Chapter 207:

Mu Yunge's mouth raised a bitter smile: "But since the day I liked you. Every promise I told you did not lie to you. I am also working together for our future. Even now, I Still wishing that we could return to the way we were before."
"You really didn't lie to me, you said so sincerely, how could you lie to me? It's just that you can't do it. It doesn't make sense, does it? Now that we can break up peacefully. There is no need to say anything, right? I still remember you said that you left me the other day. We don't have to meet again in the future, but now your attitude really makes me feel chill. You are not specific to everything, including me." Lin Buhui said.
"Why are you so sure that I treat you inattentively. I have always maintained a heart that likes you since I was a child, and it has never changed. I like you, not even three minutes of heat, I want to have a good time with you In the future, I want to be with you forever, these words are not lie to you. How could I lie to you, I will not lie to you at all." Mu Yunge does not want to admit his selfishness, in his eyes he will be this woman After giving so much, this woman didn't like him in the end. On the contrary, he said he was too selfish. How could he admit such a thought?
He has been a kind of bystander since he was a child. He likes the girl in front of him, but what she likes is so lacking. When he was finally with him, he just had a little accident, and this woman didn’t want to wait for him. Up. Why treat yourself so cruelly? No matter what happened to me, my first reaction was to continue to be with the woman I liked. Speaking of selfishness. The woman in front of me is the most selfish one. He has done so much that he can't touch this woman. Is this woman's heart beaten with iron? It looks weak and watery, but he can't stand the slightest betrayal. This is not a betrayal, although he and other women almost succeeded at the engagement party, but. He was not thinking about separating from the woman and returning to him all the time, but the woman was thinking about how the two of them would break up
Why is the relationship between them so fragile? Obviously they have even experienced life and death. This feeling is really puzzling. There is a sense of inexplicability and incomprehension. It is obvious that the two people's hearts are concerned about each other. But they are not at all. Feeling together now.
"I think you are always running away. You always think how good you used to be, but now, now you touch your conscience and say, do you really still love me? But it's just a kind of obsession from your childhood That’s it, you never got me, so you try to think that your heart really loves me. But what you don’t know, your heart has never loved anyone, and you don’t know how to love one. People. This is the fact. But when you don’t know who you love, you naturally point your finger at me. I, you think you love me, but the fact is not like this. So I don’t want to tell you anything. Now you still stay with the me who will be studying later."
Lin Buhui smiled, this man is really funny. Is it possible that he still expects, will they really have any future? He is so excessive, even though he has abandoned himself so much, is it possible that he still has expectations? If you really look forward to it. Isn't it ridiculous?
"I did not escape. You can say that I am avoiding elsewhere, but I like you. I have never escaped, and I will not choose to escape. I don't think it makes any sense, so I don't want to escape. , And will not escape. I really don’t think you have the right to say this to me. You ignore my contribution to you. In the end, you blame me for everything. I just want us to be together in the future. What’s wrong with me? I don’t even want my parents, what’s wrong with me? Yes, I did abandon you at first, but I ran for my parents, but everyone makes mistakes. You can’t forgive me for the rest of your life after making this mistake. It’s like this. If so, it makes me feel that you are not enough to love. Love is a matter for two people. If I give blindly, I will definitely not get anything. , It returns and you only think it deserves it. So is that what you think now? No matter how I pay? It's just a joke in your eyes. It doesn't matter, I have seen it through."
Mu Yunge was talking about that kind of despair, he had never before. Such despair, once she was so panic about the future of two people. Planning their future, it plans them to go to a small island where no one is disturbed, but there is everything there can be a normal life, this is his wish. But this wish seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her. Until the wedding was cancelled, he was thinking that he could finally be with his beloved woman, but now he is still returning to the island where no one is disturbed. . The other half you like has changed. The other half you like thinks that you are too selfish, so you have to leave yourself and think you are too selfish, so you have to deny yourself.
In exchange for such an ending, no one is willing to agree to it, including him. He paid so much and didn't get any sincerity in the end. This feeling is worse than death. She didn't know what she was still obsessed with, maybe it was a kind of obsession since childhood. This kind of obsession has been deeply rooted since childhood, firmly stuck in my heart, and has not changed over the years. Perhaps because of this, she has always liked the little girl that year until now, but he didn't know that the little girl had changed, and now he has become inaccessible to others and everyone is scared. He started to have a scheming and a hernia, he began to not listen to other people's rumors so much, and began to be vigilant for himself.
Start to protect yourself, and start not to let others hurt yourself. This is a mature woman. Not so naive, not so naive, not seeing everything in the world so beautifully, now he has become that way, and only in this way can it live better and better without being protected . After 1.1 o'clock, their eyes looked at each other. Maybe in their hearts. The person on the other side used to be the one who wanted to live his entire life, but he couldn't see through his eyes, the love from the beginning. I don't know who changed first, in short, the eyes of the two of them became so strange. The emotions in the eyes are pretending, and the new aerodynamics are pretending, so why are you so persistent?
That sentence is right. If you act for a long time, then you will never get back to your real life. Therefore, who started the scene in the past, they have nothing to explore.
All they want is to end this relationship as soon as possible, without dealing with the aftertaste. There is no need to continue such feelings, there is no need at all.
After facing each other for a while, Lin Buhui took his gaze back first. It's that kind of self-confidence, that kind of unattainable.
The conversation between the two people has fallen into freezing point again at this moment. Lin Buhui smiled: "We two have experienced a lot during this time. I have been alone for so long, and I have figured out a lot of things. I am no longer the me who used to be. I now have my world. . I don’t want to give other men to drag me out of that abyss. I can crawl out of that abyss by myself. I don’t need to rely on anyone. Because only in this way, even if everyone leaves me, I can live by myself. You. There is no need to sigh for my view of the world, because if you stand from my perspective, you will find that only in this way can I save myself."
"Since you keep saying, let me stand from your point of view. Have you considered for me? Choose between my parents and you. There is no choice at all. One thing, I will definitely Choose my parents. If you have parents, you will understand me for doing this." Mu Yunge said.
Lin Buhui sighed deeply, he had never thought of the man he liked over and over again. It's all like this, it's useless. They don't know anything except to shirk their own responsibilities and lie to themselves with blunt words. In the end, I wanted to restore this relationship, but this logic was used.
Everyone thinks differently, because the two of them love each other. Will slowly merge in the soul. If everyone has their own logic, two people will never go together because they are unwilling to accommodate.
"It seems useless to say this now? Since the two of us don't consider each other, there is no need for us to continue this relationship." Lin Buhui said.
Lin Buhui finished speaking and left, her back was like that, and she resolutely never thought of turning around. Maybe he had planned to leave, or she hadn't planned to return to this man.
Only the man remained, staying in place.
He didn't catch up, because he knew he had lost it completely without regret.
Lin Buhui was an orphan since he was a child, so he spends most of his time alone. He doesn't have much social circle, so when he likes Xia Yusheng. He has portrayed a man in his life. So when that man leaves, he feels like he has no life.
So this time, he won't let himself be wronged any more. He just wants to be himself once, but it's not really difficult? As long as you want to do, there is nothing you can't do.