Chapter 169: Jane, I love you (1)

In the large single ward, only Su Jianan was left alone.
She bit her finger and sat on the sick chuang, tangled like never before.
Listening to Su Yicheng's meaning, Lu Boyan also cares about her.
In this case, why did he do that before? First, she ignored her love, then unreasonably quarreled, promised to divorce, told her to go right away... It was simply a look that she couldn’t wait for her to go as far as possible.
She once suspected that she had done something wrong, made him unhappy, and let go of his gesture and pride to ask him, but he was very bitter.
Since you don't want to see her again, why bother to come to her?
"Mr. Lu stayed at three o'clock in the morning before your illness. He has been using a towel to give you a cold compress, and then I will give you sweat and water. I was the first time I saw such a considerate man..."
The nurse’s words suddenly came to my mind, and Su Jian’an’s mood was even more chaotic. She buried her head on her knees and held her hands tightly on her head, like an ostrich that ran away from reality.
At this time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and the familiar footsteps were getting closer...
Su Jianan’s body suddenly froze, and she suddenly wanted to maintain this position, never look up, never face the facts.
Lu Boyan did not give her such an opportunity.
Before he went to the sick chuang, he called her: "Jian An."
Perhaps because of the night, his voice was a little hoarse.
Su Jianan remembered that when she woke up in the morning, Lu’s first reaction was to explore the temperature of her forehead.
His warm, dry palm was ironed on her forehead, and she found out that she was especially interested in the feeling of close concern.
That is a feeling that is completely different from the concern of Su Yicheng. Su Yicheng’s concern made her feel warm, and Lu’s concern brought her a subtle sweetness and satisfaction.
When she left home that morning, she thought she could calmly accept the facts and face the divorce. Just as she agreed with herself before marriage, it is enough to be content and to be a husband and wife.
Now she knows that she is greedy and wants more.
Only half a year, Lu Jianyan has made her develop too many bad habits. She has become very dependent on him. When she encounters difficulties, she wants him to stay with her. The joys and sorrows in life and work want to share with him. She even wants to share with him. I want to live with him for a lifetime...
But before she got married, she thought it was to be independent. Just as she was not married yet, she would never bother Lu Yanyan, lest he should be bored.
It turned out that she overestimated herself.
Su Yicheng is right, she must always face and solve this matter.
Thinking of this, Su Jianan finally looked up and looked at Lu Jianyan.
She wanted to laugh and wanted to say hello to Lu Boyan.
But she couldn't do it. Lu Shaoyan's eyes were so deep and complicated that it seemed to hide thousands of emotions she could not understand.
She couldn't smile, and she couldn't tell a word. She just remembered the lightning and thunder on the mountain, and the moment she fell off the steep slope...
She thought that she could no longer see Lu Boyan, and she could not tell Lu Boyan that she liked him.
At that time, because of Lu Shaoyan, she had such a strong desire to survive. She wants to survive and tell Lu Boyan everything, but now Lu Shaoyan is in front of her, but she can't speak.
She was afraid to see Lu Maoyan's ridiculous expression, fearing that he would not bother her carefully hiding her feelings for more than ten years.
Unprovoked, Su Jianan suddenly grievances and wants to cry.
Lu Boyan watched her thick long eyelashes twitch gently, his heart trembled slightly, and he reached out and stroked Su Jian'an's cheek...
Su Jianan just felt as familiar with the temperature of his palm, his movements were cautious, just like holding her cheek when she kissed her.
Her eyes suddenly warmed up, her eyes blinked subconsciously, and her eyes were covered with a mist of water.
She poked the hand of pushing the thin words: "You go away, don't touch me!"
Lu Jianyan grabbed her shoulder and took her into her arms. She couldn’t even react, let alone refuse.
Su Jianan was deeply embedded in Lu’s arms.
In her impression, Lu Jianyan never took her so hard, as if she would disappear in the next second, he only has to use this force to retain her.
"Jian An, I am sorry." Lu Jianyan apologized, perhaps because of hoarseness, his voice sounded even lower than in the past. "I should not drive you away, let you come to this place to be in danger."
"..." Su Jianan glanced.
She has not seen such a low-profile Lu Shaoyan. He is a popular person in the mall. He said that he is the only one who has to accept him. When should he apologize to others?
But she came here and almost died, it is because of him.
"The photos are Chen Hao who tracked your sneak shots. I know that you and Jiang Shaoqi didn't happen that night," he said.
"Do you know that you still doubt me?" Su Jianan was really angry, and pushed hard to push the words. "Are you waiting for me to admit that I like Jiang Shaoqi, do you want to divorce me for this reason? Even if I don't mention that night. Divorce, in a few days, you will definitely mention it to me? Lu Shaoyan, you bastard!
"How much do you want to see me? How much do you get tired of the life of a fake couple, will you let Shen Yuechuan make a fuss that will be dismantled at any time to lie to me? When I propose a divorce, you must Very happy, isn't it?"
The more he felt, the more he felt wronged. Su Jian'an's eyes became more and more red, but she just didn't let her tears fall. She barely rubbed her eyes and rubbed her eyes.
Lu Jianyan clung to her hand and let her struggle without letting go. He said, "Jian An, I can explain."
Su Jianan looked at him with a red eyes: "I have asked you many times. If I did something wrong, you will become so strange. But you don't say anything, you just quarrel with me, doubt that I like others. Let me go... Are you finally willing to tell me now?"
She smiled and instantly turned into the unyielding heroine of the dog blood: "I, no, listen!"
After saying that she had to earn Lu Shaoyan’s hand, Lu Boyan would let her do her wish. She had to work harder. Finally, she tried to break the hand of Lu’s words, but found that her sleeves were stained with blood.
The red, the blood that has not yet dried up, can't be hers.
She grabbed Lu's hand and saw it. Sure enough, there were cuts on his palm, and there was more than one. Deep and shallow wounds, varying in length, were bleeding out.
"How did you get hurt?" She finally stopped struggling, just calmly looked at Lu Boyan and asked, "Why are you injured?"
Lu Boyan did not care about her problem, raised her lips slightly: "Jian An, you still care about me, right?"
For your head!
Su Jianan did not push the slogan and pushed him down. He grabbed his hand. He said, "If you listen to me, I will tell you how I got hurt."
Su Jianan compromised one step back: "You go to the wound first."
"Don't go." Lu Jianyan suddenly became a child, "Jian An, some things, I should have told you long ago."
He looked a bit abnormal, Su Jianan wrinkled his brows: "What are you going to say?"
Shen yin for a moment, Lu Jianyan finally low opening: "Jian An, the first day of marriage, I know you have someone you like."
"..." Su Jianan's heartbeat suddenly missed a half-shot. She stared at Lu Shaoyan unconsciously, her eyes were tense, and she was afraid that Lu Boyan's next words would touch her biggest secret.
"I thought you liked Jiang Shaoqi." Lu Xiaoyan's smile on his lips looks more like self-deprecating. "In these six or seven years, except for your brother, Jiang Shaoqi is the only one of you who is around you. So, I thought you liked it. Man is him."
"..." Su Jianan abdomen: Who can only like the opposite sex?
"You still remember the eve of our license. I told you that our wedding period is only two years? Your reaction is actually happy. Later, you always put the divorce on your lips and reminded me again and again. Two years later we want Divorce." Lu Jianyan looked at Su Jianan, and his deep eyes were cold. "Jian An, do you know that there are several times, I almost can't control myself to go up and hold you?"
"..." Su Jianan mo took mo's own neck, unconsciously shrinking into chuang - Lu Jianyan has a tendency to violence, she knows.
"Some things happened a few days ago. I lost confidence in our marriage. You asked me why it was so strange, I didn't want to answer you, but I couldn't answer it."
Or, Lu Jianyan could not answer Su Jianan for the time being.
"So that night, you will suddenly ask me if I like Jiang Shaoqi?"
"The night before, Jiang Shaoqi sent you back. You are drunk, let me not touch you, saying that Jiang Shaozhen can. The next day I received your photo at the door of the bar. Chen Hao’s angle is very good. You and Jiang Shaoxi look at the photo. It’s a pair of intimate ones.
He looked at Su Jian’an and said one word at a time,
Jian’an, I’m just a Lijiang.

Su Jianan, like he couldn’t understand Lu’s words, looked at him.
A few seconds later, she determined that she had not misunderstood, and her heart jumped up, unprecedentedly fierce, as if she had to jump out of the xiong mouth.
In the past, she also ridiculed similar questions about Lu Shaoyan, what? Husband, are you jealous?
Every time Lu Yanyan will be generously admitted, ask her in a bad way, I am jealous, what are you going to do?
She only used this as a game between two people in oral effort. She wanted to make it difficult for her to say that Lu Yanyan was not far behind and threw the hot potato back to her.
She never thought about it, Lu Shaoyan said the truth, and did not dare to think that Lu Shaoyan would be jealous because of himself.
However, every time she intentionally or unintentionally mentions Jiang Shaoqi, Lu Jianyan is indeed unhappy. Last time in the supermarket, he was even naive to prevent her from buying snacks that Jiang Shaojun likes to eat.
In fact, if she thinks carefully, she will soon find clues.
But she has no confidence in herself, even now that he has spoken out, she still has to confirm -
"You..." Her voice was full of uncertainty, and her heart rate was about to burst. "Why do you want to be a Lijiang? You know that we have nothing."
"You have nothing, I am still embarrassed." Lu Jianyan said, "For four years, you are the age at which you can understand a lot of things. The person who can be with you is him. You can take classes and do experiments, even eating. together."
Su Jian'an's eyes slowly became suspicious: "How do you know so clearly? When I was in college, you were still abroad."
"But what happened to you in the country, I know clearly." Lu Jianyan is not joking.
"You are looking for someone to monitor me." Su Jianan shook his head incredulously. "Why are you doing this?"
"Jian An," Lu Jianyan looked at Su Jianan, word by word, and screamed, "I love you."