Chapter 143: 143 Is it self-love?

However, with a wolf beside him, Jian Yun could dare to go to sleep with such peace of mind, she was just looking for an excuse not to talk to Huo Liancheng anymore.
Late at night, the hospital was very quiet, occasionally a nurse walked by outside the ward, and the sound of footsteps was also very slight. In the ward, there was only the buzzing of instruments. Jian Yun closed his eyes but was not sleepy. Huo Liancheng did not speak any more. He felt his breathing steady, and the strong breath fell behind her ears, making her uncomfortable.
Jian Yun counted silently in her heart, until she counted to one thousand, she quietly opened her eyes and turned her head slowly, what she saw was the appearance of Huo Liancheng falling asleep.
Perhaps he was tired after running around all night. He is very quiet at the moment. The dense long eyelashes cover his sharp eyes, making him look less indifferent than in the day, adding a touch of softness, tall and straight. Under the bridge of the nose are beautiful lips, the upper lip is thin, the lower lip is plump, the legendary kissing lips.
There is no doubt that Huo Liancheng has a handsome face that can upset all living beings. If Jian Yun is not attracted at all, it is fake. Everyone has a heart for beauty. Not to mention such an excellent man. Being close to her also made her heart beat faster, but it was limited to this.
Jian Yun's emotional world is very simple. She only loved Xu Haiyang, but her dedication was a fierce betrayal. This made Jian Yun afraid of love. She did not dare to love again, for six years. The empty window, her heart is still like water, she thought that she would end her life like this, at most finding a man with the same conditions to get married through blind dates, but she did not expect that Huo Liancheng would suddenly appear.
His appearance disturbed her peaceful life, and disturbed her heart. Although he was really annoying in some aspects, if he had been treating her gently like today, Jian Yun was really afraid that she would not be able to hold herself. heart of.
Once you lose your heart, you will never recover.
She was very afraid of being hurt again. She values ​​feelings too much. It took her a long time to get out of the shadow of being betrayed by Xu Haiyang. She was really afraid.
Thinking of this, Jian Yun couldn't help but sighed slightly, and then laughed at his self-consciousness again in his heart, he said, he can't look at her, marrying her, but also has no purpose, now like her Intimacy is just a part of his daily life. I am afraid he will be so if he changes to any woman who can see him.
So, what else does she have to struggle with?
During the year she was with him, she just had to keep her duty. He treated her well, and she would repay him in her own way. In short, she would never fall in love with him.
Jian Yun didn't know when she fell asleep. In the dimness, she only felt that she was close to a very warm place, which made her feel at ease.
What Jian Yun didn’t know was that Huo Liancheng didn’t sleep at all. When she turned her head to look at him, Huo Liancheng found out that the bed in this hospital was too cramped and he couldn’t put down his long legs, plus two people sleeping together. , Even if Jian Jun is petite and does not occupy space, he can't stretch out, so it is impossible for him to sleep.
Huo Liancheng noticed that Jian Yun was watching him, and he was a little delighted in his heart. Although he didn't care about his appearance, the woman he liked was fascinated by him, which would greatly satisfy his man's vanity, but this The girl is optimistic about it, why sigh? It made him feel uncomfortable in his heart, not knowing what she meant to express with this sigh.
Jian Yun slept very unsteadily. Before six o'clock, she was awakened by the knock on the door. It was the nurse who came to check the night. When she woke up, she realized that Huo Liancheng was not by her side.
"Jian Yun, I really envy you, there is such a handsome boyfriend!" After checking, the three nurses surrounded Jian Yun with an expression of envy and hatred.
"Your boyfriend is so kind to you, I want to have such a handsome boyfriend!" A younger nurse covered her heart, her face flushed.
Jian Yun twitched the corners of her mouth in embarrassment, not knowing what to say, these nurses were also blind to see, her mother was still alive or dead, they even said such things on this occasion.
The older head nurse saw that Jian Yun's expression was wrong, and quickly scolded the two nurses, "This is a ward, what are you talking about? Be careful to deduct your bonus!"
The two nurses also reacted and hurriedly apologized, "Ah, sorry, sorry! We are confused!"
"Jian Yun, they are young and ignorant, don't mind." The head nurse said with a smile.
"It's okay!" Jian Yun smiled. She also knew that Huo Liancheng was too eye-catching. It would be abnormal if no one paid attention to him.
"Then let's go!" The head nurse led the two nurses toward the door.
"Wait!" Jian Yun called them again, "Did you see him?"
"Out in the garden." The young nurse pointed out the window, her eyes sparkling.
"Thank you!" Jian Yun thanked, watching the three nurses go out, she walked to the window, raised a corner of the curtain and looked out. It was still dark, and there were street lights in the garden. She could see a tall building. 'S figure is standing under the street lamp, with his back facing here, not knowing what he is doing.
Jian Yun couldn't help feeling a little strange, she turned around to look at Ouyang Fei, and shook her hand, then put on her coat and walked out to the garden.
The garden was very quiet, only occasionally the sound of passing cars could be heard, Jian Yun's footsteps were very light, until she walked behind Huo Liancheng, Huo Liancheng did not find her.
"What are you doing?" Jian Yun asked softly.
Huo Liancheng turned his head abruptly. He seemed to have discovered Jian Yun's approach. Surprise passed across Jun's face. He threw the cigarette in his hand onto the ground and ran the sole of his shoe a few times before asking, "Why don't you sleep? ?"
But Jian Yun was shocked by his blood-red eyes. She subconsciously asked, "Did you drink?"
She still remembers the time when she drove him on behalf of him, it was because of drinking that his eyes were red, and his eyes were scary red in the Shinhwa Club last night.
"No!" Huo Liancheng denied.
"Then why are your eyes so red?" Jian Yun suddenly smelled a smoke, she reached out and slapped her eyes, but she couldn't help but frown when she saw a dozen cigarette butts on the ground, "Why do you smoke? So much smoke?"
Huo Liancheng squinted at Jian Yun, and then asked meaningfully: "What do you mean?"
Jian Yun was inexplicable, "How do I know?"
Huo Liancheng didn't explain. He saw Jian Yun's face turn pale with cold, so he took off his coat and put it on her body, "It's cold outside, let's go inside."
It was really cold in the spring morning. The wind was blowing on her body, as if it was going to get into the bones. Jian Yun was wearing thin clothes, holding her arms all the time, so she did not insist. Ren Huo Liancheng took her and walked towards the ward. It's just that she was wearing clothes with his body temperature and breath, and she always felt like she was being held by him, and she felt a little strange in her heart.
Entering the small building, the warmth hit, Jian Yun is not so cold, but she is still thinking about the question, "You haven't said why you don't sleep, what are you running outside before dawn?"