Chapter 466: This time, she will never be forgiven.

It takes five minutes from the police station's office to the outside parking lot.
In this short five minutes, Xu Youning has already sorted out the ins and outs of the matter.
It turned out that both Kangrui City and Musquito had their own pictures, and the two men played each other and used her to the extreme.
She thinks that she is so stupid to the extreme.
In the last minute, Xu Youning made a decision that affected her life.
The policeman who sent Xu Youning looked at her with sympathy: "Xiao Xu, after the people left, they went into the earth. Go to the funeral parlour and do your grandma's aftermath."
"Chen police officer, I just had a bad attitude. I apologize to you." Xu Youning bowed to the police officer. "And, thank you for handling the case of my grandmother. It is hard."
Chen police officer sighed: "I heard that your grandmother is your only relative, I can understand your mood, and mourn."
Xu Youning nodded gratefully and got on the bus.
Police officer Chen looked at the car that she was driving farther and farther, and felt sympathy at the same time.
The girl, when he wants to see the evidence and the autopsy report, is obviously a cold-hearted, ready-to-kill person. But why did she suddenly calm down after crushing the bottle?
Also, when he said that they had found out the truth, the girl who claimed to be looking for the truth was obviously not interested in the truth they found.
And listening to her meaning, it seems that only she can find the true truth.
Is it not true that they have found out?
......
Half an hour later, Xu Youning’s car stopped in front of the funeral home.
This place seems to be filled with sorrow.
Xu Youning was like a plum, and he walked heavily into the funeral home. Under the leadership of the staff, she saw her grandmother in a dimly lit room.
Grandma lay on the cold surgical bed and closed her eyes, just as she accidentally fell asleep.
Right - Xu Youning's paranoid thoughts - Grandma must have just fallen asleep!
Her eyes were hot, she rushed wildly, her hands were on her grandmother, but she suddenly felt that her grandmother's body had become stiff and her heart was no longer beating.
Xu Youning was like being woken up from a dream and stunned.
Grandma has no body temperature, she really has left the world, and she will never wake up again.
"Grandma..."
Xu Youning’s choking, the tears slammed down.
Her plan is not like this, it is not like this.
According to her plan, after she came back from the island, she would first send her grandmother away and arrange for herself to get away from Muss.
As long as he left the city of G, leaving the site of Muss, even if Musijue wanted to chase her, with her ability and the protection of Kangrui City, Mussaud would not be so easy.
As long as she is careful, she can give her grandmother a pension.
Xu Youning still remembers that when she first started Kangrui City, she was sent to a desert island for training.
The most painful training, they have been sleeping for three days and two nights, eating wild vegetables and insects in the wild, and their physical and mental endurance has reached the limit.
That time, most people chose to quit.
And she, by becoming stronger, persisted in protecting her grandmother's beliefs.
Later, when she performed the task, she almost died. If she didn't think that her grandmother was still waiting for her to go home, she couldn't bite her teeth until the last moment, and she fled back from the ghost gate.
After reversing the case for her parents, she still worked so hard, all for her grandmother.
However, her efforts eventually became a futile vain.
Grandma still died because of her.
Xu Youning leaned down and buried his face in the grandmother’s chest like a grandmother when she was a child. Her warm tears fell on her grandmother, but she could not warm her grandmother’s body.
She is like a man who has taken the time to empty her soul, and she is numb and desperate, holding her grandmother, whispering: "Grandma, sorry..."
When she was a child, she made a mistake. As long as she apologized, her grandmother would pat her head and forgive her with helplessness and pity.
This time, Grandma is probably never willing to forgive her again.
Grandma will never pat her head and say "stupid gimmick", she will never give her a good meal, and she will never look at her with pity and kindness.
In this world, as long as she is alive, she will always be a sinner who cannot be forgiven.
"You Ning," Sun Ayi walked in to help Xu Youning, "The deceased is buried in peace, and the rest of your grandmother is done."
After doing the rest, the meaning is... she can never see her grandmother again?
Xu Youning looked at Sun Aunt with tears in his eyes and shook his head helplessly: "Sun Auntie, don't. Give me another day, let me accompany my grandmother for a day..."
"You Ning, don't do this." Sun Ayi clenched Xu Youning's hand. "Don't forget, then you still have a lot of things. Listen to Sun Ayi's, deal with your grandmother's aftermath as soon as possible, let her go safely." You are also safe to do what you should do."
Xu Youning seems to understand Sun Ayi's non-understanding - yes, she still has a lot of things...
It was at this time that someone came in and pushed out the body of the grandmother.
Xu Youning suddenly realized what would happen next, she really wants to lose her grandmother forever. From then on, even if she was only a grandmother without body temperature, she could not see it.
Xu Youning seems to have smashed an iron fist, his head is rising, and his heart is stabbing and smashing into a ball.
"Grandma!"
This sound, Xu Youning screamed exhausted, as if it was the sound from the deepest part of the chest, but the grandmother did not respond to her.
Xu Youning is like a beast that suddenly loses control, chasing it out, pushing a person who pushes grandma away, trying to hold his grandmother's cold body: "Grandma, I am wrong, are you coming back? I beg you, do not go……"
She pleaded: "Grandma, don't leave me."
"Grandma..."
Sun Ayi chased it out, but he was distressed but also helpless. His hands were soothing and placed on Xu Youning: "Knowing that you are like this, your grandmother will be uneasy. The biggest wish before she left is that you can live well."
"Sun Auntie," Xu Youning burst into tears. "I killed my grandmother. I didn't even see her grandmother. She won't forgive me. This time she will never forgive me..."
"You forgot what I told you?!" Sun Ayi forced Xu Youning to look into her eyes. "Your grandmother said no to you, she believes that you have your own reasons to do things. You Ning, if you really want Blame yourself, the best way to redeem is to live well - this is what your grandmother wants, do you understand?"
"..." Xu Youning's head hurts, tears are stunned, and he seems to understand.
"You Ning, let your grandmother let go." Sun Ayi said with a strong heart, "You are still young, and the future is still very long. Your grandmother will have to go one day. No one can accompany anyone forever."
"Sun Aunt..."
Xu Youning cried like a child who left his parents for the first time. His forehead was numb, and this numbness spread to his face. She couldn’t breathe.
When she lost her parents, she was still young. She heard that the adult said that her father and mother could never come back. She only knew that she was sad and sad.
Now, the suffocation has turned into deep despair.
Grandma is her only relative, the only reason she is alive, but she killed her grandmother.
If she is not mindful of revenge for her grandmother, she does not know how a person should live in this world.
Aunt Sun slowly took back Xu Youning's hand and wiped the tears on her face: "You Ning, this is the time when you should be strong. Don't cry, on the last side, your grandmother must hope to see you happy."
Xu Youning closed his eyes and finally nodded. He wiped his tears and sent his grandmother to be pushed away.
Goodbye - she silently said to her grandmother in her heart that she would find someone who killed her grandmother and let him go to the 18th floor of hell. Grandma alone will not be alone for too long in another world. If she avenges her, she can go to her grandmother without concern.
She and her family may be able to reunite in another world.
"Miss Xu, I am sorry." I don't know how long the staff used to hand over a wooden box to Xu Youning.
Xu Youning borrowed a wooden box with his hands shaking, and the heart was a painful acupuncture.
She held the box into her arms and held it so tightly that she was in the position of her heart: "Grandma, let's go home."
After returning home, Xu Youning set out to clean up the relics of his grandmother.
After leaving this home today, she didn't know if she could return, so everything must be handled properly.
The things that Grandma used before her life were still contaminated with her breath. When Xu Youning cleaned up, she still couldn’t hold back her tears. Finally, her eyes were already red like blood.
After handling the grandmother's relics, Xu Youning took a few fake identity passports and grandmother's ashes, ready to leave.
"You Ning," Sun Ayi appeared at the door of the house. "Are you leaving?"
"No, I have to go to a place." Xu Youning wiped his tears and said, "Aunt Sun, you go with me, it is the last journey to send grandma."
Xu Youning and Sun Ayi sent their grandmother to a temple on the top of the mountain.
Here is the place that my grandmother likes most when she was alive. She likes the quietness here. Maybe the old man felt that he had not stayed in this world for a long time. He had already recited it with Xu Youning some time ago. If she left, she would She is sent here.
After the placement, Xu Youning gave the grandmother a fragrance, and left enough money to leave the temple with Sun Ayi.
"Sun Auntie, thank you for taking care of my grandmother during this time." Xu Youning put a check in the hands of Sun Ayi. "The only thing I can do is to do so."
Aunt Sun looked at the number on the check and was busy putting the check back: "You don't usually pay my salary, I can't ask for your money any more. Besides, you need more money in the future!"
"Sun Auntie, you hold it." Xu Youning reluctantly squeezed a smile. "I don't lack money. Yesterday happened so big, you didn't go, come back and tell me something, I thank you very much, if you don't I will take it if I accept it."
Aunt Sun was in a dilemma. Put the check in the wallet: "I don't spend this money for a while, if you need money later, even if you come back to me."
come back?
Xu Youning thought, she is afraid, she will never come back.
"Sun Auntie, I will not send you down the mountain." Xu Youning wiped his tears. "You take care, goodbye."
After that, she went straight to the parking lot without going back, even if her tears were fascinated, she would not stop.
"You Ning," Sun Ayi’s voice has turned into a crying room. "Be careful! If there is a way, call me and let me know where you are?"
Xu Youning's tears are more and more violent, she dare not look back, just waved her hand and got on the bus.