Chapter 275: You are never alone, you still have me (5)

It seemed to have invisible hands, pinched tightly on his neck, making him breathless.
He was the only one in the room. He still heard his heartbeat, very slow and heavy. Every time he jumped, he could feel the clear and painful pain from his heart.
It really hurts. The tooth that acheed trembles. The painful man froze with cold sweat. The painful man froze from the bottom of his heart.
He instinctively raised the hand holding the cigarette, handed the cigarette to his mouth, and took a hard sip.
Before he met her, he only wanted to set off He Yuguang's excellence, smoking and drinking and fighting and doing everything.
After meeting her, he knew she didn't like the smell of cigarettes, and forced her to quit smoking.
He is very addicted to cigarettes. Whenever he is in a bad mood, his addiction is particularly strong. At that time, he will light a cigarette and relieve it, but he will never let himself smoke, unless it is particularly sad.
He could smoke, but when a sip of smoke came in, he forgot how to spit it out and choked himself.
He covered his chest and bent down, coughing violently, coughing and coughing, and a fog came out of his eyes.
When he stopped coughing, He Jichen didn't know. When he woke up, the smoke at his fingertips had burned to the end, and he was about to burn his fingers.
He put the cigarette in the ashtray, slowly straightened his waist, and looked for his mobile phone.
About fifteen minutes ago, Ji Yi probably saw that he had not responded, and sent him a new message: "Brother Yu Guang, are you asleep?"
After about three minutes, she also sent a message: "Good night, brother Yu Guang, it's not early, and I'm asleep."
He Jichen stared at the screen for a while, still didn't reply, put down his phone, he lit another cigarette, stared at the deep night outside the window, as if caught in some kind of tangled and distressed, there was a sip .
He didn't know how many cigarettes he had smoked. He only knew that in the end he was bitter. He hadn't made a decision yet.
He got out of bed, twisted a bottle of water, drank half of the bottle, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, stood quietly for a long time, and finally turned back to the bed, found He Yuguang's mobile phone, opened WeChat, and clicked into Ji Yi name.
Seeing her long string of words, he really wanted to comfort her.
But when he thought of what he wanted to tell her, he had to use He Yuguang's identity to speak, and he would become hesitant and struggle.
He Jichen opened the keyboard at two o'clock, and he stopped after only two taps.
Only when she faces He Yuguang will she reveal the truest side of her heart, just like a young girl, what happened to her in school. Unpleasant things, conflict with her classmates, who did what Annoying her, she would never talk to him, she would only tell He Yuguang after returning home.
So some comforting words, even if he wanted to tell her, he couldn't talk to her.
He Jichen pursed her lips silently, and moved her fingertips again. With the sound of "Dada Da" knocking on the keyboard, He Jichen clearly saw the deepest helplessness and sadness in his heart.
He always wanted her to be happy.
Even behind her happiness, he was wronged.
He Jichen stopped the action and carefully read the sentence that had just been typed, and finally pressed the send button.