Vol 2 Chapter 26: If you love, please love deeply with your life【26】

Rong Fan's parents are recognized as loving couples, and still people still admire this love.
But no one knows that Rong Fan is not his father's child, but the last child of his nominal grandfather who gave birth to his mother. Rong Fan doesn't know what happened back then, only that his mother didn't know at the beginning.
It wasn't long until Rong Fan's father died unexpectedly that his mother didn't know this fact. Unacceptable, she chose to commit suicide.
When Rong Fan's face jumped down from the top floor of the house, the members of the Rong family said at the time that it was because their husband and wife were loving that Mrs. Rong couldn't accept her husband's death, so she chose to end her life.
Rong Fan was already an adult at that time, and he also knew how affectionate his parents were. He accepted this cruel fact and comforted himself for a time. The mother without his father must be very painful to live, so he chose to abandon himself without nostalgia.
Suicide will cause criticism, and the Rong family claimed that Mrs. Rong also died accidentally.
It took Rong Fan three years to accept what was abandoned by his mother in such a decisive way, but he accidentally heard the truth. It was the day he hit Xia Ran.
He was in a state of madness at the time, so he ran into Xia Ran by accident, and he was in a coma from the impact.
When he woke up, he was already on the plane. As soon as the plane landed, he was detained and his passport and mobile phone were all taken away. He only learned that he had hit someone later.
Those few days were for Rong Fan. He vomited whatever he ate and felt dirty in everything.
Countless times he wanted to end his life with death, it was hatred that made him defeat the demons.
He wanted to avenge his mother, and he had to pay the debts he owed. He knew he had hit Xia Ran, and he also learned about a series of things that happened to Xia Ran after the car accident.
"In the beginning...I didn't intend to appear in your life..."
Ever since he knew he had bumped into Xia Ran, Rong Fan had been silently sending someone to follow him to protect him. When Xia Ran had an accident that day, he happened to be nearby so he would arrive in time to free himself.
It was also since then that Xia Ran broke into his life and was gradually attracted to her until he realized that Xia Ran was going to burn all the stones and jade, and then used that way to stop her.
At the beginning, maybe he already had a like in his heart, but he didn't know it, and gradually got along more and more. When he wanted to get out, he was already sinking deeply.
Where is a dirty person like him worthy of a marriage and a family?
It was not that he hadn't escaped, but Xia Ran was always considerate of his escape. No matter how perfunctory his reasons were, Xia Ran could not care about it. He was reluctant to hurt her, and he was reluctant to see her disappointed eyes.
But he was afraid that Xia Ran would know the truth, that was his most vulnerable place.
Later, when Mother Xia died, he accompanied Xia Ran to finish the funeral. Xia Ran threw into his arms, hugged him tightly and said, "Except for you, I don't care anymore."
At that moment, Rong Fan knew that he wanted to live for Xia Ran and live well.
He didn't want children for the first two years, because of this.
This hurdle in my heart is really hard to pass.
Later, Xia Ran knew that her car accident originated from herself. Facing Xia Ran's questioning, Rong Fan couldn't tell the truth, he really couldn't.
Even if she was so sad and desperate, he couldn't make a sound every time a word came to her lips.
Compared to Rong Fan, it was too hard to tell and it made him desperate.
After Xia Ran knew, how should he face her?