Vol 2 Chapter 2561: Feng Lulu's inner monologue

The next day, Bai Tang found that Alpine's spirit was better than yesterday
As soon as he saw Alpine, he thought of yesterday's lunch box.
When eating in the cafeteria at noon, Bai Tang had been looking for opportunities to ask Gao Han, but had no choice but to have other colleagues and Gao Han say things.
After Han Han finished his lunch, he gave Bai Tang a light glance.
I saw Bai Tang staring at him straight away, that look, maybe he had a bunch of ideas in his stomach.
"Say anything," Gao Han said.
Bai Tang looked around. He pressed his voice and asked, "Who gave you dinner last night?"
Alpine stood up directly, strode out, and Bai Tang hurriedly followed.
"Kao Han, did you talk to that one?" Bai Tang thought of Gao Han's first love at first thought. After all, for so many years, no one had given him dinner.
Gao Han glanced at him. Bai Tang was not good at talking about the object, but his eyes were rather poisonous.
"She sent it, but now our relationship is just ordinary friends."
"Ordinary friend? Looking at your expression, I thought you were living together."
Alpine looked so energetic in these two days that he didn't even look so dark.
It is said that women are the most important body regulators for men. He thought Alpine had been regulated early.
Gao Han listened to Bai Tang's words without words.
Bai Tang followed again and continued to gossip and asked, "Where are you two now?"
"Why are you doing so many things?"
"You are my brother, let's talk about it, and you haven't talked about the object. You tell me, can't we still discuss it?" Bai Tang was really confident in himself.
After hearing this, Gao Han gave Bai Tang a glance.
"You help me make an idea?"
"Hey, what do you look at, can you hide it, I will be hurt like this."
Looking at Gao Han's disdainful eyes, Bai Tang suffered a 10,000 crit in his heart.
In order not to hurt Bai Tang, Gao Han just stopped talking.
But if he ignores him like this, Bai Tang will be more injured.
Gao Han did not know why he was happy. Was he so happy?
He only knows that when he thinks of Feng Lulu or sees her, his heart beats faster, with both expectation and worry. The two complex feelings are combined, giving him a strange strange feeling in his heart.
Let's call this the trouble of the older handsome guy for now.

Feng Lulu sent the child to the place where the kindergarten went to work, and came to the bank. She entered the back door and changed into the cleaner's clothes.
She needs to clean up the toilets on the three floors as soon as possible, because at 9:30, the bank's employees are going to work.
"Xiao Feng, there is an area leaking on the fourth floor. Don't forget to wipe it there." The leading sister of the cleaner who spoke to her was about fifty years old and had been working in the bank for 20 years.
"Okay, Sister Zhang."
Feng Lulu carried the bucket mop and climbed up the fourth floor from the stairs.
She could get a hundred dollars after finishing these tasks in the afternoon.
She works part-time and can work 15 days a month.
Because of the need to control the children, Feng Lulu did not actually work as a child in all directions.
After giving birth to a child four years ago, she began to work part-time.
At the beginning, it was difficult for a single mother to take a child to find a job. But fortunately, Feng Lulu is capable and hard-working.
She was with a child in her arms at the beginning, and she did the cleaning work in the back kitchen of the restaurant.
The restaurant owner looked at her
When she was able to endure hardship, she introduced her to a part-time job of cleaning and cleaning the bank through a friend.
The environment of the back kitchen is still not very good for children.
Feng Lulu is very grateful and thanks for her part-time job in the bank. She also has a semi-fixed job because she has to do 15 days a month.
Although not earning much, they can make their mother and daughter live.
Later, the children grew older, and Feng Lulu became more and more part-time, florist trimmers, mobile phone marketers, restaurant passers, she also worked as a takeaway for a while.
When the child was two years old, he had a bad cold, and it cost him 5,000 yuan just to be hospitalized.
She has no way to ask others, because she has to take care of children, she can't do other part-time jobs. In order to make a living, she gave away food in the middle of the night.
She was very lucky. She earned 10,000 yuan a month by delivering food. The child passed the bill.
Later, sometimes she was thinking that she was always able to turn danger into danger, and God took good care of her.
The life of her and her children was also smooth sailing. Apart from being bitter, she had a peaceful life.
Until the children go to kindergarten, the private kindergarten costs 4,000 yuan per month, which is too expensive for Feng Lulu who can earn 6,000 yuan as a part-time job for a month.
Apart from renting a few hundred dollars, daily expenses and buying the necessary nutrients for children, Feng Lulu has a hard time every month.
Before the child had a cold, she almost couldn't resist her. She had to think about it later.
She needs to save money, if she or the child really has something in the future, there is at least a guarantee.
But now she doesn't have much money left every month.
Just then, she saw Alpine on TV.
The object of her first love, the one whom she silently remembered in her heart.
When he learned that Gao Han was still an outstanding policeman in city a, the feeling in Feng Lulu's heart was really unspeakable.
In order to make a living, she found Alpine coldly.
She made a plan to be rejected, but unexpectedly, Gao Han actually remembered her and helped her solve the problem.
After the children go to the public kindergarten, Feng Lulu can save at least 3,000 yuan a month, so that she can insure the children.
At the thought of this, Feng Lulu was even more motivated to work.
Alpine is a good person, she dare not think of anything extravagantly.
In her current situation, for any man, it will be cumbersome.
Feng Lulu has been suffering from human suffering for many years and has been fed up with cold eyes.
She did not want her child to live this life again.
Because she knew that such a life was too bitter.
Although she did not dare to expect anything, she was confident that she would live a better life.
Within an hour, Feng Lulu cleaned up the toilets on the three floors and the leaking areas on the fourth floor.
She returned to the dressing room, and a few elder sisters aged 40 to 50 were talking.
When they saw Feng Lulu, they said hello, "Xiao Feng, have you finished your work?"
"Yes." Feng Lulu came to his dressing box and took off his work clothes.
"You are good when you are young.
"Correct."
"Xiao Feng, come here, we will chat with you."
Feng Lulu changed clothes and she came over.
"Sister, what's the matter?" Feng Lulu took glycerin in his hand, poured it on his hand, and applied it repeatedly and carefully.
An elder sister looked at Feng Nanglu's movements and said, "Look, Xiao Feng's little hands, white and white, she really doesn't look like dry cleaning."
"Yes, at first glance, it is the eldest lady of a big family, not touching the spring water with her fingers."
Feng Lulu laughed, "Several sisters, please don't make me amused."
"If you're fine, I'll go. I have a part-time job at twelve o'clock." Feng Lulu looked at his watch and said with a smile.
"Xiao Feng, how old are you this year?"
"Virtually thirty-one, twenty-nine, and small birthday."
"Xiao Feng, have you ever thought about finding another one? We all know that you live with your children alone. To be honest, you are a young girl with delicate skin and tender flesh. Doing this chore, we are very sorry for you of."
When working normally, these older sisters are more or less old. Feng Lulu has been here for three years and often helps everyone work.
Others are also grateful and like Feng Lulu. They are all women, knowing how difficult it is for Feng Lulu to take a child alone.
"Sister, wouldn't you want to introduce me to someone?" Feng Lulu pretended to be surprised.
"Hey, we haven't said it, you will know."
Several big sisters were said by Feng Lulu, but they seemed a little embarrassed.
"Sisters, I know you are good for me. Now that the children are still young, I don't want to put a burden on others, and I don't have extra time to take care of others now."
Feng Lulu's current life is full and simple. Raising children and making money, she only needs to do these two things well.
"Xiao Feng, one more person, he can also take care of your mother and daughter." The elder sister is still persuading Feng Lulu.
Feng Lulu smiled helplessly, she also wanted to find a shoulder to rely on, but where is so easy.
When two people are together, they are rushing towards the benefits.
If the man married her, not only did she not live a prosperous life, but also added the trouble of raising children, no one would be happy to marry her.
At this point, Feng Lulu knows better than anyone.
"Sister, I don't want to be a burden to others. On my terms, I can't marry a local tycoon. The people who can marry are all responsible for their lives. If someone else marries me, it's a lot of pressure. No need for others Life is so hard. "
When the elder sisters heard this, they felt a little bit more sour.
"Xiao Feng, then you will not find it?"
"When the children are older and the days are better, I will find them."
Feng Lulu is still looking forward to the future.
She always believed that her mother said that, as long as she worked hard, her life would always be good.
After listening to Feng Lulu's words, the eldest sisters no longer insisted on kissing her.
The elder sister who kissed her, carefully weighed what Feng Lulu said.
The guy she introduced came from the countryside. Although people say that they do n’t worry about eating, drinking, or living in the country, he just came to a city and rented a house.
If Feng Lulu was just himself, the two of them would still be head-to-head together, but now there is still a child.
If they are together, their days will definitely be so poor that they will jump.
"Sister, thank you for remembering me so much."
No matter what, at least she still misses.
Feng Lulu thought of Alpine naturally when he thought of the thought.
She smiled faintly, and sighed for making people wrong.
If she is the former Feng Lulu, she will bravely chase love.
And now she is just a divorced woman with her child about to enter middle age.
Do you ask Feng Lulu is uncomfortable?
Uncomfortable. Like a needle pierced, it was so painful.