Chapter 287: Can you give me a hug? (7)

"She was pregnant outside the uterus. It was two months after her discovery. The doctor said that she should be pregnant for the first time. She had no experience. Her menstruation was delayed and she did not go for an examination. She continued to have abdominal pain and bleeding and was taken to the hospital."
"Ectopic pregnancy itself is very dangerous. When she was taken to the hospital, there were signs of bleeding. The situation was really tricky. The hospital arranged emergency surgery on the spot."
"During the operation, she had a lot of bleeding. Today I ran to the city of women and children to understand the situation with the doctor who gave her the operation. She said that Ji Yi almost died on the operating table at that time, and the heart really stopped. Beating, the hospital almost shouted all the attending doctors, and rescued her for two hours before pulling her back from the ghost gate..."
Ectopic pregnancy, hemorrhage, emergency surgery, heavy bleeding, heart stopped beating, ghost door closed... such a cruel word, every time He Jichen's brain flashed, his heart followed a heavy pain.
When he was young, he was in Sucheng No. 1 because of the sentence "one person gave a bi-yun-set" to his back, "the eyes were bright."
At that time, he was young and frivolous, fearless, ignorant of the height and thickness of the earth, and no one dared to mess with himself in Sucheng No.1, and ordered the fat people to look for her in the classroom.
At home, when he met her, he glanced for thousands of years, and since then, quietly changed for her without even realizing it.
Study hard, only to help her draw the focus.
Instead of returning home at night, go home on time every day just to see her at home.
He couldn't protect her lawlessly, and the brothers under his care didn't dare to provoke her, for fear that someone would say something wrong with her, and after her eyebrows were dull, he was dragged into the grove behind the school and beaten up. .
He always felt that he had paid a lot for him. He was born and came to this world, which is the existence of the former and the last. He has never been so pleased with a person, so before he knew that the person she missed was not him. Later, he was jealous, he was jealous, he felt she didn't know what to do...
He really wanted to get rid of her from his world, he could find a better one, but he couldn’t do it, he couldn’t pull his face down to find her, so he secretly ran to Beijing every month Go see her.
He was thinking at the time, he was so good to her... good self was moved, so after reuniting with her, whenever she stayed away from him, escaped him, and could not wait to clear the relationship with him, he always Will not be reconciled, will give her the pain and try her best to let her taste it.
It wasn't until he had just answered Han Zhihui's phone call that he knew how bad he was in the past.
Does he love her? He really loves it. All the good and bad sides of his life have been given to her.
But what he called love hurt her the most.
He always thought that three years ago, the car accident that Qian Ge comatose her for three years was unforgivable and extremely bad.
But at this moment he found out, what is the difference between him and Qiange? Didn't he almost make her die too?
Thinking of He Jichen here, he raised his hand without thinking about it, threw his face at his face, and slapped the face.
He loves her, but only now has he discovered that he loves her, but he also loves his face and his dignity.
He loves her, but he doesn’t love, and he never learns how to love.