Chapter 47: Looking back on life scenery (2)

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Perhaps, my movements have revealed my mind invisibly, Zhang Jun's expression is no longer so serious and tense, and smiles are revealed in the corners of his brows and eyes.
He suddenly said: "During the fortune-telling day, Huang Wei asked me to say the names of the four girls. In fact, I just want to say your name, but I can't say it. I just want to say Lin's name first, and then your name. Be more natural. "
"Then why didn't you say it later?"
He smiled and asked, "Did you not say my name? Did any of the boys really like it?"
Both of us were silent, but the body and mind were immersed in the indescribable sweetness. That kind of thorough sweetness cannot be forgotten no matter how many years have passed.
When we approached the mountain, I remembered that there were two more people: "Oh, Shen Yuanzhe and Lin still? We lost them!"
I do n’t know where I said it was funny. Zhang Jun was extremely happy. The smile in his eyes was brighter than the summer sun. He smiled and pointed to it: "They have already returned to the right path."
I looked up, right? They were standing on the edge of the Great Wall, looking around at us, and I immediately released Zhang Jun's hand, hoping they would not see anything.
Zhang Jun and I turned back to the Great Wall. He took out his camera and handed it to Shen Yuanzhe, "Help me and Qi Qi take photos of Zhang Xiang."
I stood up immediately and didn't notice that he only called me Qiqi: "I don't take photos."
Zhang Jun wanted to catch me but didn't catch it. I already rushed down the steps.
I ran down the mountain in one breath and found that although we came back very late, the teachers and classmates were buying souvenirs, so no one cared.
I also gathered around the stall to see the eighteen arhats carved with walnuts, cloisonne bracelets, and glass snuff bottles ... I took each one for a while and put it back as is.
Zhang Jun stood behind me and asked, "Do you like it?"
I shook my head. At that time, I loved the photographer Lang Jingshan and the writer Sanmao. What I admire is a toothbrush and a pair of cloth shoes. I walked through thousands of mountains and rivers. People have limited foreign objects, but people's hearts can record all the beauty of the world. .
Every stall is the same, I don't buy anything, so I soon stood by Zhang Jun and waited for you.
"Don't you buy anything?"
Zhang Jun shook his head: "I climbed the Great Wall twice. This is the third time. When I was a kid, I liked to buy these gadgets. Now I'm not interested."
"You have been here so many times, why do you want to join the summer camp?"
Zhang Jun didn't answer, just stared at me with a smile.
My cheeks were hot, but there was a sneer in my mouth.
The sadness in Zhang Jun's eyes passed away, and he said softly, "Let's take a photo, just one."
I shook my head and flatly refused: "I don't like taking pictures."
"Qiqi, I did n’t say anything from my heart. You have always refused to look at me. I just want to force you not to turn a blind eye to me. Of course, there are also some self-abuses. You can hate it completely, at least you have me in your heart. "
I smiled silently.
Until the teacher told us to gather the number of people, he failed to persuade me to take a picture with him on the Great Wall. In fact, it is not that I do n’t believe in him, nor is it a vengeance, but ... I have an inferiority complex, so inferior that I do n’t want to record my figure beside him.
After getting in the car, Zhang Jun put the camera away, and did n’t know whether to say to himself or to me: "Next time, we will come to Beijing to replay all the attractions, wash away all unpleasant memories, and then Take photos on the Great Wall. "
Because I was young, I always felt that the time in front was very long. Everything seemed to be able to come again, but I did not know the river of time. I could only move forward and never came again.
I didn't take a good rest last night, and today I climbed the Great Wall again for a day, and I fell asleep sleepily.
Half asleep and half awake, I heard Teacher Xing's voice, as if to ask Zhang Jun Qingdao where it is worth going, and where it is not worth going, Zhang Jun answered them one by one.
I gradually became sober. It turned out that he had also been to Qingdao. Did he really join the summer camp just for fun?
After a while, Teacher Xing's voice disappeared. Zhang Jun asked: "Are you awake?"
I opened my eyes: "How do you know I woke up?"
He laughed: "When you actually fall asleep, your head will fall down, like a little turtle with its head shrunk."
I was a little embarrassed and silent.
Probably really as Xiao Fei said, when I do n’t laugh or talk, I always feel apathetic and alienated. Zhang Jun immediately dare not joke: "Are you angry?"
I smiled: "No. Why are you so sensitive? Is it so terrible that I am angry?"
He said nothing, and said after a while: "It's not that you are terrible, it's me who is afraid."
This sentence is not a sweet word, but my heart is sweet, and the corner of my mouth can't help but bend like a crescent moon.
"Qiqi, tomorrow morning, have breakfast together?"
I didn't think about it, and I blurted out with a smile: "Okay."
After I arrived in Qingdao, I ate better than Beijing. Everyday I had seafood, but I lived worse than Beijing. I lived in a house with four people. Me, Lin still, Teacher Xing and another girl.
There was a teacher living in the room, Lin still they were more restrained, but I was not comfortable all over the body.
My psychological shadow of the teacher has passed for so many years, and there is still no way to completely eliminate it, so I can only return to the house as late as possible to avoid contact opportunities with the teacher.
Zhang Jun no longer lives with Shen Yuanzhe, but with Jia Gongzi and Zhen Gongzi.
Because I played with Zhang Jun, I gradually became familiar with Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi.
At night, the four of us gathered together to play the pig. Zhang Jun played this very well. The two sons often ran in the corridor and opened the door of each dormitory, and called: "I am a pig."
They did n’t play Zhang Jun and bullied me. Often the two of them opened the door and called to the people in the dormitory:
I am a pig.
After a while, I had to open the door and say to them: "I am also a pig."
The next time they lost, Zhang Jun asked them to say: "I am a lazy pig that is dirty and smelly and has not bathed in three months."
Or, when I saw that I was going to lose, he simply gave up and let himself lose, and he turned to the door of the dormitory and said to his classmates and teachers: "I am a skinless, faceless, skinless, delicious, lazy, lazy, good, shameless and mean A shameless rogue pig. "
The teacher and classmates laughed back and forth from the beginning, but later they became unsurprised. When we pushed the door open, they said quietly, "Another pig is here."
I played with Zhang Jun ’s buddies in the evening, and during the day, I was still in the circle of Zhang Jun ’s friends with Lin. Unconsciously, I was estranged from Shen Yuanzhe, but there was no shortage of friends around Shen Yuanzhe, so I could n’t feel it. I alienated him.
Lin is still gentle and quiet. When she first came into contact, she felt that she was a bit bored, but after getting acquainted with her, she discovered that she was actually not boring at all. On the contrary, she reacted quickly and spoke quickly. Both Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi liked Lin. She is getting better and better for her, and sincerely treats her as a friend, but to me. Mostly because of Zhang Jun ’s face, I have too sharp edges and act too unruly. They do not like the character of girls.
We climbed the Laoshan Mountain together, and the Laoshan Mountain was full of water. Everyone walked and played, having fun along the way.
I actually met a Taoist priest in a black and white robe and a bun. I used to chat with others to talk about daily life, Taoist culture, the clouds of Laoshan, the fog of Laoshan ...
The characters in Pu Songling's works appear in front of their eyes. There is really too much to say.
Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi were too bored, holding Lin still, holding the camera, walking around, taking pictures continuously, and Zhang Jun sat patiently listening to our chat.
The Taoists in those days were all real Taoists. Unlike the ones who swindled and cheated nowadays, the two Taoists talked to us speculatively and took the initiative to be our tour guides, leading the visits to various holes on Laoshan Mountain and telling the origin of these Taoist fairy caves.
From the courtyard where the priests lived, Zhang Jun and I did not take the staircase road for sightseeing, but led everyone to climb along the trails. At first there was still a way to follow, and then there was no way at all.
I wanted to climb to the edge of the cliff, Lin still refused to take risks, and persuaded me not to go. I smiled at her: "I have come here, if I don't take a look, I will regret it later."
I use both hands and feet and climb up, only Zhang Jun is with me. Lin still, Zhen Gongzi, Jia Gongzi all stood waiting in a safe place.
After many hardships, I finally reached the edge of the cliff, and I looked at the front with many feelings.
The altitude of Laoshan Mountain is not high, but the top of the mountain is surrounded by clouds all the year round. It is completely different from other mountains. Standing here, it is completely unclear to see the feet and the front. Only Yunwu seems to be able to catch a piece of cloud and fly away with his hand. And live with the fairy. No wonder after the ancients climbed this mountain, they thought it was a fairy mountain.
After studying geography, I already know that this is just because Laoshan is near the sea, and the moisture meets the mountain to prevent it from condensing into fog, but I am probably a superstitious person. I understand it, but I still hazyly believe that the vegetation is affectionate and beast. The bird has spirit, and the shattered Taoist once lived with a wise man who laughed and looked at the sea; on the full moon night, the pomegranate tree in front of the window would laugh lightly, and a tree with red flowers would appear to be a woman's red dress; and the fox on the bluestone He would listen to the piano quietly and meditate on the moon.
The mountain breeze stirred, people were blown as if they would fall off the cliff. I pressed my hat with my hand and walked forward a few steps against the mountain breeze. Those feelings of "if the ancients and the modern people are running like water, seeing the moon all together", those feelings of "remembering the world and sorrowing, but sighing in the air" suddenly realized that they had gone, but their thoughts were in my mind In this moment, I am me, and I am not me.
From small to large, I have been to very few places. This trip to Beijing and Qingdao has really opened my eyes, allowing me to see a lot of things I have n’t seen before, and to meet many people I would n’t normally. , On the one hand, I verified that they are the same as on the book, and on the other hand, I realized that they are different from the book.
This world is indeed as Xiaobo said, it is indeed worth my effort to fly and pursue all kinds of wonderful!
As a young maniac, I could n’t help but shouted at the rolling clouds with my arms outstretched:
Hey—

The hat was swept away by the wind and rolled among the white clouds. I screamed and laughed.
Zhang Junxiao grabbed my arm and pulled me to his side: "Little maniac, be careful."
I stared at him round and round, he couldn't laugh anymore, just looked at me.
On top of the mountain, the wild wind swayed, but time was still.
Regardless of whether the sea will dry up or the stone will rot, in the endless time without beginning and end, at this moment he has only me in my eyes and only him in my eyes.
The Lingtai was so clear and clear that I suddenly understood with utmost clarity and sorrow that such moments in my life could not be met. Perhaps, he will soon forget, and I will remember it all my life, remember that when I was sixteen, he stood with me on the top of Laoshan Mountain.
Zhen Gongzi shouted: "Hey, hello, didn't you two become fossils?"
Jia Gongzi also called: "Do you see enough, if you see enough, you go down the mountain."
Zhang Jun waved his hands with Master Zhen and Jia Gongzi, and said to me: "Don't care about them. If you want to stay longer, we will stay a little longer."
I smiled: "No need."
This is the human world. Even though we have accumulated the wisdom of our predecessors from books, we knew that it was unusual and precious at the time, but we still had to let go of it, because the pointer of time is always turning, Will not stop.
The way to go is even harder than before, but thanks to Zhang Jun's physical fitness, with his help, I returned safely.
I was still nervous and finally relieved: "Don't do this next time, it's too dangerous!"
I laughed and said: "Let's go to find a large army, it is estimated that it is time to go down."
Lin still said yes, she was a disciplined child from childhood to now, and now she follows me, always doing unorganized and undisciplined things.
When we happily searched for a large army, Mrs. Xing and Mrs. Wang had been waiting for us for a while, and they were jumping anxiously, probably because Mr. Jia was there, they did not get angry, and just pretended to say Zhang Jun.
Back at the residence, after dinner, Zhang Jun said that he wanted to take a shower first, and then came to me after the shower.
After I took a shower and packed up things, Zhang Jun hadn't come to me yet, and I secretly laughed that a big boy was washing slower than me.
After a while, Teacher Xing will come back. I do n’t want to get in touch with Teacher Xing, so I do n’t want to stay in the dormitory, so I go out for a walk first.
While walking along the path, she met Shen Yuanzhe, and naturally it became a two-person walk together.
Shen Yuanzhe hesitated for a long while, and then said tentatively: "You and Zhang Jun ... did not expect to resolve the conflict so quickly and became friends."
I was sorry for him, so I explained from the beginning: "Actually, Zhang Jun and I are elementary school classmates, and we have also participated in math competitions, and the relationship is relatively familiar, but after junior high school, I don't talk much, I never told you. ,I'm really sorry."
He stayed for a while before saying: "It's okay, I'm too stupid. Zhang Jun is not a talkative person, nor is it possible to make trouble for girls, you are not such a stingy, angry person, obviously both of you Acting abnormally, Huang Wei and Lin still saw the same thing, but I always thought it was silly. "
I am guilty and sweet, guilty for sorry Shen Yuanzhe, and sweet for confirming Zhang Jun's feelings from other populations: "I'm really sorry, at that time you spent so much effort to mediate the conflict between me and Zhang Jun."
Shen Yuanzhe smiled faintly: "It doesn't matter, you and Zhang Jun are my good friends. You can ... get along well, I'm also very happy."
I said gratefully: "Thank you."
Shen Yuanzhe and I walked and chatted. I forgot the time. When Zhang Jun found us, it was already more than nine o'clock. Shen Yuanzhe and Zhang Jun greeted each other and immediately left.
Zhang Jun and I apologized: "I didn't wear a watch and forgot the time."
Zhang Jun lowered his head and remained silent for a while, then raised his head and smiled and said, "It doesn't matter."
The next day, attend classes in the morning and go to the beach in the afternoon.
After getting in the car, the summer sun hit my face, and I was missing the cold hat that was blown away by the wind. In the dark of my eyes, Zhang Jun buckled a cold hat on my head. I took off the cold hat and saw that it was A beautiful wide-brimmed straw beige hat, smiled and asked, "Where did you come from?"
He did not answer, only asked: "Do you like it?"
"Ok."
He looked very happy and put his hat back on my head.
I suddenly realized that it was bought by him deliberately last night. No wonder he didn't come back after I took a shower. I want to say thank you, and I want to say sorry, but in the end, I said nothing.
We grew up in inland cities and many people saw the sea for the first time. When I reached the beach, I saw the picture on TV became real. Everyone was excited, took off my shoes, rolled up my trousers and played by the beach.
Because Zhang Jun reminded me that it ’s best to wear shorts, I saved these troubles, and Lin still held hands and ran on the beach. When we ran back madly and found that Huang Wei had changed into a swimsuit, she walked to the beach and tried From where to get into the water. Teacher Xing said: "It's best if you don't go into the water alone, just swim and play on the side."
She agreed, but after going into the water, playing on the side for a little while, the farther and farther away, Teacher Xing and Teacher Wang are both dry ducks, so anxious that the classmates and teacher desperately called her together, she could not hear .
Teacher Xing called Zhang Jun anxiously: "Are you able to swim? Hurry and call her back."
Zhang Jun now bought a swimming trunk from a small vendor on the beach. After changing it, he jumped into the sea to chase Huang Wei.
The two were in the sea for a long time, but they still did not return.
The waves fell together, and the heads of people were almost the same. They could n’t be seen clearly from a distance. But Mrs. Xing and Mrs. Wang were still standing at the beach, their hands on their foreheads, and looked over with anxiety, but the students were not as many as the teachers. Worry, start playing with each one.
Because Zhang Jun is not here, Zhen Gongzi and I have been getting along with each other, so I did not play with them. Three of me, Lin Shun and Shen Yuanzhe were building bunkers and digging city pools by the beach. In fact, I was very worried about Zhang Jun. The boundlessness of the sea was terrifying, but the more worried I was, the less I wanted to show it. I just kept my eyes on the sea with my eyes.
After our castle was repaired for more than half of the time, Zhang Jun and Huang Wei returned. Teacher Xing was so angry that he was angry for the first time. I do n’t know if he was worried about Huang Wei ’s parents, or because Huang Wei was a girl and Mr. Xing ’s anger All directed at Zhang Jun, scolding Zhang Jun dog blood sprinkler.
We all silently said nothing, so Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi laughed as if watching the show. After teacher Xing finished scolding, Zhang Jun smiled and walked to Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi, the two immediately fled, but unfortunately did not run Zhang Jun, Zhang Jun alone threw both of them into the sea, both of them covered all Soaked.
Remembering the teacher's instructions, Jia Gongzi didn't dare to mess around. He walked out of the sea with his body wet, but Zhen Gongzi simply wore clothes to swim deep in the sea. Teacher Xing jumped up angrily and cried: "Zhen Yun, you Get me back! "
Zhen Gongzi called in the sea: "How to get out in the sea? I won't!"
Everyone wanted to laugh, but Mr. Xing stomped and stomped and cried: "If you don't come back, I will leave you alone in the dorm tomorrow."
Zhen Gongzi swam back slowly, and Teacher Xing scolded him, but found a towel and handed it to him.
After Zhang Jun went to change clothes and came back, he saw that Shen Yuanzhe and Lin were still repairing the castle. When he came over, I smiled at him and continued to lie on the ground to repair the castle. He looked silently on the side. When we finished repairing, I smiled and asked him: "How is our castle?"
He smiled: "Good. Let's go to the beach."
I lowered my head and busy: "Wait a minute, my moat hasn't diverted water yet. Shen Yuanzhe, we dig a sloping channel from here, which can lead the sea water at high tide into the moat."
Busy and busy, he looked up and found that Zhang Jun did not know when he had left, standing in the waves, looking at the sea, and his back looked a little lonely.
"I'm going to buy a bottle of water and come back later."
After lying to Shen Yuanzhe and Lin, I ran to Zhang Jun. As he drew close to him, he crept over and jumped over to him: "Hey, why don't you build a castle with us?"
He saw me and immediately smiled happily: "You will wait a moment, I will come back immediately." He ran over and said a few words to Zhen Gongzi and Jia Gongzi who were taking pictures and ran back again.