Vol 2 Chapter 2738: Love but not love

Luo Xiaoxi rushed to the emergency room, only to see Feng Lulu standing alone by the window in a daze, her thin figure, sad look like a frightened deer, which made people feel distressed.
Luo Xiaoxi stepped forward, stretched her arms around Feng Lulu, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, Lulu, there will be nothing wrong with Gao Han."
When Feng Lulu saw Luo Xiaoxi, her tears of forbearance for a long time finally fell sternly, "I blame me, I killed him..."
"It's not your fault, Lulu, Gao Han won't blame you either."
Feng Lulu shook her head, she stopped talking, just cried silently.
The door of the emergency room opened, and the doctor responsible for the examination of Gao Han came out.
Luo Xiaoxi greeted him immediately: "Doctor, how is Gao Han?"
The doctor took off the mask: "Five stitches are sewn on the back of the head. There is no other problem. The patient's physical exertion is too great. Just pay more attention to rest."
Luo Xiaoxi breathed a sigh of relief and turned her head happily: "Lulu, the doctor said Gao Han is okay... Lulu?"
Feng Lulu has disappeared.
Feng Lulu had already walked out of the hospital building. She heard what the doctor said. Gao Han was fine, and she was relieved. But she didn't know how to face the high cold.
Bai Tang and two colleagues were rushing in, "Feng Lulu?" Seeing Feng Lulu here, Bai Tang was a bit strange.
Gao Han didn't know what was going on, Feng Lulu planned to leave, is it a bit so...have no conscience...
Feng Lulu stopped and looked at Gao Han, her eyes moistened by tears hesitated to speak.
"You go and see Gao Han first, I'll come right away." Bai Tang asked his colleagues to go first, and he and Feng Lulu came to a quiet corner.
He saw that Feng Lulu had something to say, and he happened to be full of doubts!
"The doctor said just now that Gao Han is fine." Feng Lulu told Bai Tang.
Bai Tang was stunned with a "Oh" and asked: "Then are you going back to cook soup for him now?"
Feng Lulu looked at him hesitantly: "Bai Tang, Gao Han... please take care of it."
This Bai Tang couldn't help but was about to fight the injustice: "Feng Lulu, what's wrong with you, you weren't like that before. Where did Feng Lulu go to send lunch to Gao Han every day, thinking of ways to treat Gao Han?"
Feng Lulu was a little puzzled, when did she change her trick to send lunch to Gao Han... Then I thought about it, perhaps Bai Tang was emotional and just said casually.
Bai Tang immediately realized that he had made a mistake and hurriedly returned: "In short, what I mean is, how did you become like Gao Han now!"
Feng Lulu looked down: "Bai Tang, I broke up with Gao Han."
Bai Tang was taken aback, he raised his hand and touched his forehead, making sure that he was sober.
Although Gao Han had mentioned it before, he thought it was the young couple having an awkward relationship. Today, when Feng Lulu said it personally, it felt completely different.
Gao Han and Feng Lulu can both break up, will he still believe in love in the future?
"Can you tell me the reason?" Bai Tang asked.
How should Feng Lulu say that she remembered that Gao Han killed her parents and pushed her down the cliff...
Bai Tang must have no idea about this, otherwise he wouldn't ask like that.
"The feelings have faded, no reason is needed," she said.
But Bai Tang's mind turned quickly, and he quickly followed the ins and outs of the matter.
On the wedding day, Feng Lulu fainted, and after waking up she moved out of Gao Han's home.
What did Feng Lulu go through during the time she was in a coma?
"Bai Tang, I have something to ask you, can you tell me the truth?" Feng Lulu asked.
Bai Tang recovered and looked at her suspiciously.
"The last time I was bullied by Gu Miao, and this time, why did Gao Han appear in time?" She hesitated a little, "Gao Han... has been following me?"
Bai Tang heard this, feeling
Why are you so angry.
"Feng Lulu, is it wrong for Gao Han to care about you?" Bai Tang asked back: "The last time you kindly didn't hold Gu Miao and the others responsible, Gao Han has been restless. He used the annual leave he saved to protect you. Is there anything wrong? "
Feng Lulu lowered her head and held back her tears.
She did not say that he was wrong, on the contrary, she felt that she was tired of him.
"Bai Tang, you told Gao Han to stop doing this, I...I don't need it." Although he said that, tears couldn't help but roll down.
Bai Tang really couldn't stand it anymore, she was also in pain, but why should she do this?
"Feng Lulu, I don't know what happened between you and Gao Han, but he has waited for you for fifteen years. No matter what happens, you should communicate with him properly." The director of Bai Tang's teaching department upper body, taught the wrongdoer. The child is duty-bound, "Think about it, a man can wait for you for fifteen years, isn't it worthy of your trust?"
Feng Lulu was silent and wept.
"Don't cry, you can't go, I'll take you to find him." Bai Tang grabbed Feng Lulu's arm with an unusually determined attitude.
In the ward, Luo Xiaoxi was blaming herself, standing by the hospital bed and talking to Gao Han.
"It's all my fault for pulling Lulu in, because these things didn't happen." Luo Xiaoxi thought, "Or I will talk to Lulu and arrange another job for her."
Su Yicheng, Lu Boyan, or someone else's company must have a job that Feng Lulu likes.
Gao Han shook his head calmly: "Feng Lu likes this job. As long as she likes it, my little injury is nothing."
"For the senior police officer, this injury is really not worth mentioning." Bai Tang's voice came from the door, saying half-jokingly.
Gao Han and Luo Xiaoxi turned their heads following the sound.
A trace of doubt appeared in Luo Xiaoxi's eyes: "Lulu, where did you go just now?"
Gao Han also caught the figure following Bai Tang, his eyes trembled.
There was an embarrassment on Feng Lulu's face.
"I just took her to ask about Gao Han," Bai Tang kindly resolved her embarrassment, "Gao Han, Feng Lulu has something to tell you."
Luo Xiaoxi understood, turned and walked outside. When passing by Feng Lulu, she shook Feng Lulu's hand and whispered: "Gao Han is injured now, don't irritate him anymore."
Feng Lulu's heart shook, only to realize that in everyone's eyes, she was making unreasonable troubles.
Luo Xiaoxi and Bai Tang left the ward.
Gao Han reached out to the bedside table to get a cup. The injury on the back of his head made his arm movement not so convenient. It was enough for two times.
Feng Lulu immediately stepped forward to help. As soon as her delicate hand touched the cup, Gao Han's hand happened to be enough to hold her small hand.
The familiar temperature immediately spread to her heart, and her eyes blushed involuntarily.
"I... want to pour you a glass of water." A trace of panic flashed in Gao Han's voice.
Feng Lulu took her hand out of his big palm, opened the thermos, poured a glass of water into the cup, and brought it to him.
Gao Han didn't take the cup, so he held her hand, bowed her head and drank water into the cup.
Feng Lulu was taken aback, and quickly moved the cup away: "Hot!"
Gao Han stared at her deeply, as if to say, as long as you give it, no matter what it is, I will accept it.
Feng Lulu was a bit annoyed at first, but when she touched his eyes, her heart finally softened.
"Feng Lu, do you have something to tell me?" Gao Han asked.
Feng Lulu let out an "um" and slowly put the cup down, but she was hesitating in her heart, would she say it, what she remembered?
Perhaps Bai Tang was right, even if she broke up, she would have to explain the reason.
Even if it is... an explanation of this relationship...
"Gao Han, have you been following me for the past two days?"
Suppose, the question came out, but there are still other questions.
"...It's my duty to protect you." Gao Han's resolute face showed an unnatural look.
Well, white lies are sometimes necessary.
"You hired the hourly worker who went to my house?"
"Gao Han, do you think I can't take care of myself?" Feng Lulu asked one after another.
Gao Han couldn't stand it anymore and didn't know how to answer.
"Gao Han, you are right. I really can't take care of myself. If it weren't for you, I would have died eight hundred times in the past two days." Feng Lulu said, she couldn't help crying.
Her emotions turned too fast, and Gao Han was a little at a loss, but seeing her eyes down and weeping, a pain in his heart followed.
He obeyed his own heart, grabbed her arm and pulled her tightly into his arms.
The familiar warmth completely wrapped Feng Lulu, the grievances and pain in her heart melted like an iceberg, and the tears were also increasing.
"Don't cry, I'm here, it's okay." Gao Han comforted her softly as usual, and a warm kiss fell on her forehead.
Feng Lulu nestled in his arms like an obedient little rabbit. She knew that she could not covet such gentleness, but she was so reluctant to let go.
"But you are injured..." she choked and said, "I hurt you..."
"Feng Lu, show you something." He suddenly pulled down the left waistband...
Feng Lulu was taken aback for a moment and couldn't help but turn away.
"Gao Han, what are you doing..." Her pretty face turned red involuntarily.
"If you look at this, you won't think you hurt me."
She turned her head curiously and found that he had only pulled the trousers to the lower abdomen, and a scar of about ten centimeters was against his left lower abdomen.
Feng Lulu's eyes widened in surprise, her pretty face flushed even more, she didn't notice when they were...
Gao Han looked at her surprised expression, a touch of sadness crossed his eyes, and his deer had forgotten.
This scar was the first time Feng Lulu saw it. It was also because that time when he accidentally saw Gao Han's little brother, they were closely connected.
However, Feng Lulu has forgotten all this.
In fact, Feng Lulu is a poor person. The memories in her brain are fragmented, and the memories are all scattered. Chen Fushang implanted it for her, and Chen Haodong implanted it for her.
Just as Li Kaiwei said, Feng Lulu is enduring tremendous suffering in her heart.
She loves Gao Han but cannot love it.
Love and the revenge of killing her father are entangled, Feng Lulu chose to stay away from the cold, rather than revenge. Because in the deepest part of her heart there is still a deep love for Gao Han.
"This was left during the hunt for criminals at the border," Gao Han said. "I still have a lot of similar scars. The injuries I suffered today are nothing compared to these."
It turned out that he was comforting her guilt and self-blame.
Feng Lulu bit her lip: "Where are the other scars...?"
Gao Han was taken aback: "Do you want to see?"
Feng Lulu nodded.
A touch of red appeared on Gao Han's cheeks, "Feng Lu, in fact, there is nothing pretty, just some scars..."
Feng Lulu pressed her lips tightly and insisted.
Gao Han compromised, took off his shirt, and turned around.
Feng Lulu was stunned by what she saw, and saw that there were scars on his back, deep and shallow.
She had never noticed it.
It turned out that she had been immersed in the love that Gao Han gave, but she knew nothing about Gao Han.
She involuntarily stretched out her hand and gently stroked these scars. Each scar recorded a life-and-death situation. These were his bravery and glory.
Did such a person really hurt her parents and pushed her off the cliff?