Vol 2 Chapter 2826: Why my heart hurts so much

Lulu, Lulu? "Luo Xiaoxi came to the villa and knocked on the door several times without responding.
She was taking out her mobile phone to make a call, Feng Lulu's voice came, "Xiao Xi, you are here!"
Feng Lulu came around from the side of the garden, carrying a small iron grip and an iron bucket in her hands, with mud all over her face.
"What are you doing?" Luo Xiaoxi was curious.
"Xiao Xi, come and see."
Feng Lulu took Luo Xiaoxi to a corner of the garden. A dozen seedlings grew on the land that had been turned over, each of which was green and lovely.
"You planted these?" Luo Xiaoxi asked curiously.
Feng Lulu nodded, "The seeds found in the high cold room seem to have been left for many years, and I didn't expect them to grow out."
It was already evening, and the garden lights were not too bright, she said while turning on the flashlight she carried.
The light hit the leaves, and Luo Xiaoxi was surprised to find that there were small prints on the leaves.
She looked hard, and finally saw a few of them clearly: "I miss, like, life is safe..."
Luo Xiaoxi felt as if she had returned to her student days: "At that time, classmates were popular to play this. I also planted it at that time. I still remember the words on it were'Su Yicheng is a big fool'."
Both of them laughed.
"Why are there such words," Feng Lulu was curious, "can the words on the blade be customized?"
Luo Xiaoxi nodded.
Feng Lulu pursed her lips: "I always think Gao Han doesn't know how to play this kind of thing. Which female classmate should have given him this, maybe there is a secret that the female classmate wants to express."
So, she wanted to help him plant these seeds.
"Why do you want to help that unknown female classmate?" Luo Xiaoxi asked.
Feng Lulu smiled bitterly: "I envy her, I envy her for letting Gao Han accept her feelings, and that a box of seeds can be kept until today."
Luo Xiaoxi looked at Feng Lulu compassionately, her eyes blank under the light, bloodshot, and extremely haggard.
"Lulu, you have lost a lot." She said distressedly.
Feng Lulu raised a smile: "It's better to be thinner, so you don't have to think about losing weight."
She quickly returned to her normal mood and stood up, "Go in, I'll cook dinner for you."
She really made two dishes and one soup, plus a vegetable salad.
The scrambled eggs with tomatoes are red and yellow, a few green onions are the finishing touch, and the green peppers are fried.
Not to mention the mushroom soup, Luo Xiaoxi had already smelled the rich milk fragrance after a long distance.
"Lulu," Luo Xiaoxi said in surprise, "I really didn't expect that I could still eat the food you cooked by yourself."
"Don't treat me with admiration for three days." Feng Lulu smiled and brought rice to Luo Xiaoxi.
Luo Xiaoxi tasted two dishes and immediately touched her waist.
"What's the matter, this meal makes your back hurt?" Feng Lulu was puzzled.
"It's not the back pain, but the waist... fear of being thick."
Feng Lulu has turned these dishes into rice killers!
"Lulu, you really have to teach me a little skill, how to change from a kitchen noob to a great chef in half a month!"
Feng Lulu was taken aback for a while, yes, she had been waiting for him here for more than half a month before she knew it.
She restrained her emotions and said: "The key to cooking is not cooking, but for whom. It is the person you care about, and you will make the dishes."
This is what Gao Han told her.
When he cooks, he thinks of his beloved and prepares the dishes.
In the past half month, she thinks of him every time she cooks and prepares the dishes.
Tears fell along with the voice.
"Correct
Sorry, my eyes are a little uncomfortable. "She turned her head and wiped away her tears.
She has been very restrained, but whenever she thinks of him, she still cannot hold back her tears.
Luo Xiaoxi opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say.
We can only blame fate for making people.
"Lulu, go to my house for a few days." When she left, Luo Xiaoxi invited again.
"I'm really fine, you see, my job has been taken over by other people, I will rest here, you really don't worry about me." Feng Lulu said to her with a smile.
"I'm here to wait for him to come back, he will leave without a word, I won't." Feng Lulu smiled, her eyes firm.
Luo Xiaoxi sighed in her heart and could only leave alone.
Feng Lulu walked back to the villa and closed the door. The excitement dissipated. She suddenly lost all her strength and sat down on the sofa.
For a moment, she slid from the sofa to the floor, reached under the coffee table and took out two bottles of wine.
There are still a few empty wine bottles under the coffee table, which she drank in the past two days.
Now she has insomnia to the point that she needs to rely on alcohol paralysis to get a little sleep.
At other times, she mostly sat in a daze in the garden.
Just now Luo Xiaoxi came over, her smile and everything she did was forced, not wanting Luo Xiaoxi and the others to worry about her.
She felt that she didn't need to be too sad, Gao Han neither deceived her, nor abandoned her indiscriminately, nor did she hurt her.
He just doesn't love her.
And he had already stated this fact to her a long time ago.
She just couldn't sleep at night, she didn't know what to do when she was awake, and she didn't have the strength to do anything.
There is a kind of sadness in her heart, like a monster, eating up her internal organs little by little.
She was helpless.
She opened the wine bottle without even using the glass, so she looked up at the bottle and drank.
If you drink alcohol, you will feel better, maybe that monster is also stunned.
Unknowingly, she drank two large bottles, and suddenly her stomach tumbling, she opened the trash can next to her, vomiting.
The pain of her stomach being burned by alcohol tormented every nerve in her, and tears couldn't stop falling.
"Lulu, Lulu, how are you!" In pain, I heard someone call her name.
She turned her head, through her dim teary eyes, she could see that it was Luo Xiaoxi.
"Xiao Xi, you... why are you back..." She drank too much and her voice became blurred.
Before she finished speaking, she turned her head and threw up again.
Luo Xiaoxi helped her find paper towels, but unexpectedly found that there were still a few empty wine bottles under the coffee table.
On the way home, Luo Xiaoxi thought the more things went wrong, Feng Lulu behaved too normal, so she didn't worry about coming back to take a look.
But she didn't expect Feng Lulu to lead this kind of life these days.
"Lulu, what are you doing? Are you going to kill yourself?" Luo Xiaoxi couldn't help but choke.
Feng Lulu smiled with tears, "It's okay, it's not a broken love, it will pass soon, in fact, there is not much deep affection...Xiao Xi, why am I so painful, why..."
This kind of pain is like a needle stick, one needle at a time, all in the heart, densely packed, but there is nowhere to start.
Luo Xiaoxi hugged Feng Lulu distressedly.
Luo Xiaoxi couldn't tell the truth, couldn't tell her that the reason she felt so painful was because Gao Han was carved in her life.
It's just that Luo Xiaoxi didn't understand. Since they are two destined people, why can't they be together?
Feng Lulu was tired and fell asleep on the sofa.
She recently slept too poorly and drank too much alcohol. Luo Xiaoxi stayed quietly beside her, and at the same time sent a message to Su Yicheng, telling him that she would not go back tonight.
Su Yicheng did not reply to the message. Soon, don’t
A light flashed on the window of Shu.
Luo Xiaoxi curiously leaned to the window to look outside, and was pleasantly surprised to see Su Yicheng's car.
She left the villa lightly and dared to let go and walk in front of Su Yicheng when she arrived in the garden.
Su Yicheng stretched out his arm and hugged her into his arms naturally.
"You are here too, don't Nuonuo and Xin'an miss mom and dad?" Luo Xiaoxi half blamed half Jiao.
"I called, and Nono fell asleep with Xin'an."
Luo Xiaoxi's lips showed a gentle smile, and Nuono was sensible and knew to take care of her sister.
Su Yicheng glanced at the villa, "How's it going?"
Luo Xiaoxi pulled him into the garden and sat down on the bench in the garden, "Gao Han will not come back until when, I'm really afraid she can't stand it."
Su Yicheng's thin lips pressed into a straight line.
Gao Han's unfeeling is also for Feng Lulu to live well.
If Feng Lulu really has something to do, Gao Han's life will be lost.
"This is a dilemma in itself," but Su Yicheng has a new idea. "Feng Lulu and Gao Han will get sick together. In fact, it is just Li Weikai's guess, right?"
Luo Xiaoxi was surprised: "You mean..."
"The chances of getting sick and not getting sick are 50%. Why not give it a try?"
"But once you get sick, Feng Lulu will go crazy."
Not because the stakes are too big!
"Don't say these scary things anymore," Luo Xiaoxi pulled him up and pushed him out, "Go back, it's not early."
Su Yicheng did not leave: "I will be alone when I go back to bed, so why not stay with you here."
"Do you think you stay here, will we both excite Lulu?"
Su Yicheng couldn't refute, but the arm on her slender waist just didn't let go.
"Okay~ I will definitely accompany you to eat tomorrow night." Men sometimes act like children and want to coax.
Su Yicheng tilted his head to her side.
Luo Xiaoxi smiled shyly, leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, but was pulled in his arms, bowed her head, and sealed her lips.
After all, he took a deep kiss and left with satisfaction.
Luo Xiaoxi watched his body go away, feeling that his lips were still tingling.
There was a burst of sweetness in my heart, but also a burst of sadness, if Lulu and Gao Han could also enjoy this sweetness.
Feng Lulu woke up dazedly at dawn, she was tired and had a headache and stomach aches.
But she has adapted to this way of getting up.
She sat up to go to wash, only to find that Luo Xiaoxi was still asleep on the other side of the sofa.
She couldn't help but stunned, her heart was filled with guilt.
She didn't want them to worry, but still let Xiao Xi get tired...Looking at the dark circles under her eyes, she must have worried about her last night, so I didn't sleep well.
Feng Lulu left for a while, then turned back, with an extra quilt in her hand.
She carefully covered Luo Xiaoxi with a quilt, but Luo Xiaoxi quickly woke up.
"Lulu, how are you?" she asked immediately.
"I'm fine, you can sleep for a while."
"I usually get up at this moment." Luo Xiaoxi sat up.
Feng Lulu also sat down, "Xiao Xi, thank you, I slept well last night."
"Don't drink too much, it hurts your body."
Feng Lulu nodded: "Don't worry, I won't infuse myself anymore. Today I have an appointment with Dr. Li, and I will go to him for treatment later."
Luo Xiaoxi nodded, finally relieved.
PS, unknowingly, the morning and night in Beijing have also begun to get cold, and the summer heat has gradually disappeared.