Chapter 1212: I can live without you

Chapter 1212 I Can Live Without You
In fact, Su Xiaoyan's heart was upset when she saw him, no matter how much she experienced, no matter how she concealed it, she still loved him in her heart.
Many times the words he said made her want to nod and stay with him, but she couldn't nod her head when she thought of her child.
Let's go with the flow, Su Xiaoyan sighed in her heart, probably not long enough. She still can't forget these things. What happens in the future depends on fate. It's not that simple for two people to be together. Many, she felt it deeply.
"I don't feel tired. The bars in Chengdu are quite distinctive. Do you want to have fun together? If you are tired, you don't have to go." Bu Lingfeng said to her when he was eating hot pot with her. .
"Go, I'm still idle anyway. I didn't drive, but I didn't feel very tired. It's you. You will leave tomorrow. Can you toss and move?" Su Xiaoyan raised her eyebrows and looked at Bu Ling Feng and asked, thinking But it is so tossing, and I don't know if this man's physical strength is good, after all, he is also an old person, right? Of course, she knew in her heart that she couldn't say anything that questioned her physical strength to a man.
"Of course I have no problem. Let's set off when we are full. In fact, I don't know the bar here very well. Then we will choose which one is pleasing to the eye and enter." Bu Lingfeng smiled freely and easily. Very sexy, Su Xiaoyan couldn't help being a little stunned, but soon she woke up, her male face was a disaster.
After eating, they drove to Jinli. In the evening, the environment was really good. At least she thought so. After finding a family to sit down at random, they ordered a few bottles of beer and sat there and listened. Song.
"The environment here is really good. If there is nothing to do, sitting here would be very relaxing." Bu Lingfeng said with a light smile.
"Yes, it will be very easy indeed. Speaking of which I worked here at the beginning, I never came again for the scumbag before. I still like it here. I can indulge my emotions. You can also see the truest side of many people. The elite white-collar workers who look like dogs during the day turn into beasts in clothes when they arrive here. It's quite interesting, isn't it." Su Xiaoyan said with a chuckle while drinking a sip of beer. , People will always relax uncontrollably, and even become a little presumptuous.
"You have indeed changed a lot for him. When I first saw you, I was a little bit and couldn't recognize you." Bu Lingfeng said with emotion.
"Yes, in fact, I think about it now, and I also feel that I was not like mine at that time, and I don’t know how I thought about it. I was delayed so many things for such a man. I was probably dazzled by love, and I have gained a bit of wisdom. I will probably never make such a mistake again in the future.
After speaking, Su Xiaoyan drank the beer in front of him. She probably drank too much. Now she felt like she was so proud and she didn't know what she was thinking. She went straight to grab the microphone of the singer and stood on it.
This used to be an incredibly familiar angle to her, but now it feels a bit strange to stand here. Looking at Bu Lingfeng sitting in the crowd, she smiled at him, "Good evening everyone, I am the first This time I came to Chengdu, and the person I love, I should say, is the person I can’t love. I am 26 years old and have loved two men, one is a scumbag and the other is a scumbag, but I don’t regret it. If it wasn’t for them, there wouldn’t be who I am today. Although I am no longer young, I have the courage to make money and support myself. I can stand here and say to them, although I love you, I am gone. You can live too." Then she reached out and made a despised gesture.
"I used to be a resident singer in a bar. For so many years, for the sake of a man, I gave up my dream and became completely unrecognizable. It may be that I drank too much today, or it may be that the atmosphere in Chengdu is too good. I finally have the courage. Standing here, I want to sing another song, for myself and for you, the travelers I met by coincidence." After she finished speaking, she bowed deeply to the people below, respecting them. , Also to respect her past.
Ignoring the applause from the audience, Su Xiaoyan communicated with the band on her side and stood in front of the stage with her eyes closed. The familiar melody sounded. The embarrassment she thought there would not appear, and it shook gently with the rhythm. Singing the lyrics that I have engraved in my heart, I just feel relaxed from my heart, and all the entanglements that have been entangled seem to be far away from her.
"If life is really impermanent, I would like to face it calmly and not panic, with you by my side, with you to give me strength, holding you, holding you, and I holding you." While singing, her tears Can't help but flow.
Su Xiaoyan didn’t know what Zhang Zhenyue was in when she sang this song. She only felt that she was singing herself, holding herself, giving herself strength, constantly struggling, and experiencing ups and downs, she always believed , I still have hope and a good life.
After singing and walking down, there was a round of applause from the audience, but Su Xiaoyan was hugged by Bu Lingfeng before he could enjoy the feeling, and she did not react when he was stuffed into the car. So what happened.
It wasn't until he got into the hotel room that Su Xiaoyan later realized that she wanted to ask him what he was going to do, but before he could speak, he pressed her lips against the wall and sealed her lips.
Probably because of the effect of alcohol, Su Xiaoyan did not directly refuse, anyway, closed her eyes and indulged in a deep kiss with him.
I don’t know who took the initiative, so they both rolled into the bed without knowing it. When they were frankly facing each other, she couldn’t help but tremble. Only then did she feel a little sober. He didn’t expect him to go in at this moment. go with……
The long-lost joy struck her heart. After sighing, Su Xiaoyan stopped thinking about those things, and simply enjoyed the storm to the fullest...
I don't know how many rounds it took this night before Su Xiaoyan was hugged tightly in her arms by Bu Lingfeng and fell asleep.
When she woke up the next day, Su Xiaoyan was still a little confused. Seeing the man in front of her, she blinked her eyes in disbelief. What is this? What's the mess after drinking? Unexpectedly, she would do such a thing.
"Morning." Bu Lingfeng, who didn't know if he woke up a long time ago or was awakened by her movements, said in a dumb voice after kissing her forehead.