Chapter 1227: The so-called Xintiandi

Chapter 1227 the so-called Xintiandi
Su Xiaoyan smiled bitterly, "I don't think I can give the care he lacks."
"No, there is still me, and Xiao Bai, take it easy, you can't expect him to grow up overnight, right? Naughty is always unavoidable, right."
Han Anran said seriously, suddenly thinking of something, and said to her in a solemn tone, "Is it because of him?"
From the eyes of the other party, Su Xiaoyan knew that she had seen it.
"Although children at this age are naughty, they are also sensitive." Su Xiaoyan didn't want to bring up this topic, but the actual problems made her unable to escape. "Xiaobao is very sensible, but the more he is like this, the more let it go. I think the previous decision was wrong at the beginning."
"What's wrong is not bad, even if you go back to him now, it's not too late, I don't know what you are struggling with." Han Anran began to play with flowers and was a little absent-minded when talking to Su Xiaoyan.
After all, all decisions are made by Su Xiaoyan. She wants to help, but she can't help. "If you love, you must pursue it persistently. If you don't love, don't worry about the past. Your outlook on life is flawed. That's why you are so uncertain."
"Then you mean to let me go back?" Su Xiaoyan was indeed a little confused, eager for someone to guide her.
When Han Anran heard her say this, he couldn't help but become interested. He put down the trimmed yellow rose in his hand, looked at her eyes, and said seriously, "If you don't go back, it's not a word from you, don't you Tell me, you don’t want him at all in your heart, and you don’t want to go back.
Then he paused, turning his gaze to the street outside the glass window, and his tone was long and deep,
Actually, women, what can’t you think of? Besides, as a mother, you are not living alone now. Think about it. If you give up something, you will find a new world."
"Xintiandi?" Su Xiaoyan murmured, turning her head to look at Xiaobao, who was sitting among the bunches of flowers, writing his homework well.
In fact, Su Xiaoyan can be sure that she already knows the so-called Xintiandi.
But, is this really fair to him?
...
"Mom, Little Treasure just behaved, did you finish your homework? Didn't disturb you and godmother's work?"
On the streets in the evening, on the hurried sidewalks, the afterglow of the setting sun sprinkled on that immature face, which looked dazzling.
Su Xiaoyan squeezed her small palm firmly, smiled and clicked on his delicate nose, "Of course, my little treasure is the best behaved, how about going back and making you a big meal right away? ?"
"Oh! Mom is the best mother in the world." Xiaobao cheered and chanted, but those black and bright pure eyes were already staring at the ingredients in her hands.
Su Xiaoyan felt sweet in her heart, let go of his hand, and hugged him up, "Little greedy cat, as long as you like it, mom will give it to you."
"No, it's what Xiaobao likes if my mother likes it." Xiaobao said triumphantly, with a touch of thoughtfulness in his perverse.
But in the next second, in his smiling eyes, a sorrow gradually emerged.
He silently leaned on Su Xiaoyan's shoulder, rubbing her little head against her hair, as if seeking comfort.
"Mom, do you really hate Dad so much?"
The sound that rang in her ears suddenly made Su Xiaoyan's footsteps pause.
Perhaps Su Xiaoyan didn't find the answer to this question herself, so when she answered him, her voice was a little trembling, "No, no, it's just that things are very complicated and it makes it difficult for us to be together."
Su Xiaoyan said, her heart was unavoidably sad, so she cheered up and said to Xiaobao with a smile, "But it's enough for me to have Xiaobao, Xiaobao is a man who can protect her mother."
Facing the sunset, they walked leisurely along the way home. Little Bao was not talking, and leaned directly on her shoulders, tightening her neck tighter.
I don't know how long it has been, Xiao Bao suddenly whispered softly, "Mom, but I really miss him."
Su Xiaoyan's heart was suddenly broken, and all her strength fell apart.
As a mother, she can give him everything, even life.
But what should she say to that man, the ‘him’ that Xiaobao said? !
Holding back the tears and staring at unfamiliar and suspicious eyes, Su Xiaoyan could only hold her son tightly and speed up silently.
Turning around the last street corner, the front is where she used to escape everything in recent years.
But before they hid, the phone rang.
The call was from Bai Sichen, and nothing pleasant happened to it.
"Hey, Xiaoyan, where are you now?"
I put down the little treasure in my arms and after listening to him, I barely restrained my mood at the moment, "I bought some food, and I am going home to cook. What's wrong, call me at this time?"
Bai Sichen seemed to be questioned by her. After hesitating for a while, he said over the phone, "Something has happened. There has just been news from China. Your brother, Su Xiaocheng fainted suddenly. The doctor said it was a serious inheritance. Heart disease, I'm afraid..."
"Inherited heart disease?" Su Xiaoyan's heart was suddenly overwhelmed by complicated emotions, but then a strong doubt arose, "Could it be another means of asking for money? You can tell him unless he is not his parents. Yes, otherwise don’t follow me! Genetic heart disease, why didn’t I know that my family had such a medical history!"
"No, don't get excited. It's really like this. Believe it or not, I've got the exact diagnosis from his doctor."
Seeing that she was a little excited, Bai Sichen quickly explained.
Su Xiaoyan's heart sank and she was inexplicably shocked. It was not because of Su Xiaocheng's illness, but because of Su Xiaocheng's illness, Bai Sichen had been so concerned about everything about her over the years.
"I know, then he, is he okay now?" After calming down, a wave of worries came to my heart again.
There was another silence on the phone, and Bai Sichen seemed to be making a difficult decision, "Why don't you go back and see him because of his illness, after all, he is your only relative now." Don’t leave regrets in your life just because you are stubborn for a while?"
"I want to be alone first." Su Xiaoyan said painlessly, even she was a little admired. Under such circumstances, she could still remain so calm.