Vol 2 Chapter 30: If you love, why hurt each other [30]

Rong Fan looked at her side face quietly, the white jade and peony flower tassel decorated with jade pieces gently swaying in the wind, as if dangling the bright moonlight into his heart, illuminating his inner hesitation.
He wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to speak, for fear of disturbing her quiet and gentle at the moment, and for the glitz of the glitz, because he was fragmented with one mouth.
They are often like this. They are quiet people. They are always together. They are silent. She likes to see the scenery. He likes to see her. They can't see enough.
The night wind blew for an hour or two, probably because it was cold, Xia Ran glanced at it with a little nostalgia, and then reluctantly went downstairs. The guards in the yard knew that the host’s family had come, and they had prepared according to their usual preferences. Had dinner.
Placed in the lake center pavilion, built in the lake center, there is an illusion of being on a boat among the rippling blue waves. The cool breeze blows over the flowers, sending bursts of fragrance, and the surrounding lights melt. Dining in such a place is especially good appetite.
Rong Fan carefully tried to put a piece of tofu for Xia Ran. The tofu fell into her bowl, his fingertips couldn't help tightening, and he was very worried, like a prisoner waiting for the sentence.
Xia Ran was stunned for a moment, and clamped up behind him without changing his color. He raised his head and smiled at him under the light, then lowered his head to put it into his mouth.
Rong Fan's eyes were red with excitement, and the hand holding the chopsticks couldn't stop trembling. There was a kind of touch that kept the clouds and the moon clear, and was moved by the pain.
With this beginning, he picked up vegetables for her again. Xia Ran was very cooperative. As long as he picked it up, she would chew and eat slowly. The first uncomfortable news? His smile became brighter and brighter.
"I'm full." Xia Ran put down his chopsticks, "you can eat too."
"Oh, good." Silly? It seems to be reacting now? I didn't eat anything.
Xia Ran's eyes fell softly on him? She always had a pure smile.
After dinner, Xia Ran and Rong Fan walked side by side on the promenade. This is a very long promenade? It almost connects one scene of the entire manor? It takes several hours to walk normally. I walked a little and a half, but I finished it today.
A few hours? It’s the early morning in a blink of an eye? They didn’t say a word? Just follow the promenade? Silently accompanied? Looking at the rockery in front of me? Xia Ran shook his mind for a moment before quickly regaining his smile: "Go back."
The people in the manor thought they were going to stay overnight, but they didn't expect them to drive away again. Xia Ran was still driving, and the car went all the way down. To a flat downhill about 900 meters long? Xia Ran stopped the car.
She is holding the steering wheel with both hands? The smile on her lips is still there? Her voice is very soft, and her name is very lingering: "Rong Fan~"
"Ok?"
She turned her head and looked at him quietly: "I love you very much."
Rong Fan's heart tightened? He looked at her, looked at her deeply, a kind of panic shot out from her calm and affectionate eyes and entangled him for no reason, his throat tightened and he could not make a sound.
"I really love you." Xia Ran's smile remained unchanged, but a mist of water rose under her eyes, making her smile bitter and sad. "Because I love you so much, I hate myself so much. I slander. Domestic violence, turning my head to leave you room for mental illness, so that you can instantly come back... You don’t want to, I staged an'infidelity' again, and let you come back again, you just need to take advantage of the trend, and all the faults are mine People come back, but you still don’t want it."