Chapter 414: It turns out that it's heartbeat (4)

"That was originally a mistake. Like four years ago, I was drunk."
"So, let's forget that night, the same night as we did four years ago!"
Ji Yi felt that at this time, the pain was already numb, and she thought that this was the best way. It was best to hurt herself. It should be. Who deserves her half-heartedness, likes one and still cares about the other!
As if nothing had happened, an error... That night he exhausted all the love and lingering with her, hugging her and sleeping him. The only stable sensation he had been in those years, for him, such a precious night, to her Say, but it is an error that has not happened.
And it’s the same as four years ago... drunk... what is the same? Was she treating him as He Yuguang again?
Ji Yi hasn't answered his question, but he dare not ask.
She said to forget, she had been seeing her back for the first time many years ago, she was deeply engraved on his mind, about her bit by bit, he remembered so clearly, how could he forget?
Speaking of which, Ji Yi feels more like endorsement: "Besides, you also have a girl you like. It is the best ending to think that what happened that night directly did not happen."
He likes girls, it’s her... He Jichen’s heart just came up with this sentence, and he heard Ji Yi’s voice again:
If you want, we can continue to be friends, if you think it’s embarrassing to happen , Then we will be bosses and employees, keeping a certain distance..."
Keep a certain distance... He has become a good friend with her, will everything come back?
He wanted to tell her today that he liked her... but her last few words made him dare not speak.
He loves her, but he is afraid to tell her to love her.
He was afraid that he would say goodbye to his confession. He was afraid that she would not even give him the chance to be a friend... He is so unrelenting. In a world that loves her, he is a coward, a cowardly person.
Because, compared to not getting her, he was more afraid of losing her completely.
In the tea room, music is always on.
After the last song, the room was quiet for about five seconds, and new music sounded, familiar melody and lyrics, let him and her fall into silence.
The song that sounded in the tea room was actually the song "Fangyuanli" he sang on her birthday.
He Jichen recalled when the lyrics sang "It's meaningless to be reluctant, I'm not very selfish, and I'm more and more sensible, loving you is just my business".
On the night of the dinner outside Loulou, if he didn't happen to appear, even if he stopped the fat man, he would have told her that she was the "Cola Girl" he was looking for.
The fat man asked him why, he said he was afraid of his liking and became her trouble.
He was really getting more and more sensible on her way. Even at this moment, he didn’t think of forcing her. He knew that loving her was just his thing, but he still thought about it for a long time and thought for himself. I thought of a retention sentence: "But, that night, I did not take measures, you may be pregnant, so you really..."
He Jichen paused, and after a short while, he added the words completely: "...Is not responsible for me?"
Ji Yi shook his head, "You can rest assured that you will not be pregnant."
Just when He Jichen wanted to say the word "in case", Ji Yi said again: "I took the post-mortem."