Chapter 82: It hurts because I don’t love

When Chen Wenhang heard the words, he seemed to take a very light breath, and then a few seconds later, he said aloud: "Zijin, I really want to take a look at grandma, after all, grandma is like my family."
I frowned and interrupted his unfinished hypocritical words: "You are less disgusting here, I have nothing to do with you, let alone my family."
After a pause, I added another venomous sentence: "If my milk is your own milk, and she knows that you do such a shameless thing, she will probably be off by you too!"
It is often said that if you can no longer be friends after breaking up, you really loved them. But I feel that Chen Wenhang and I must be the enemies of our previous life. In this life, God has rectified us in disguise, so that the old grievances between us will continue to be dealt with.
I really want to dismiss him indifferently, just like dismissing a discarded rag.
But every time, I ended up in a thunderous and distraught end.
Chen Wenhang was finally hurt by my cold words. He was gasping on the phone, obviously suppressing anger. A few seconds later, he said in a deep voice, "Liang Zijin, I did something wrong, I admit, but I just nodded, and my head dropped a big scar. Besides, we have broken up. What do you want? Wouldn't you catch a mistake for a lifetime?"
When I heard that he was still coming up, I immediately glared and replied: "Chen Wenhang, you can make it clear to me that it is not me Liang Zijin who is holding you down, but you are rushing to curse me with your shy face! I asked you to call me?"
Chen Wenhang exhaled a heavy breath from his nose. I could imagine that the expression on his face must be so angry that he wanted to kill.
I thought he would be arrogant, otherwise he would hang up the phone in a rage, but to my surprise, after he was silent for a while, he just let out a long sigh of relief, and then replied in a helpless and exhausted tone: " Okay, I'm not arguing with you. My purpose of calling you is not for you, that is, I want to ask my grandma about her situation. Since everything is fine with her, I have done my best."
When I heard his words, I was even more angry. Maybe it’s because he accidentally said the phrase ‘I’m calling you, not for you’.
I didn't want to think about it and cursed loudly: "Don't give me hypocrisy, if you were really interested, you wouldn't have done such a shameless thing in the first place! What is this now? Pretend that you have a conscience. Huh? I look disgusting!"
Chen Wenhang saw that I was aggressive, and he couldn't hold back anymore, and replied aloud: "Liang Zijin, are you sick? I kindly called you and asked about your milk situation. Don't tell me if you are here. Know people's hearts!"
I was so angry that I laughed, and couldn't help but replied coldly: "Ha, I don't know good people? Chen Wenhang, you tell me, dare you pat your chest and tell me, is your heart good?"
Before he could answer, I continued: "Your one is not a human heart at all. To say that you are a wolf-hearted dog is a insult to a wolf dog!"
How deeply I loved him at the beginning, but now I hate him deeply.
Chen Wenhang said that I was ill, and I also felt that the illness was not mild. Otherwise, every time I talked to Chen Wenhang, it seemed like a cannon was lighted and the fire was full.
I don't like myself like this, but I can't control it.
Chen Wenhang was probably anxious for being scolded by me. He said in a deep voice on the phone, "Liang Zijin, don't say anything the fuck, you scold me all the time, what about you? Where are you?"
I didn't expect Chen Wenhang to turn around and criticize me one day. I asked myself to be upright and honest, but even stared at me and retorted: "What's wrong with me? I didn't steal or prostitute, I'm not like you!"
Chen Wenhang snorted immediately, and then said aloud: "Just as you separated from me, you had a double right with Kuang Yiyang. He has been a spare tire for so many years, but he is in the position."
Before he could finish speaking, I immediately interrupted: "Chen Wenhang, don't you fart here!"
He even bit me back, saying that I have something to do with Kuang Yiyang.
Chen Wenhang's voice was deep and cold, and continued: "And Luo Xiangdong from your company, you know what your relationship is with him! I said how he would openly stand for you, the relationship between you two has long been unclear. Now, the whole Luo family is still known. Liang Zijin, dare you say you are so clean? I feel ashamed for you!"
Chen Wenhang speaks very fast, not like a rhetoric that came to mind for a while, presumably these words are held in his heart, not a day or two.
Through the phone, I can clearly imagine the expression on his face at this moment, gritting his teeth, as if to tear me apart.
My whole heart suddenly tightened, so I could hardly breathe. When he said that I had a relationship with Kuang Yiyang, I could still scold him for farting, but when he splashed another basin of dirty water on my head, he used a tone of disgust and disgust, wishing to bring me to life. When pressed to death on the shame tablet
I suddenly felt that the endless scolding, humiliation, and hurting each other between the two of us had no effect except to make each other angry.
There was a time when we couldn’t bear to say a word of cruelty to each other
Once upon a time, we all thought that we would be the only one for each other, and we could accompany each other until we grow old
There was no doubt, no suspicion, and no verbal abuse or humiliation between us.
In seven years of love, one move has been exhausted, and the former love has all become the hate now.
I suddenly became sober, and Chen Wenhang and I really could never go back.
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I didn't say a word, because my tears somehow blurred my vision, and my throat was only tightly painful except for choking.
Chen Wenhang's angry low gasp came from the phone. Neither of us spoke. It seemed like the past five seconds, but I was the first to hang up.
The moment the screen went dark, my tears burst out, and the depressed soreness and pain in the bottom of my heart almost burst out, enveloping my whole person in boundless pain.
I hid behind the unmanned security door, but I still didn't dare to cry, so I squatted down along the wall and buried my face between my knees.
I am sad, not only because of the deceased relationship between Chen Wenhang and I, but also because after the relationship broke up, it was not because of old age and no contact, but mutual resentment.
It turned out that not only was he unclean in my heart, but I was already dirty in his heart.
I'm afraid that if I don't irritate him today, he still won't say it.
I would rather Chen Wenhang come to me in person, point to my nose and ask me what is the relationship between Kuang Yiyang and Luo Xiangdong, and it is better than when he was forced to blurt out.
I suddenly thought of Zhang Xinwei. She told me, who do you think Chen Wenhang came to is for?
Maybe Zhang Xinwei was right. Chen Wenhang’s first choice was not me. Even with me for seven years, the person he likes in his heart has never been me.
If Chen Wenhang loves me as much as I love him, then he misunderstands that I have a relationship with other men and will never endure it till now.
This is the first time I know the truth since we broke up for so long.
A strange thought suddenly popped into my heart. I felt that I shouldn't be so obsessed. Since he doesn't love me, he cheated on Zhang Xinwei. To some extent, it was only a matter of time.
However, such thoughts just passed away. Soon I corrected the three views. Anyway, Chen Wenhang cheated when he was with me. I can’t forgive him. All I did to him was scolding. All he deserved it!
Hidden behind the security gate alone, I was crying and thinking wildly, thinking that my head was about to explode, and I was going crazy.
I squatted until my legs became numb, and when I got up, I supported the wall next to me. After the numbness passed, I went out of the safety door and came to the bathroom.
Standing in front of the sink, I washed my face and looked up. A pale face was reflected in the mirror, and my eyes were flushed.
I don't have any makeup at all, and now I have a clear soup and face, which looks pitiful. It looked like he could never go back to the ward again.
After I calmed down for a while, I called my mother and said that my colleague had something to ask me for help temporarily. I would go back to the company first.
My mother didn't doubt he was there. After I hung up the phone, I left the hospital through the back door.
Walking on the bustling street alone, some of the people passing by me are couples, some are friends in twos and threes. Everyone is smiling and happy.
Only me, the mood is similar to that of the grave.
Without direction and aimlessly, I walked forward dreamily. I don't know how long I have been walking. When I was standing on the street and preparing to cross the crosswalk, a continuous and ear-piercing whistle sounded suddenly behind me.
I turned my head subconsciously and saw a light blue Aston Martin parked less than two meters behind me.
Under the sunlight, the light blue sports car exudes the dazzling color of the blue sky, which is eye-catching.
I stared intently at the driver's seat of the sports car, but because the window glass reflected light, I couldn't see anything.
Not long after, the window of the sports car was lowered, and a man poked his head out of it. He smiled and waved at me: "hi, let's meet again."
A gentle face and a pair of big and long single eyelid black eyes are Ji Guanxin.
I looked at him blankly. About three seconds later, the red light on the sidewalk turned green. I turned my head and walked across the street with the crowd.
Before I walked across the zebra crossing, I just felt a gust of wind coming behind me. The next second, my arm was already being pulled from behind.
I looked sideways and saw Ji Guanxin appear before my eyes. I looked up at him without saying a word.
Ji Guanxin looked at my face intently, he was taken aback for a moment, and then said: "Did you cry?"
I withdrew my arm, without a word, ready to go. But he flashed around, blocked my way, looked at me and said, "Why are you crying? Who offended you?"