Chapter 164: Joy and pain

Her breathing gradually rushed, her hands climbing on his shoulders, a strong touch, like climbing a mountain in the wilderness.
He was encouraged, turned over and pushed her down, one hand to solve her pajamas button, the warm and dry palms ran down her scattered clothes, and walked a little. Wherever he went, it seemed to ignite a warm fire.
Her body trembled, her brain was fascinated, greeted him, but there were some unbearable fragments flashing over it, overlapping with the scenes in front of him. The huge villa in the memory, the hands that are slammed on the bed, the demonic man...
The heart trembled into a ball, Xia Wei recovered a hint of clearness from the sinking, faintly struggled a few times, trying to avoid his increasingly rude movements, but only in exchange for his more overbearing suppression.
"Li Lei," she was unstable and intermittent. "Don't, don't do this..."
At this time, Li Lei has been unable to listen to anything, and the action has gradually increased, and she must fully occupy her. The feeling of panic and uneasiness is infinitely breeding in the heart of Xia, the fragments in the memory are getting clearer and clearer, and the demonic person is also suppressing her like this, regardless of her resistance, night and night cracks...
"No!" She paled and screamed, desperately reaching out and pushing the thunder.
I don't know how much strength I used. When she reacted, she had already earned him. She was shocked, and her hands and feet were backed up with the ground, knowing that the thin back was against the cold bed.
"Small cockroach..."
"Don't come over!" She looked at him with fear, and her voice changed.
Li Lei’s eyes flashed a trace of injury, however, the attempt to approach her stopped. His clothes were scattered, revealing a well-balanced muscle, and the confusion in his eyes had not faded, but he restrained himself with strong self-control and did nothing to hurt her. "Why?" he asked hoarsely.
Why did they just get better, and suddenly she pushed him away in horror?
Xia Wei didn't know how to answer, and he didn't dare to look at him. She knows that he is not malicious, just likes her too much, so she can't help herself. They are already lovers, and what happens is taken for granted, but... there is something wrong, the one who is wrong is not him, but her. She can't control her body, can't overcome the moment of rejection and fear from the heart. The feeling is that the once demonic man turned the ultimate joy into the ultimate pain, branded deep into her soul. Can not be erased, unforgettable.
This made her deeply fearful.
"Small cockroach..." There was concern in his tone.
"I'm fine, let me stay for a while." She whispered, holding her body.
"If you don't want to, I won't force you." His voice came, very low and slow. "We are going to live together for a lifetime. I will wait until the day you are willing."
When he finished, he stood up and walked out of the bedroom.
It was quiet all around, a dark cloud covering the morning sun, and the light in the room was dark. Xia Wei did not move, the heat of the body became a little cold in the air, she remembered the words that Zizi Heng said at that time -
"Small, you want to escape? Impossible, your body will always remember me, always only recognize me."
Is this the Stockholm syndrome? After experiencing the distorted whipping, confinement and love, after she cares, does she really only recognize the scorpion and balance one person, and any other man who touches her, she will reject the resistance?
Even if the world is alive, the body has changed, and the soul is still deeply imprinted?
She didn't dare to think about it anymore.
She shrank into a small group in the bedroom, shivering, and sat quietly for a whole day. It was dark, and she became afraid of her fingers. She dragged her long-legged legs to turn on the lights. Only then did she discover that Li Lei had left.
In the living room, the window was half open and the breeze came in.
But it does not blow away the residual smell of smoke.
She has never seen him smoke, but now, a crystal plate on the coffee table is full of cigarette butts.
A small note was pressed under the plate.
- I am gone, I may not be able to return to the country during this time. Take care of yourself and call if you miss me.
On the note, there is a rich, slightly bitter smell of smoke that is thicker than in the air, as if it is a faint sorrow.
This incident made Xia Xi’s mood very low. She was listless in the next few rounds of sea elections. Ms. Mina couldn’t stand it anymore, and talked to her: "Xiao Xiao, what happened to you recently, the state is so bad? The first few games are not your turn to the stage, the next one should be you, if you still State, how do you compare with other singers?"
"I will adjust." Xia Yan said.
Ms. Mina frowned and asked: "What happened? I have been working very well recently. Are you quarreling with BOSS?"
The kind of intimate thing is that there is no way to say anything in any way. Xia Wei shook his head: "He is very good." She avoided Ms. Mina and forced herself to concentrate on her work.
Ms. Mina has nothing to do, seeing her efforts like this, and not much to blame.
For a few nights, Xia Wei had nightmares. When he closed his eyes, he remembered the fears, shame and pain that he had experienced in the dark confinement room. He often woke up at midnight and squinted his eyes to dawn.
She squats at a speed visible to the naked eye.
"How the skin has been so dry recently, the makeup is not good." The last scene of the Xingyun Song Club's sea selection process finally arrived. In the dressing room, the makeup artist replied while helping Xia Yan to make up the makeup. Remind you, pay attention to sleep, pay attention to hydration, now it is good, can only be a plain natural makeup, or thicker, the lens is close to the powder, you think about how much price."
Xia Wei didn't have the strength to fight with him. Moreover, he said that he was reasonable and listened to him silently.
Ms. Mina and Bai Murong saw a sigh in the side. They counted thousands of things and calculated everything. They created the perfect external conditions and opportunities for her. The only thing that was not counted was that Xiao Xiao recently I don't know what happened, the state is very bad.

Physiological period?
Bai Murong pulled Lamaina’s sister and whispered,
It’s too long.

Ms. Mina glanced at him: "Your family has a physiological period."
Bai Murong also felt that he was not reliable, and he touched his nose and did not speak. According to this situation, I can only listen to my life now. I hope that Xia Wei can play better. Don't make too much scorpion.
However, the stage of the sea election is just such a good sort, it should be no problem...
Xia Wei did not know their worries. After finishing the makeup, she got up and went to the bathroom.
The corridor twisted and reciprocated and long, staggered like a labyrinth. She walked away and suddenly heard a man talking at the corner of the front: "Come on Lolo, don't be shy, touch me..."