Chapter 183: Sula equals the black phoenix (middle)

"You already know that I am a princess of the Landias Empire, but you know what? I do n’t want to be this princess! This reputation not only brought me endless pain. It only brought me humiliation. It's not glory. "Her eyes circulated, and a touch of sadness flashed in her eyes. The seemingly indifferent indifference that appeared on Black Phoenix seemed to be back a bit.
Hugging Sula tightly. As if afraid of her running, Ye Yinzhu placed his face on top of her head and listened quietly.
"Remember? I told you before the final battle of the Seven Kingdoms and Seven Dragons. My mother. I was a maiden in the Royal Palace of Landias. According to the rules in the Royal Palace, the maiden reached twenty-two. At the age of one, you can leave the palace and go to the outside world to find someone you like to start a family. Originally. My mother also lived a peaceful life according to this trajectory, but just one night before she reached the age of 22 and was about to leave the palace. I was raped by my father. From then on. The painful life of my mother has just begun. At that time, I, as Sula and as a black phoenix, told you that my life experience did n’t lie to you. I only concealed a part of it. Everything that my two identities tell you is fused. It ’s my real life. "
"Sura." Ye Yinzhu's heart hurts. He has a good memory. Sura told him the story of the silver coin he had always remembered deeply, and then he reminisced about the painful experience that the Black Phoenix said. He couldn't imagine it. Such tragic encounters appeared on Sura alone.
"My mother still left the palace after being raped by my beast father. Unfortunately, she was pregnant. And it was a dragon. After nine months. She gave birth to me and my younger brother, but the younger brother died because of no money to see a doctor. Mother In order to buy some fruit to sacrifice brother Mo and became disabled, we live every day. It is even the slaves who lived inferiorly. When my beast father found me. My mother had died because of overwork. I left the relics There is only that silver coin, even when I am starving to death. I have never used it. How about being a princess? All princesses in the whole world may not have experienced my life like that. Remember that I was killed by me. Is the dead brother Samoyed? Half-brother? The royal family is one of the most nasty places. Until I was taken away by the teacher. It was not until I castrated Samoyed myself that my painful life was relieved, Yin Zhu , Do you know who took my teacher, who was the teacher who castrated Samoyed for me? "
"It's Lord Sloan of the Dark Tata." Ye Yinzhu said hoarsely.
Sura was stunned for a while, "So you guessed it, it's right, yes. My teacher is Sloan, one of the masters of the seven towers of the blue tower surrounded by countless auras. A powerful sub-god-level holy magician. Teacher It was because of the resentment and hatred in my heart that I was saved and accepted as a disciple. Since then, I have lived some human life. Although the daily practice is so hard, I do n’t care. I want revenge. , Revenge all the people who hurt my mother and my local people, so I desperately practice, at this point, how can my little sister of the light tower understand? She grew up in the light. But I am always in darkness. "
Pause. Sura's voice weakened a bit. There was a lighter gray on Qiao's face. The poison of the jasper dragon in her body has already begun. But she endured the pain in her body and did not show it.
"After Dark Tower. I returned to Landias. Because of my background, my father did not ignore me, but attached great importance to me. The teacher told me. No matter how, I will not be allowed to retaliate against my father. After all, he It ’s my father, and part of the blood that flows on me belongs to him. In order to sever ties with him forever. I promised him to do three things for him. The first thing he asked was for me to sneak into the Milan Empire , To find the secret of the number of magicians in the Milan Empire. "
Speaking of which, the look on Sura's face gradually softened. He leaned on Ye Yinzhu's arms. "That's then. I applied camouflage to myself and became a little beggar. I met you. The only person in my life that brought me happiness."
A faint silver light flashed. The killing body slowly disappeared into the light. in fact. The time she called was not yet over. But it was very clear from the killing that it would n’t make any sense to stay anymore. For whatever reason, she felt that it would be better to leave this last time to only two of them.
Ye Yinzhu naturally knew to leave the place to kill. But at this time, his heart had already been completely placed on Sula.
A slight smile appeared on Sura's face, although the poison on her arm was spreading. But she laughed happily. "Remember? What did I say to you when you gave me gold coins?"
Ye Yinzhu said softly: "You said, I am a good person."
Sura nodded and said, "You still remember. I'm telling the truth. I've seen all kinds of people, but for the first time I saw a simple fool like you. There are also people who pity money Give me alms. But none of them gave you as much as you did. I stole your ring, and I do n’t even know if I want to keep a memorial or sell it. "
Ye Yinzhu also remembered the scene. Lost the ring. I was embarrassed at the time, but it was at that time that I met Anya.
"Later at the college, when you walked into the dormitory, I was really taken aback. I thought you found me. However, you are stupid but you don't see the change in my look. I also became a roommate with me, Do you know when I really fell in love with you? "
Ye Yinzhu shook his head gently. He didn't even know that Sula was a female land. How could you know this.
Sura smiled and said, "It was the first time you gave me all your possessions. You never thought that I would lie to you. Did you know that from small to large, you are the first one except mother The person who believes in me so. Perhaps it is because of that trust and your foolishness that I fell in love with you. "
Ye Yinzhu froze for a moment, "Is it that simple? I thought it was because I was handsome."
Sura pouted. "Smelly. Are there fewer good-looking men? I have seen more, and I like you. Because you have a pure heart. I never thought I could use the word pure to describe a man, but I didn't know until I knew you. There are still good people in this world, perhaps because my childhood experience is too bumpy. I like you really for such a simple reason. It has nothing to do with your excellent appearance and magical piano magic. "
After a pause, the grayness on Sula's face was a little more intense, and he continued: "As I have been with you longer and longer. I found out. My love for you will only deepen. When I When I see you and the ocean and Xiangluan together, my heart will inexplicably hurt. Until then I did not understand. It turns out that I have fallen in love with you. You have already become an indispensable in my life Part of the land is missing. It is precisely because of this. The original happiness with you is gradually decreasing. "
"Why?" Ye Yinzhu asked puzzled.
Sura lifted his non-poisoned right hand and held Ye Yinzhu with only four fingers. "Because I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid that after you have a woman, you won't care about me anymore. Although I know that you are just treating me as a good brother in your heart, I still can't help thinking that, I'm afraid of you It will be farther and farther away from me, and that feeling makes me unable to extricate myself. I do n’t even know why, for some time. I have been caught in extreme contradiction and pain. "
"Then why don't you tell me that you are a girl? Do you think I will mind your identity? Sura, no, not really. Whether you are born in Milan or not, you are born in Landias. How can I mind your identity? "
Sura sighed ~ EbookFREE.me ~ Because I knew I couldn't be with you, so I never told you that I was a daughter. The ups and downs I experienced since I was a child have already made me a very sensible person. Being with you is at least my unrequited love. Although I ’m not sure what will happen when you know that I am a girl, at least you might like me. Think about it. If you know that I am a girl, can we still live in the same dormitory? When you know After I am a girl, if I don't like me, wouldn't I be more painful, otherwise, even if you like me. When one day I have to leave your place, the feeling of life and death is neither you nor me. I'm afraid they can't bear it. Your heart is simple. I do n’t want any harm to you, so. ... "
Speaking of this, Suradi's voice choked a little. The tears in Ye Yinzhu's eyes reappeared, holding Sula's hand on his face. "So you chose to bear this silently by yourself. Sula. You are stupid. You are really stupid."
Sura sighed, "What can I do if I can't bear it? I won't give up even if I have a 1 in 10,000 chance to be with you. But we are really impossible. Between us, there are too many Barrier. Even now, when I tell you this, it ’s because I ’m about to leave this world, and I do n’t want to bury these things anymore. Yin Zhu, promise me, if you still have a few Separate feelings. Even brotherly feelings. When I die. Forget me. "