Chapter 963: Not obsessed, but waiting (8)

It's too late for the tired Cheng, holding a spoon and eating fruit while sighing: "Brother Yi Nan, if you marry you, it must be a blessing in eight lifetimes!"
"Do you want the blessings you have cultivated in eight lifetimes?"
Lin Yinan's voice was a little low, and Cheng Weiwan didn't hear clearly: "What?"
Lin Yinan, who realized that he was leaking, returned the sentence "Nothing," and then stared at Cheng Wei who was eating fruit for a while, and then asked aloud, "Late night, you can cheat yourself, you can cheat others, but You can't lie to me, I know that you are willing to agree to deal with him like that. The real reason is not what you said to me at the supermarket door."
"I know that Hanhan is part of the reason, and part of the reason is that you still have him in your heart, right?"
Cheng Weiwan's action of eating fruit, staring at the fruit, made no noise.
"You gave birth to Hanhan, not because you are reluctant to give this child, but because you are reluctant to him. If you really die of him, where are you willing to keep his child? You can obviously take the child and go away, But you stayed in Beijing all the time because you have him in this city. You obviously can not let Han Han know that he is Han Han's father, but you took his picture and told Han Han, this is Dad... from the bottom of your heart, you have never thought about letting Hanhan recognize other men as dads...you tell me, this is not still in love, what is it?"
Cheng Weiwan still didn't speak, but the strength of her holding the spoon slowly increased.
"Late tonight, I know these are your pain points, you never want to face them, but you know, evasion cannot solve the problem. I'm afraid that you are still loving him, so you stay with him. You are in my heart, the best girl in the world, talented and able to write moving stories, you deserve to have a better one, not to spoil yourself like this, so I really want to know, you promise him that way Is the unreasonable transaction because you still hold a heart that can continue to be with him?"
"Late, I don't mean anything else. I'm afraid that if you're obsessed, you'll hurt yourself."
"I really don't want you to reproduce such a tragic scene once again after birth..."
"Yinan Brother..." It was not too late for a long silence, and he opened his mouth gently, interrupting his words: "...Have you ever heard such a sentence?"
"Forgetting a person only needs two things, time and Xinhuan."
"Some people may choose Xinhuan to forget, but I just chose the time."
"Brother Yi Nan, I know, I shouldn't love him anymore, but do you know? He is the only person in my world who dares to love."
"I really love him, so it is difficult for me to come out, but this does not mean that I have no reason, and I will be obsessed with it and let me be so guilty!"
"I confess that the words I told you in the supermarket have a lot of ridicule, but he was not completely ridiculed, I did tell myself that, Hanhan is now the only important thing in my life , For Han Han, I can do anything, and Han Zhihui..."
"...I am not obsessed with waiting for him to fall in love with me, I am waiting for myself..."
He heard Lin Yinan frowning here.
What to wait for herself?
When he didn't speak, she said quietly again: "...when you love him, when you don't love him."