Chapter 58: Tear off time day by day

During the Spring Festival of 2001, Wen's father's army was busy with business and did not go home for the New Year. He only asked someone to bring birthday gifts to his two daughters.
What Sier received was a sheet of music containing many precious piano pieces and a string of dazzling pearl necklaces; A Heng's was a Huzhou purple pen and Fang Duan inkstone.
The Zihao in the Zihao pen is made of the soft, thin and firm hare's nape, and the barrel is made of bamboo soaking medicine to remove the roughness and dry it. Hold it in the hand, it is radiant and warm; and this square inkstone is natural Formed, there are many water patterns and azure, and the faintly small bridge and flowing water posture, but with a stiff air, it is very elegant and cold.
A Heng couldn't put it down, but Mother Wen was a little strange and smiled: "This doesn't look like your dad's style."
After a few days, Father Wen called and found out that he had asked someone to find these two things, and they were said to be the beloved things of the previous master.
A Heng was a little nervous, it was good to take people, right?
Father Wen laughed, and didn't say anything else, but the tone was a little mysterious and a little proud, letting her cherish and use it as a way to live up to the old master.
A Heng agreed, Si Er caught a glimpse of A Heng's gift, and his stinking face eased a bit.
The pen and ink square inkstone is not a valuable thing.
But Ah Heng liked these two birthday gifts to the heart, holding a smirk all day long, seldom paying attention to others, such as someone who stepped on thunder at a birthday party.
Yanxi was in tears, my daughter, look here, look here, I am here, standing lonely behind Aheng, put a little flying tiger, twisted, to attract the girl's attention.
Whoosh, pop.
A Heng smiled slightly, and walked calmly without seeing it.
Sindayi, who was digging holes and burying torpedoes to scare passersby, was taken aback. He probed his black and gray head and despised it: "Yanxi, can you not be so naive?"
"I'm happy, you bite me." Yan Xi rolled up her sleeves, tapped a torpedo, and threw it directly into the pit, continuing to chase Aheng tearfully.
Bang, boom.
Xin Clan Dayi buried this pit for a long time, and he was not successful, and the hero's tears were filled with tears.
As a result, this person is dead and there is something to burn paper.
The third year. Aheng counts the days and tears up the calendar.
The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer. It seems like a hurdle. Although you have passed it, there is nothing, but you always feel that you are a little bit less than others.
Yanxi read physics books and chemistry books several times every day and wanted to jump off the second floor of his home, and died forever.
A Heng squinted, leaning out the window, visually measuring the distance, speed, and wind direction resistance, and smiled and said to Yanxi: "Let's jump, let's jump, it's okay, you can't die, even the disabled are hanging."
Yanxi made a fist and made a firm gesture: "Chairman Mao said that although people will die, we cannot be discarded by KFC and American imperialism like a chicken feather. We must overwhelm the three reactionary mountains of physics, chemistry, and college entrance examination like Mount Tai. Chairman Mao also said, Yanxi, since you were born so glorious, you must die great! Therefore, Aheng, rest assured, I will not seek death!"
Sindayi:...
Mary:...
Aheng:...
In the front of the classroom, a countdown sign hung on the blackboard, which was × days before the college entrance examination. Every day when you come to school, when you occasionally forget that the days are blank in your mind, and inadvertently see the countdown card for another day missing on the blackboard, the feeling of being wasted by a cold sweat is indescribable.
Everyone is in a hurry, but Ah Heng is very calm. Her life has always been in order, and the rhythm has not changed since the first year of high school. So when everyone works harder, she still looks like usual.
But Mother Wen felt that Aheng and Yanxi were about to take the college entrance examination. Time was tight, and she was distressed that the child used his brain to make soup every day. What chicken soup, duck soup, bone soup, pigeon soup, pig brain soup... just It's not over again.
Sil was a year later than the two and entered the second year of high school. Si Wan was a year earlier than the two. It was just a freshman year. They were all put on hold by the Wen family for the time being. Everything followed Aheng and Yanxi's wishes.
Therefore, the Wen family girl and the Yan family master are in a good mood, and they are all fatter.
Xiao Xia got his wish and was admitted to Xilin. The young boy in the first year of high school still had some sensible appearance. He did not pester his brother and sister all day long to act like a baby. However, when eating lunch, he must go to Aheng and his classroom to eat together.
The young boy is very stubborn and confident: "Sister Aheng and Brother Yanxi are my family, and the family wants to eat rice together."
Yanxi squinted: "Then eat your rice, and all the Bikha Lazi will flow on my ribs."
Xiao Xia tears: "Brother, do you not love me anymore, do you not love me? No! You don't love me or you don't love me, I will die of heartache."
A Heng's mouth twitched: "Shrimp, your class will play Shakespeare at the Cultural Festival?"
The young boy was complacent: "It's not Ang! Our original drama! I played the leading actor who was abandoned by Ban Hua and re-energized and then abandoned by the school flower."
...
Child, you are not called a leading actor, at least passerby, at most cannon fodder...
A Heng tears the calendar and counts it as three years; tears off a day in the class and counts it as a certain day in July. There was nothing in common between the two, but Sin Dayi suspected that she had pre-test anxiety.
Muttering with Rousi, Rousi just rolled her eyes: "You think you have prenatal anxiety, see who this person is, can you get pre-exam anxiety? Sindayi, you're going to get rid of Laozi!"
Stupid, don't guess the reason.
Half a month before the college entrance examination, the school made a voluntary questionnaire. Most of the new candidates basically choose cities B and S, a capital, a richest man, and the teachers and principals are very satisfied.
Yanxi is very entangled, is it B city or S city? For B, I have spent my entire life hanging around at home, which is very shameless; for S, the living habits are so different that I might not be used to eating. Finally, I drew B casually.
Looking at A Heng, it was a blank roll and handed it over. He knew that she was not accustomed to manipulating fate, and following the water and things downstream was the attitude that Aheng used to be. So smiled, and it was her.
He doesn't know what kind of attitude it should be to pet someone. While pampering A Heng, he always envied A Heng's attitude towards him, not tepid, not greasy, not too weak, like her pork ribs, addictive, can not stop.
He has never been able to do it. Often, people who are near are worried, but people who are far away are afraid.
Then, the countdown papers in the classroom were torn to pieces and finally reached the end. The principal was in the auditorium, mobilizing before the exam, his expression was agitated, his clothes wet with sweat.
Living beings are either confused or agree, or make up their senses or do questions, or wander away from the sky or pick their noses, and there are various life states.
In the end, the gentleman, with dry mouth and trembling, said: "You guys, leave school, get ready."
The various forms of life immediately cheered unanimously.
They exchanged each other's examination rooms, and Aheng and Sindayi were separated into a school, and Yanxi and Chen Juan were in different schools.
Fortunately, not far from home.
On the 7th, 8th, and 9th, old Wen got in the car, and Mother Wen followed and sent the two children to take the exam.
Mother Wen was instigated all the way in the car, very nervous: "Have you brought the admission ticket and ID card? Did you bring the 2B pencil? And the eraser, did you two bring them together?"
Yanxi acted like a baby: "Auntie, I brought it, and Aheng and I have brought everything, so don't worry."
Mother Wen continued to worry about her unreasonably: "Are you two thirsty or hot? It's the same day, how come it is so hot in July!"
In other words, July is not hot, when is it hot...
The juvenile’s examination room is close, get out of the car first.
Yanxi was not nervous at first, but after being talked about by Wen's mother, she shook a little when she got out of the car.
Turn back, wave, smile, say goodbye.
A Heng opened the car window, holding a bottle in his hand, opened it, and said, "Yanxi, open your mouth."
Yanxi opened her mouth: "Huh?"
A Heng quickly stuffed a green transparent thing in his hand into his mouth.
Yanxi was taken aback and shut her mouth, but her mouth was constantly secreting body fluid, with a cool and spicy peppermint fragrance, and her mind was instantly sober.
It's mints.
"Take it well." She smiled slightly, her brows and eyes very gentle and quiet. Then, pressing the button, the glass window slowly closed.
"Yanxi, if you can, I think, go to the same university as you." The voice was very small, like babbling, but it was clearly in his ears.
Yanxi, if you can.
On the 9th, the day after the exam was over, everyone was crazy. The whole group was gnawing hard, the whole group cried, and the words turned upside down, just those few sentences.
"It's not easy for Lao Tzu, oh oh oh, when we go to college, we must have a girlfriend one day and no one dares to say that you fall in love!"
"It's not easy for my old lady, oh oh oh, yes, the third question in mathematics, is it C?"
Even the masters like Sindayi and Mary, who have never given each other a good face, hugged them in circles.
Yanxi said: "Aheng Aheng, shall we hold it a few times?"
Aheng said: "Speak clearly first, do you hold me and turn, or shall I hold you and turn?"
Let you hug me, your small body, is it possible? Let me hug you, it's even more impossible.
As a result, the two ran to Lu's noodle shop on a hot day, eating two bowls of beef noodles with sweat and sweat, even as a celebration.
Then, the two of them shrank together in the air-conditioned room and waited for their results, and then started living a decadent life again.
Yanxi sighed: "So boring, so boring."
Aheng mopped the floor, and the mop poked someone who was lying on the floor with a corpse: "Lie down."
Yanxi "Oh", turned over and continued to sigh.
Ah Heng glanced at the wall calendar: "Doesn't the results mean that the sky will come out?"
Yanxi nodded and yawned: "To be precise, it is twelve o'clock this evening."
A Heng frowned: "But, grandpa should call the college entrance examination office in advance to ask about the results, right?"
As soon as the voice fell, the phone rang.
Yanxi and Aheng face each other.
"Ah, you go."
"You go."
"Aheng, you look good."
"You are still handsome."
"You are beautiful in the world."
"You are the most handsome in the universe."
"You go."
"You go."
"..."
"..."
"...Aheng, I'm afraid."
"me too."
"Then don't pick it up."
"Ok."
The bell rang for a long time and finally stopped.
A Heng was silent for a long time and asked him, "What are you afraid of?"
Yan hoped the ceiling, and said, "I’m afraid of a lot of things. I’m afraid of misreading the questions and applying the wrong cards. I’m afraid that the writing is too beautiful. The examiner can’t appreciate it. I’m afraid that I’ll get nothing for a long time. I’m afraid of everything. The people at's are gone and I still stay where I am..."
A Heng looked at him and lowered his head slightly: "You know, for this exam, I will not deliberately write wrong or take fewer exams for anyone."
"It's so cruel." Yanxi buried her head in the pillow and laughed in a low voice, "If this is the case, then what are you afraid of?"
A Heng chuckles: "I don't know either."
Afraid that when I did well in the exam, you did not do well; I was afraid that when I did well in the exam, you were only generally good; I was afraid that when I deliberately did not do well, you unexpectedly performed well; I was afraid of me When you really don’t do well in the exam, you really do well.
With so many permutations and combinations, which one do you want to listen to?
Which one allows us to find another opportunity for life more quickly, and each other has become the chess pieces of life, and even the so-called family relationship has faded.
When you like someone, every time you hear the other person just asking questions randomly, but in your heart, it seems that there is an ambiguous time. If you answer, you can pick up your mind, you can ask him if he is good or bad, and you can put all the burden on him as revenge for your secret crush.
If she didn't say, I don't know; if she said, I am afraid that I will not be able to be with you in the future.
in case……
If she doesn't like him very much, she must be able to say it.