest mobile phone, no matter it It's an apple.
I studied the key points since I was a child, stepped on the key words all the way to university, and when I was in the first year of high school, I succeeded in catching up with the grass-roots figure in the science class, and also my first love, Chen Wenhang. We have been in love for seven years, love, love, love, stronger than gold, and I am very confident that we will go for a lifetime.
So my life can be summed up in one sentence, which is the winner of life as I often say nowadays-but these are only three days before I graduated from university.
Speaking of it, I still feel very dog-blooded. The reason is that I just got the last scholarship before graduating from the senior year of school. I wanted to go back to the rented house outside the school and put the rent well, but I accidentally found this time at home. Chen Wenhang, my boyfriend who shouldn't be at home, said that he was too tired to sleep at home because he helped my girlfriend Zhang Xinwei write the essay.
The conscience of heaven and earth, I believed it at that time.
It’s just that I don’t know why. Maybe it’s a ghost. I took out my cell phone and dialed Zhang Xinwei’s number. Then I heard the cell phone ringing from my closet.
I even wondered if Zhang Xinwei's mobile phone fell with us, and it happened to be placed in the closet by Chen Wenhang. However, this thought finally ended when Chen Wenhang got up in a panic, looked at me with an almost scared look, and tremblingly said: "Zi Jin".
He reached out to pull my hand, but I suddenly pushed him away, turned around and staggered out.
auzw.com It turns out that I am not a fool. It's like an excuse for leaving the phone in the closet. I can't even fool myself.
I ran back to my bedroom from outside the school, and I hid in the bathroom and cried. When I thought of the scene in the rental room, I started to feel sick and retching. For this reason, Dong Jianan, who was sleeping in the same room, said with a surprised look: "Zi Jin, Are you pregnant?"
Xu Lu is the best person with me besides Zhang Xinwei. She really understands me and immediately said to Dong Jianan: "The girl has never been with Chen Scum. Where is the child from? Can she have a single egg?"
Dong Jianan pressed her lower lip and said meaningfully: "They have been talking for seven years" [$妙][笔$i][-阁].c
I was listening, not knowing whether to cry or laugh. Yes, for seven years, from high school to college graduation. Back in high school, some people suspected that I was not a good person. After all, I and Chen Wenhang were in love with each other. Both of us were outstanding. How could it be possible that there was nothing wrong with men and women looking lonely and widow?
But it was nothing. At the time of high school, we were both young and courageous. Sometimes, let alone dare not do it or even think about it. When I got older, Chen Wenhang also mentioned it consciously or unconsciously, but I made it clear that my virginity is only given to my husband, so we have always been ‘formalistic’ for the four years of college and we have never gotten too far.
We said yes, after graduating from university, we will immediately go to get the certificate. After we get the certificate, we will be legal couples.
When the legal couple thought of the expressions when Chen Wenhang had said this to me, I was really sick, and I started to retching again.
I lay alive and corpse in the dormitory for three days. During this period, the phone was turned off and no one could see it. I don't eat anything, or even drink anything, except alcohol.
Finally one day when I was lying on the bed like mud, Xu Lu lifted the mosquito net and pulled me up, and said loudly, "Zi Jin, hurry up and wake up, you are going to give a speech at the graduation party today!"
When I was on stage to give a speech, I almost forgot what my last name was.