Chapter 11: Snowy night Su Dong hurt whispers

The sky in the north was cold quickly, and the snow had fallen in mid-December.
When the first snow fell in 1998, the people in City B were sleeping.
A Heng has lived in the South since he was a child, and the number of times he has seen snow is five fingers. Besides, every time it snowed, before she could react, it quietly stopped and there was no trace. Therefore, her concept of snow is very vague. It is white, soft, and cool, and it can cause stomach trouble after eating.
Such adjectives are a bit funny, but when Si Wan knocked on her door excitedly and said to her, "Aheng Aheng, look at the snow", she really only had such a scarce and blunt imagination in her mind. Therefore, the moment the window was opened, the shock was indescribable.
She almost desecrated this natural beauty out of ignorance.
The sky is vast, this color is not blue, not white, not any color in the world, but dignified to contain all the deliciousness or darkness, it is unexpected but it should exist, with a powerful and soft posture.
In the vast expanse, there are flaring snowflakes, blossoming out of purity.
A Heng suddenly thought of Dandelion.
That was when she was young. My mother saved a long time cloth and made a cotton skirt for her, but it was stained with pomegranate juice. The neighbor Huang's mother-in-law told her that she would wash it with dandelion seeds. She looked forward to it for a long time, and finally waited till spring to pick dandelion seeds. There were mountains and plains, but there were all flying white and soft umbrellas, no seeds alone.
Such beauty is also rare in my life. It's a pity that it's different from seeing Xue Xue at this moment. At that time, she saw the dandelion sea with a different mind, and missed a piece of beauty. The regret that she still has not found dandelion seeds in her heart.
It stretches for thousands of miles, and the sea is full of snow.
It snowed all night, and the snow on the road was already thick, and it was soft and soft. The sanitation workers on the street have already begun to sweep the snow, and Ah Heng is a little disappointed.
"Don't worry, I'll keep playing, I won't stop so soon." Si Wan knew A Heng's thoughts.
A Heng squinted, looking at the sky, a piece of snowflakes just floated into her eyes, and her eyes suddenly became cold.
"Si Wan!" Loudly shouted far away.
Si Wan looked back and smiled. Oh, this combination is rare, the aunt and Axi got together.
The three of them, together with Lu Liu who studied in Vienna, grew up with four of them, but only these two can never be touched together. Two people are together, and there is no day without fighting. When I was annoyed by the fight, Siwan tried to persuade him to fight, and both of them were good. They shook his shoulders and kicked him with their white teeth. They laughed slyly, "My dear Siwan, you don’t know whether beating is cursing or love, not enough love. Kick with your feet?"
He wiped his tears and called for help to Lu Liu. The man didn't even look at him, and said softly, "Who let you take care of it? It's good to be killed, the world is quiet."
"Dayi, Axi." Si Wan waved vigorously.
A Heng watched the two people in the distance gradually approached.
The two of them had a white coat and a blue jacket. It's just that Sindayi is much stronger than Yanxi. In front of Sindayi, Yanxiyi looks cold and cold.
"I just told Yanxi that the person who looked at the silly hat in front of him must be Wen Siwan, so he tried to shout, and it turned out to be you!" Sindayi laughed, making a mess of hair. .
"Get out!" Si smiled and cursed, but he put on the boy's shoulders intimately and smiled at Yanxi, "Axi, how did you go to school with Dayi today? Didn't you never go out before 7:50?"
Yan Xi glanced at Si Wan indifferently, and did not speak.
He was wearing a white duck down jacket standing in the snow, the snow reflected the human face, the young man had black hair and red lips, and his skin was white as jade. He looked pretty, but his expression was cold.
Aheng looked at him, feeling a little strange.
Yanxi seems to have two appearances. At his house that day, she looked like domineering, naughty and lawless; today, she looked like she was in love with him when she didn’t know him. She was cold and lazy, she couldn’t see anything. Go inside.
"You have a cold and are in a bad mood, don't talk to him." Sindayi looked at Yanxi and whispered.
"Oh." Si Wan nodded, and stopped talking to Yanxi.
When Yanxi is in a bad mood, absolutely, absolutely, never talk to him, let alone provoke him, otherwise he will die miserably.
This is Wen Siwan's seventeen years of experience as a student.
It's a pity that Sindayi is a typical person who comes crazy, and he sighs when there are too many people.
"Yanxi, it's not that Lao Tzu said you, the elders are not good at learning, but the young girl is in the menstrual period. I have to be awkward for a few days a month, stinky!" Sindayi saw that Yanxi had been silent and harmless. Started to push the nose on the face.
Si Wan's face turned black, and he pulled A Heng to hide.
When I said it was too late, I saw a young and innocent blue-jacketed boy in white fluttering close to the innocent and contented smile. His slender legs instantly kicked out, taking into account the three key points of fast, ruthless and accurate. White sneakers are in a certain A clear 41-size shoe print was printed on the human hip.
Someone staggered, fell a dog and chewed on the snow.
Everyone applauded, good, good, very good!
This posture, this angle, cannot be kicked out by ordinary people.
"Yanxi, Wushu?" Aheng asked Si Wan in a low voice.
"Axi doesn't know martial arts, so he only practices human sandbags." Si Wan looked sympathetically at Sindayi, who was pouting his to the sky, meaning something.
Sindayi burst into tears: "Yanxi, I don't share the same spirit with you! You'll be attacked by the fuck!"
Yanxi sneered: "I seem to have told you that you are not allowed to mess with me today! Master, I am in a bad mood, and I can't control what I do. Don't tell me that you forgot, you just drank tofu brain I repeated it three times when it was time!"
Sindayi held back for a long time, then squeezed out a word, gritted his teeth: "Yanxi, don't you think you can kick Laozi if you are three-pointed!"
Thinking Wan absolutely fell.
Yanxi smiled, very helpless: "My parents were born, I don't want to be so cute, Master."
Si Wan got up and continued to fall.
A Heng laughed.
A Heng knew very little about her grandma, and Si Wan could only say a few words, but she could feel his nostalgia for her grandma.
Grandma died the year before A Heng returned to Wen's house. Although grandpa was an atheist Communist Party member, grandma was a very pious Catholic. She often teaches Siwan to be kind and to be kind to people and things, because all things are equal, you can't lie, you should be honest, and you must be sincere and polite when you treat others.
Si Wan is also a faithful believer under the influence of grandma.
When Ah Heng found out, he was not surprised. Because Si Wan is such a person, always gentle, polite, and generous. In his eyes, there is no distinction between beauty and ugliness, only good and evil, and he can treat everyone calmly and generously.
However, it was such a young man who had never been impulsive, but disappeared three days before Christmas.
To be precise, Aheng hadn't seen Si Wan since the early morning of that day. At first, the Wen family only went to school when he was in trouble.
As a result, the boy had not returned home until the next day, so he called Yanxi and Sindayi, saying that he had never seen him. And news came from where Sier lived, saying that she hadn't gone back for two days. The family panicked and reported to the police, asking the neighbors in the yard to look for it.
Aheng was left at home to look after the house. She thought, feeling that this fact had no warning. The day before Si Wan disappeared, she was still talking and laughing. There was nothing unusual. How could she disappear if she disappeared?
A Heng entered Si Wan's room, and the always clean room was messy. Just now, the family had turned over the corners of his room, but they did not find the slightest clue. Si Wan is always clean. He will be unhappy when he comes back to see the room like this.
Aheng thought that Si Wan frowned as he saw the mess in the room, shook his head and smiled. She began to help the teenager tidy up the room.
Open the curtains, the window is still snowy, but it is night.
Tonight is Christmas Eve, and Ah Heng has no idea about the foreign festival, but he remembers it after thinking about it a lot.
Eat apples on Christmas Eve and be safe.
Si Wan is outside, blowing a cold wind, are there any apples to eat? What should I do if I don’t go home in such a cold day? How silly, there is something I can't discuss. If you can't tell her, there are always mothers and grandpas.
Thinking that Si Wan might be back soon, A Heng cleaned the room and went to peel the apples.
But after cutting one, thinking that my grandpa and mother would come back together, I cut two more.
When he arrived in Si Wan's room, Aheng's gaze swept to the wall calendar inadvertently. In December, I drew one after another with black pen, and finally stopped on the 22nd.
December 22 is the day when grandma was buried.
Si Wan once told her that grandma was buried by grandpa in the largest church in City B. However, grandma didn't like that church. Her favorite prayer was a small church. He said that grandma's soul would be there.
Su... Sudong Church!
A Heng's eyes lit up, put on his jacket, and ran out.
I got out of the yard and hired a taxi. When the driver heard that he went to Sudong Church, he waved his hand and was embarrassed: "Little girl, Sudong's side is frozen and the road is slippery. It is very difficult to walk."
"Uncle, money, I have it!" Aheng took out all his pocket money from his pocket.
"Hey, I said little girl, am I still greedy for a bit of money from you at my age?" The driver was a straightforward imperial person, a little annoyed.
"Uncle, don't be angry." A Heng was anxious, "My brother, in Sudong, two days, did not go home!"
"Oh. Little girl, let's do that. I will send you to Village G, which is about two miles away from Sudong. The road is slippery and the car can't pass, but you can still pass by walking. Do you think it? "The driver is also a kind person, frowning and suggesting to Ah Heng.
A Heng was very grateful, nodded sharply, and got into the car.
Unfortunately, on Christmas Eve, there are too many people in the city and the cars are not moving fast.
"Uncle, hurry, hurry!" A Heng was anxious.
"Quickly, I'll drive on someone!" The driver was amused, thinking that the little girl was interesting.
"My brother, it's cold in Sudong!" The more anxious A Heng is, the more stupid his mouth is.
The driver was a little moved. He glanced at Ah Heng and said gently: "Sure, let's hurry up and don't let your brother freeze!"
By the time it was half an hour before G Village, Aheng paid the money and hurried forward.
The driver poked his head out of the car window and said loudly to A Heng: "Little girl, go straight ahead and see the sign of Bai Zipo. Go 300 meters to the right and you will be there!"
Aheng waved and nodded with a smile.
"Girl, be slow on the road." The driver waved away enthusiastically.
She had walked far away and did not hear, but she was smiling while looking at the strange kind-hearted person in the snow.
Ah Heng was mentally prepared for what the driver said about slippery roads, but after a few somersaults, he was still a little overwhelmed, but he kept thinking about it, so he didn't care about the pain.
What if Si Wan is not in Sudong Church?
What if Si Wan doesn't go back with her?
What if Si Wan and Er Er are together and see her embarrassed?
A Heng supported the tree all the way and finally found the signpost of Bai Zipo. When she touched Su Dong in the night road, her whole body was soaked in sweat and snow, and she was stuck on her body, making her uncomfortable.
The Sudong Church has a unique design, clean and warm, just like the grandma Aheng saw in the photo. However, this church is almost abandoned. After all, it is far from the city and not as large as other churches.
The church lights are on, oh, it's not a light, it flickers, it should be candlelight.
Aheng wanted to push the door and walk in, but heard a familiar voice, Si Wan.
She smiled and relaxed.
"Er, do you say grandma can hear us?"
In the gentle and refreshing tone of the past, there is trust in each other.
"Yes, grandma's soul is here, she has been watching us."
It sounds warm and comfortable.
Are you...?
A Heng's hand that wanted to push the door retracted again. Go in now, too presumptuous, let them talk more.
"Well, grandma liked this place the most during her lifetime, and she would bring us here every Christmas Eve."
The boy smiled.
A Heng feels a little regretful, she also wants to see her grandma. In Wushui, all the children called grandma "grandma". I wonder if grandma heard her calling her "grandma", would she be happy?
Grandpa told her that grandma's ancestral home is Wushui.
A Heng laughed silently, and his eyes became softer. If she also has grandma in pain, she will be a very filial granddaughter, she will beat her back, wash her feet, and make good food.
Ah, yes, just make Wushui dishes, grandma must be very happy. Grandma might give her a good-looking sachet; she would smile very kindly to her; she would use a broom to beat bad guys away when others bullied her; she would tell her a fairy tale from a long time ago... hehe.
"Brother, if grandma were alive, would she not want me?" The gentle female voice in the church was a little sad.
So, if grandma were alive, would she like her coming?
The teenager's voice trembled a little, and he said softly: "No, no one does not want you! Grandma loves you the most, have you forgotten? I used to quarrel with you. Grandma always coaxed you first, right?"
"But, Grandpa also loved me very much before, and he still doesn't want me now."
Si Wan's voice was a little excited: "Er, grandma told me before her death that she, like grandpa, knows the truth. She knows you are not her granddaughter. She secretly investigated when we were very young. Heng's whereabouts, but she didn't take her back. She didn't even go to see her until she died, didn't she?"
"Pop", she heard a crack in her chest, such a cold night, such a hot wound...
She quietly slid down from the corner of the wall to the cold snow, completely cold all over.
A Heng, A Heng, she said her name, her eyes were wet.
So uncomfortable, so uncomfortable in my heart.
Why, why doesn't everyone want her?
why……
She was seriously in front of Yun Heng and was scolded by others behind her back, but there was no way to refute it, because they were not wrong, they were telling the truth.
She was seriously in front of Wen Heng, forgotten and hated by all those who loved Winsor, but there was no way to make a noise, because they were not wrong, Wen Heng robbed Winsor of all.
In this world, after all, there is Winsell first, then Wen Heng.
She had never hated herself like she did today.
Why does it exist? ...
Why should it exist blatantly? !
She has a life and someone to support, but...no one wants it.
They can like her and treat her well, but apart from her, they will always have someone who likes and wants to treat her more favorably.
For those people, it was logical to throw her into the corner.
It’s so embarrassing, like garbage, don’t you think of it if you throw it away...
"Wen Heng?" A pair of cold hands were placed on her head, and her voice was nasal.
Aheng raised his head and saw Yanxi.
Teenagers wear bulging hats, scarves, gloves, and masks.
A Heng looked a little embarrassed when he saw him, his eyebrows lowered, his expression calmed down.
"Siwan they are inside?" The boy pointed to the church.
Aheng nodded.
"Oh." The young man nodded his head with or without, the fleece on the hat flickered, reflecting his eyes, and he was very cute in the snow.
"Then let's go." Yanxi's voice came out through the mask, somewhat vague.
"Where to go?" A Heng was stunned.
"Go home." The young man replied succinctly, stretched out his hand, and gently pulled Aheng from the ground.
"Where is Si Wan, and Er?" Aheng Nuonuo said.
"I'll call Grandpa Wen and send a driver to pick them up in a moment. You follow me first." Yanxi stretched her waist, lazily folded her hands behind her head.
A Heng nodded, turned to look at the church, and said softly, "Grandma, goodbye."
Yan Xi said lightly: "She can't hear it."
"Why?" A Heng's voice was dry and his whole body collapsed.
This farewell took all her efforts.
"She is no longer in this world."
"She's here, by God's side?" A Heng raised his head lightly, his eyes wide.
The boy laughed and breathed a little: "If God exists, then she must be by your side."
A Heng stared at him blankly.
The young man stopped speaking, walking in the snow, his posture indifferent.
Aheng looked at his back and felt that at this moment, this young man was lonelier than her.
Yanxi suddenly stopped. He dressed very thickly. He took off his cotton gloves and handed them to Ah Heng with some effort. He smiled slightly and said, "God never saves people, but people will save them. It's like a man in this situation. , To maintain his demeanor."