Chapter 752: Can't let her go

Lu Yao didn't expect Jian Chengli to say such words in a sober state. She felt that he always had eyes on the top of his head, and would not easily give in to others. Otherwise, it won't be so long before I speak out.
She turned her head to look at him in surprise. I saw that his face was full of distress and depression, and desperate indulgence.
The two looked at each other, one was surprised. The other is really regret.
He regretted that he watched Ji Guanxin ascend first. It's fine if he treats her well, but now...
Lu Yao was surprised. It is inevitable that she sighed, she waited for so many years. After all, I still waited for the dream sentence, but the timing was wrong. all. It's all different.
Not wanting this farce to involve more people, so Lu Yao suppressed the soreness and helplessness in her heart, she lowered her eyes. Replied aloud: "You know that I and Ji Guanxin..."
Her voice is very soft. Even if there is no emotion. It was enough to make Jian Chengli feel so distressed.
He frowned and cut quickly: "I know. But I don't care, Yaoyao. I don't despise you."
The phrase "dislike" suddenly made Lu Yao tremble.
Jian Chengli realized that he had said something wrong, and hurried back to the circle: "Yaoyao, I didn't mean that, I didn't..." He did not dislike her, and Jian Chengli didn't know how to explain it. Before Lu Yao, what he said was right, but now, what he said is wrong.
Lu Yao can understand Jian Chengli’s feelings. Everyone knows what happened between her and Ji Guanxin. Now let alone Night City, all over the country, everyone who knows how to surf the Internet and watch TV knows that she is Ji Guanxin’s woman. . Even if he didn't want it, she used to be his woman.
The more painful her heart, the gentler the smile on her face, Lu Yao smiled lightly and replied: "Brother, I'm not mistaken, I know that being a brother will not despise my sister."
The beautiful smile on Lu Yao's pale face made Jian Chengli distressed to the point of twitching. He tried to reach out to grab her hand, but Lu Yao escaped without a trace, stood up from the bench, and she smiled and looked at him, "Would you like to drink something? There is a supermarket nearby, I'll go buy it."
Jian Cheng was in a hurry and even forgot to use crutches. He stood up strenuously, frowned and looked at Lu Yao, and said firmly: "Don't take a bite, don't use this method to remind me that Ji Guanxin treats you like this, no matter what. What do you take me for, I won't let you be stunned!"
Lu Yao was afraid that he would mention Ji Guanxin, and even more afraid that he would go to Ji Guanxin to say something with a pebble hitting a rock. The smile on her face could not be maintained, and she deliberately replied with a cold expression: "Okay, then I also made it clear that it is your thing that you like me. Have you asked me what I think? My brother, I don’t want to be thrown away by Ji Guanxin and get entangled with my adoptive father’s biological son. I’m also afraid that other people’s spit stars will drown me. If you are sincere for me, then don’t mention it again. If you like my business, it's none of your business how I do with Ji Guanxin, or with others."
Her voice fell, but when she saw Jian Cheng Li standing in front of the bench, her face was pale, as if someone had drained the blood of her whole body in an instant.
He looked at Lu Yao dreamily, not so much that he was confused, but rather looked at her with a confused gaze, to see why she became what she is now.
Lu Yao wanted to make a fist very much, but she couldn't, she couldn't show the slightest embarrassment.
Now that she has developed to this point, she doesn't need to pull Jian Chengli into the water, otherwise she will use Ji to develop her new personality, and she may decide what she has to do.
Not all secrets will have the day when the truth comes to light, just as she used to love him idiotically, and even willing to give everything for him. If they knew he loved her, why did they get to where they are today?
But the reality is always unpredictable. The love between them is the legendary "Even if we meet each other but we don't know", so it's no wonder no one ends up like this.
not to mention……
"Jian Chengli, I don't like you, even if I'm not with Ji Guanxin, I won't be with you."
Lu Yao's eyes will inevitably turn red. These words are the portrayal of her heart at this moment, but it is also a sharp knife that she cruelly waved goodbye to the past.
Jian Chengli's eyes were red in an instant, but he was distressed to the extreme, he still forced all his emotions back. Looking at Lu Yao, he said: "No matter what you think of me, I won't let others bully you."
Tears suddenly rolled down from Lu Yao's eyes.
Lu Yao smiled, she raised her hand and wiped it off, and replied with a choking response: "Thank you."
Thank him for coming to say such a thing to her, thanking him for not disgusting, and thanking him for wanting to protect her.
No matter what their relationship was once, and what relationship they will be in the future, Zong Luyao thanked him for the warmth he gave her at this moment and let her know that she was not alone, and even if she had no family, someone still cared about her.
Jian Chengli wanted to reach out to wipe the tears from Lu Yao's face, but she was standing in a place where he couldn't reach him, he couldn't turn around and wipe it for her, maybe she wouldn't let him do it. Such a thing.
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The only thing he can do is to bury all his desires and attachments to her in the deepest part of his heart. If one day she needs it, he will still give it back to her heart and soul.
"Don't cry, I have no paper." Jian Chengli looked at Lu Yao with red eyes.
Lu Yao stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face. She didn't want to cry, but the tears kept pouring out.
She tried to laugh, and the simple and encouraging laugh was broken.
"Sit down and wait a while, I'll buy something to drink, and buy some paper by the way."
Lu Yao confessed to Jian Chengli, and then turned to the supermarket in front. He looked at her back, and inexplicably flashed in his mind how she had left many times in the past ten years, and he would secretly turn around to look at her after she left. At that time he was thinking, if she turned around and she was looking at him, then he would confess to her.
But destiny really loves to make fun of people. They are obviously two people who like each other, and the two people who have clearly seen each other's back have never been discovered by the other party.
Adding a ‘pass’ to anything will always look particularly sad. For example, loved, missed.
The past can only be possessed in memory.
When Lu Yao walked to the entrance of the supermarket, the tears on her face had been wiped away. She went in and bought a bottle of water and a bottle of black tea, took a pack of tissues, and came out after paying the bill.
Out of the supermarket, Lu Yao looked up inadvertently and saw a burgundy Land Rover parked at the opposite intersection. The window of the driver's seat is open. The man inside is holding a cigarette in his left hand, his arm is on the door, and he is looking in the direction of the girl's bedroom.
The supermarket here is at a three-way intersection. From Lu Yao's point of view, she is behind the supermarket, on the left is their bedroom, and directly opposite is the direction of the artificial lake.
Usually Ji Guanxin doesn’t come along this road. Today, he doesn’t know what magic is there. After finding nothing, he thinks of Li Jing’s phrase
A misunderstanding is a misunderstanding if it is explained clearly, and a fact is if it is not explained.
He drove here, even if she lied, even if she refused to admit it, but he still wanted to ask her in person to see how she explained the kissing photos.
Lu Yao saw Ji Guanxin's profiled face. He hadn't looked here yet, looking at the direction of the female dormitory in a daze. She was suddenly very nervous, even reaching the level of panic. With a sigh of relief, she hurriedly lowered her head and turned to the right, trying to go around behind the back of Ji Guanxin's car.
She didn't want to see him, nor did she want him to see her, of course, she didn't want him to see Jian Chengli.
Carrying a bottle of things in one hand, Lu Yao walked around the back of Ji Guanxin's car and walked forward quickly, as if a ghost was chasing her behind him. There were street lights on the whole road here, and the warm yellow light above her head shone from her head, pulling her shadow obliquely to her side for a long time.
I don't know if she is too sensitive. As she walked, she suddenly felt that there was someone behind her. Her footsteps paused slightly, she was about to turn her head, before she turned her body completely, Yu Guang had already caught a glimpse of two figures beside her, very close.
Beautiful eyes glared, she subconsciously took a breath, and just about to shout, her arm was pulled from behind.
Lu Yao was shocked, and everything in her hand fell out of fright. She was dragged and turned around, but she unexpectedly saw the beautiful face that was so familiar.
Ji Guanxin wore a very pale fruit-green shirt. Under the warm yellow light, his long eyelashes cast a scallop-shaped halo on the bottom of his eyes. I don’t know if it was the effect of the light or what, Lu Yao felt his cheeks slightly red.
Seeing her panicked, Ji Guanxin clutched one of her arms tightly, opened her thin lips, and asked, "What are you running? Don't you want to see me?"
Lu Yao instinctively wanted to pull out his arm, because he was holding her a little bit painful. Her defiant behavior and frowning made Ji Guanxin feel unhappy.
Fortunately, he saw her, otherwise did she let her escape like this?
The more she wanted to break free, the tighter he grasped. Without seeing her for several days, Ji Guanxin's heart hurts.
He fished her into his arms, but Lu Yao was very disgusted. While struggling, she said: "Ji Guanxin, you let me go!"
Ji Guanxin didn't let it go. Instead of letting it go, he dragged her in front of him. Without saying anything, he lowered his head and kissed her.
Lu Yao was frightened. Although no one passed by here, it was the school after all, and it was on the avenue with glittering street lights.
She don't start, Ji Guanxin's hot kiss fell on her side cheek. He seemed crazy, wishing he could strengthen her in this place.
Lu Yao was angry and anxious, her arms were clamped to death by him. In anxiousness, she could only lift her foot to kick his calf bone. All of a sudden fiercely.
Ji Guanxin was in pain, groaning in his throat, but stopped after all.