Chapter 789: Don't make me scared

Ji Guanxin woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't have a physical collision with Lu Yao, so don't waste such a good time. Just come to a spiritual exchange.
Turn over and lie down beside her. He clasped her fingers together, stared sideways at her face, and said softly, "Are you sleepy?"
Lu Yao said: "It's okay."
Ji Guanxin said: "Then talk to me for a while."
Lu Yao asked: "What do you want to talk about?"
Ji Guanxin said: "Talk about your childhood. From when you remembered things. All you are impressed, whether happy or unhappy. Tell me."
Lu Yao lay flat on the bed, looking up at the ceiling above her head. After a while. She replied softly: "Actually, I was very happy when I was young. I don't know how other children live. But my dad, my mom, and my brother are very good to me. Maybe the only flaw One point...My parents always quarrel in the later stages. No matter the big or small things. If they don’t agree, they will quarrel."
"I remember once, it seemed that my mother had just cleaned up the house. My dad drank too much when he came back at night, and first went to the bathroom to vomit. The bathroom was dirty, and then in the middle of the night he wanted to cook a bowl of noodles, but it broke. A bowl. My mother had a bad temper, and the two of them quarreled with each other and knocked on the door to persuade him to fight."
"So I really hate quarrels, and I don’t want to quarrel with others. At that time, I was thinking, if it’s really inappropriate, then separate. The two of them are also together because they like each other. If one day, love No, what are they still struggling with in their marriage? But when they decided to divorce, I found out that I didn't want them to be separated, I just hoped that they would not quarrel."
"Later, my mother and I came to Night City and entered Jian’s house. Uncle treated me very well and said he would take care of me like my own daughter. Maybe I didn’t understand at that time. My mother is too poor and loves rich, so I left my dad and my brother and married Jian Hongfeng, so I don’t care if he is called Dad or talk to their family members. Jian Beibei always quarrels with me and can’t understand me , But I can understand her intentions. If it were me, I might not want my dad to marry another woman and go home, not to mention that the woman brought other people's children into the house."
"We have all lived in families with broken marriages since we were young. Everyone has their own grievances and imbalances. I have them, so I will not force others to not have them."
"So Jian Chengli reached out to you at this time, and you feel like you see the light?"
Ji Guanxin leaned sideways with one of his arms, looking at Lu Yao's calm profile, his eyes were filled with distress.
Lu Yao turned to look at him subconsciously when he heard the words.
Ji Guanxin said: "I know you are grateful to Jian Chengli, and you don't mean anything else, and you won't do anything to him."
Lu Yao stared at his face, after a few seconds, she suddenly asked instead, "What about you? What was your previous life like?"
Ji Guanxin said, "Do you really want to know?"
Lu Yao nodded, "Well, I want to know."
Ji Guanxin took a deep breath, and then slowly, almost helplessly and distressedly, said: "I'm not the same as you at all. I don't know if my parents quarrel or not, because I have the impression. Since then, I haven't seen them together at the same time. My mother is very busy, but my dad is very busy. The two often don't meet each other a few times throughout the year, so I don't have your troubles."
"I have two elder brothers and a younger sister. The two elder brothers went to study abroad as a child, and they married and had children abroad after reading. My sister is an older single young woman, and she is still floating alone, not often. When I return to China, I am the only one in the country, so no one can't find it with me."
As he said, he stretched out his hand and scraped the tip of her nose, and whispered softly: "Poor, it has been bullied for so many years."
Lu Yao blinked gently, staring at Ji Guanxin's eyes, she suddenly said, "Does it hurt?"
"Huh?" Ji Guanxin raised his eyelids slightly and didn't understand.
Lu Yao asked distressedly, "Will the operation of heart disease hurt?"
Ji Guanxin didn't recover for a while. After three to five seconds, he replied with a faint smile: "It doesn't hurt, general anesthesia. It has been dozens of hours after waking up, and I don't know anything."
As soon as his words fell, Lu Yao's big eyes were quickly filled with tears.
Before he could give a sound of comfort, he clicked, and a big tear had slipped from the edge of his eye socket, dripping down his cheek onto the white pillow.
Ji Guanxin let out a ‘Oh Yo Yo’, and hurriedly reached out to wipe her tears, helplessly smiled: "Why are you crying?"
He didn't know. When a woman wants to cry, don't ask, "What are you crying?" or "Don't cry". Such words can only make women cry more fiercely.
Lu Yao is not the kind of crying that shakes the world, she just shed silently silently, the teardrops are big and bright, and Ji Guanxin's straight dripping like blood is dripping from her heart.
No way, Ji Guanxin could only come in front of her, put the tip of her nose against the tip of her nose, and softly coaxed: "Okay, baby, stop crying, stop crying. Look at me, I'm fine now, what are you doing? Angry me, I won't get sick."
He teased her deliberately, but Lu Yao burst into tears.
auzw.com She buried her head on his chest and sobbed in a low voice. Ji Guanxin's arm went behind her, patted her on the back, and said while patted, "Actually, I have been Thinking of something, do you know what it is?"
Lu Yao shook his head in his arms, Ji Guanxin curled his lips and said with a faint smile: "I'm thinking, fortunately, I met you three years later. If it was before that, it would be your temper. I must be angry. You can't die."
Lu Yao cried more fiercely when she heard this, her whole body was shaking.
Ji Guanxin tightened his arms and held her tightly in his arms. He was not smiling. He said: "I said three and a half years ago, I was also frail and weak at that time. Lin Daiyu's life. Now it's fine, don't worry. But I am mad at me. I am sure that I won’t die. The more I get angry, the longer my life will be.
Lu Yao's ‘pounce’ didn’t stretch and smiled.
Ji Guanxin looked down at her, but seeing her crying with tears and nose, he pretended to be disgusted and frowned, "Oh, where should I wipe my nose?"
Lu Yao replied in a dull voice: "I didn't wipe it on you."
As she said, she got up awkwardly, took a paper next to her, and sat on the bed blowing her nose.
Ji Guanxin lay sideways beside her, with his hands on her lap, looking at her with a smile and petting eyes.
After she finished blowing her nose, he asked her, "How do you know I had a heart attack before?"
There are not many people who know about this, and there are only a few people who may talk to her.
Lu Yao looked at Ji Guanxin, with red eyes, and honestly replied, "I saw a broken stone bracelet in the drawer of your room. Three and a half years ago, did you perform surgery in Japan?"
"Ok."
"Sister Zijin took the bracelet from me, saying that it was given to a sick friend, hoping that he can survive this catastrophe safely."
"My mother said that after wearing this bracelet, I seemed to be lucky, so not only did I not die, but I lived alive to this day." Reaching out to Lu Yao's hand, Ji Guanxin smiled softly, "This luck is what you brought Mine, you say, are we destined?"
If Lu Yao hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she wouldn't believe that there was such a coincidence in this world.
Looking at Ji Guanxin, she asked softly: "Are you really all right now?"
Ji Guanxin did not answer the question: "People with heart disease cannot exercise too vigorously. Do you think I behaved strangely when I was with you?"
Lu Yao really seriously pondered it for a while, recalling what he had done with Ji Guanxin before, as if nothing was too violent, except...
She glanced at him inadvertently, but saw him looking at her with an expression full of promotions. Lu Yao came back to her senses slowly. It turned out that the strenuous exercise he was referring to was something on the bed.
Suddenly flushed, she reached out to beat him. Ji Guanxin didn't hide, but just lay down and let her fight.
Lu Yao beat him several times in a row before he was relieved, and said dullly, "I'm asking you seriously."
Ji Guanxin turned his head to look at her, and smiled: "I'm returning to you seriously too, it's fine."
After that, he took her hand and touched his heart. There is half a beautiful wing tattoo. He said: "To commemorate rebirth, you will never have to live involuntarily. Don’t worry about stopping here at any time, don’t worry about falling in love with someone one day, but I Can't let her last forever."
With a few words, Ji Guanxin put Lu Yao's eyes with tears. She gently touched the outline of her wings, feeling soft feathers at her fingertips.
With a sore nose, she could hardly speak. She moved the corners of her lower lips, and it took a long time before she whispered, "You don't have to be afraid anymore."
Because I’m afraid I won’t live long, I desperately enjoy the excitement and prosperity of this world; I am afraid that there will be no tomorrow, so when every day is the last day, every second is the last second, maybe only this way, This has created Ji Guanxin's unscrupulous personality.
Lu Yao wanted to tell him, don't be afraid, she will stay with him, and he will be fine.
Ji Guanxin took her hand tightly, looked at her and said: "You have to promise to stay with me, or else I won't see you, and I will feel uncomfortable again, just like when I was ill, I panted for breath. Whenever this happens, I think I’m going to die again and I’m afraid."
A woman who can be coquettish is destined to be popular, and a man who can be coquettish and knows how to poke people's weakness is really impossible to resist.
Lu Yao was soft-hearted, and when Ji Guanxin said this, she almost cried and promised him that she would not leave him for the rest of her life, as long as he was not afraid.
Ji Guanxin pulled her into his arms. He was the one who made the cry, and of course he had to coax her.
In the past, he was reluctant to tell others that he was sick because he didn't want to make people feel pity for him; but now it is different, he is better, and he has the capital to promise a woman's life's happiness, so it is understandable to use some extraordinary means in extraordinary times.