Chapter 1043: Fear (4)

Han Zhihui wanted to hear about Hanhan’s past, but he wanted to hear about things he didn’t know about her...
But he didn't want to embarrass her, she didn't want to say, he compromised: "Okay."
Cheng Weiwan didn't rush to speak, but tilted his head, as if remembering something very seriously. After a while, he said aloud: "After leaving you, I didn't leave Beijing because I stayed in Beijing for many years. It’s more familiar. I’m afraid that I will suddenly change places, pregnant, and having trouble, it’s not easy to solve.

"You asked me to kill the child. Although your secretary helped me to hide from the sky, I was still afraid of being discovered by you, so I didn't dare to go to the hospital and spent a lot of money. I hired a private doctor. They were all very uneasy. Maybe it was my uneasiness, which affected Hanhan. When I was six months pregnant, there were signs of bleeding."
"That time, Han Han almost left me."
"In fact, during that time, my mental state has not been very good, very negative. When I knew that the fetus was unstable, my first thought was not to protect the child, but to think that it was also very good. Go with the child."
"Hanhan is stronger than me. He supported it, and I followed it."
"Hanhan was born in the middle of the night. It was snowing in Beijing that day and the ground was slippery. It was two months before the due date. My amniotic fluid suddenly broke. The babysitter I asked happened to be off work that day. I was the only one. I couldn't get out of the house at all, and finally Mu Qing came to see me and happened to hit this scene and sent me to the hospital."
"I haven't had a good baby and my mood has been bad. When I arrived at the hospital, I was unable to give birth. The doctor was anxious. I was also anxious. After that, I was bleeding.
Hemorrhage... In Han Zhihui's mind, suddenly he hurried to the hospital and saw the scene of Lili lying in the pool of blood.
Was that the same day when she was born?
Han Zhihui didn't speak, but his face was pale.
"That's the second time for Hanhan and I, and almost left the world together." Compared to the torment of Han Zhihui's heart, Cheng Weilai recalled that frightening scene again at this time, and it was more indifferent.
"Hanhan was born prematurely for two months. When he was born, he was extremely small and lost his breath from time to time."
"Han Han stayed in the incubator for three months before he went home with me."
"For the three months I was in the incubator, I was all alone. At that time, I had depression."
"It's so serious that I don't want to live in this world. I walked to the window more than once, wanted to jump down more than once, and stood still in the middle of the road."
"Fortunately, during that time, Mu Qing and Brother Yi Nan found out that I was not right and took me 24 hours a day."
Cheng Weiwan's speech was very slow. He said it while stopping from time to time to think about it.
Her voice was very light, and the volume when she told Cheng Han the story at night was almost the same, but with infinite strength, she turned into one sharp dagger after another and pierced his heart.
Han Zhihui was very painful, but he never yelled that it was too late to stop Cheng.
Before he came again, when he decided to listen to her talk about these things, he already knew that he would be very painful, but he did not expect that it would be so.