Vol 4 Chapter 725:

Twenty years...
At that time, I only told the old housekeeper that the child was like jade, and the rest did not say anything. This was the first time she had said that part of the past completely. She felt relieved and felt more heavy...
Su Ruhua looked at Ruyu, who was covering her eyes, and she held her heart together. She couldn't help but hug Ruyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
Ruyu never cries.
Even though she thought her child was dead, she thought she and Mo Jitian both cheated and betrayed her, she had never cried, and she had never seen Su Ruyu cry for so many years since childhood.
Su Ruyu's body was stiff, and his mind was muddled, and the whole person was very dizzy, as if floating on the sea, poor man who couldn't find a direction, tears flowed down the fingers...
At that time, she loved Mo Jitian, her family, and her sister, but they all gave her a fatal knife. When she was wandering, helpless, and full of hatred, no one pulled her. Instead, she was pushed farther...
Now that the truth is clear, why are you crying?
For the sake of their sisterhood for so many years, for the joy that Mo Jitian didn't betray her, or for the children who haven't called her mother's grievances for so many years... Su Ruyu could not tell.
Su Ruhua burst into tears and was ashamed of her.
"Xiaoyu, what do you want, my sister has nothing to say, as long as you feel more comfortable." Su Ruhua's purple eyes were in tears. For so many years, she only dared to shed tears of regret when there was no one at night.
The difference between thoughts and mistakes caused irreparable consequences. She didn't know how to make up for it. If Jade didn't die, she couldn't forgive her, and she didn't even meet her parents in the face.
Therefore, after so many years of wandering away, even the family dare not return.
Who can understand the pain and pain in her heart, but Su Ruhua also knows that she is self-inflicted, everything must be borne by herself, but it is like jade...
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away, "Don't touch me."
"Ruyu..."
"Why didn't you say that, ah? Why didn't you say that?" Su Ruyu's face was still wet, and he couldn't help shouting angrily, "If you come back and say that, what will happen next? Why dare not face To me? You have to go, why don't you go far, why haven't you disappeared in front of me forever, why have you been found by me? Want to hide me, why don't you go far..."
Su Ruyu didn't know what she was going to express. Her mood was ups and downs, her nose was sour and red, and she couldn't swallow it and couldn't swallow it.
She looked at Su Ruhua, who was also in tears, and was even more angry...but in turn, she had a little pity and... pain.
At that time, she pushed a lot...
If she did not push it, maybe, she would not give birth prematurely, and the child would not die.
Su Ruyu didn't look away, and her tears fell more urgently. Her heart was colder than anyone else. She was so cruel that she did not recognize her relatives. She was even more ruthless and wanted to die together with Mo Jitian.
...
"Xiaoyu, you blame your sister alone. Mo Jitian didn't know anything. He didn't remember what happened. It was a mistake made by her sister." Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling in front of Su Ruyu, begging her for forgiveness.
Su Ruyu stood up suddenly, dried the tears on her face, and gritted her teeth, "I will not forgive you, no... Su Ruhua, our family of four, because of you, separated for more than twenty years, if not because of you, me He Jitian will not have so many misunderstandings, he will not be so crazy, his parents will not die, that pair of children... I have the same with the children, do you see them look at me? Is it hate Yes, hateful..."
"no no……"
"Why not? Am I a fool? I can't see this at all?" Su Ruyu said angrily, "This is all caused by you. My husband has been scattered for nearly 27 years. I have never enjoyed the pride of being a mother for a day. , I haven’t given my children any care, I don’t have to think about it, and I know what day they lived by killing them, so if I look into the eyes of the second child, he won’t be good for the children. Su Ruhua, the four of us Who caused the pain? You want me to forgive you, how can I forgive you, ah, sister..."
Su Ruhua looked up, tears sliding down her cheeks...
Sorry, these three words have become too pale. She knows that if Ruyu is telling the truth, it is completely the truth. The pain of the four of them was caused by her...
Su Ruyu pulled open Su Ruhua's hand that had been holding her wrist, one finger, one finger, opened...
"Xiaoyu..."
Su Ruyu turned a deaf ear and turned away. Outside the garden, everyone waited. They could not hear what their sisters were saying, only Su Ruyu's roar at the beginning, Su Ruhua's cry, and nothing else.
Mo Jitian looked at the wet tears on Su Ruyu's face, her heart twisted like a sword, "Ruyu..."
She smiled coldly, Mo Jitian, you fucking...damn genetic disease! Should she be angry? Should I be angry? He remembered nothing, no wonder, she asked him, but he said he did not know...
No, he couldn't help not knowing, he didn't remember what happened to him and Su Ruhua in those days, but he always knew he was sick when drinking, and he didn't tell her the truth.
"Master, are you okay?" Eleven and Ye Wei and others looked at her worriedly, and they had never seen such Su Ruyu.
Mo Ye and Mo Ju brothers rushed into the back garden like a gust of wind. Su Ruyu looked at their backs, and the tears that had just stopped almost couldn't help falling down...her children...
This are her children! She should be happy, they are still alive, and really should be happy, but why is it so painful in her heart?
Although it is her child, the mother in their heart is Su Ruhua...the person they love is also Su Ruhua. She gritted her teeth so that her tears did not fall...
As a mother, although she has not been with them, she has forgotten these 20 years. For her, these 20 years are blank. In her memory, she seems to have children, and then children Suddenly growing up, her love for her children has not disappeared...I thought she thought that when the child died, she was heartbroken...
But the children loved are not hers.

Ask for a gold medal... (^__^) Hee hee..., the gold medal I asked for for Mo Fei...