Chapter 558: The rest of the life is limited, but can not let go

Jiang Yan pinned all hopes to the doctor.
However, the doctor once said to Su Yunjin that the current medical level is not good for Jiang's disease.
Su Yunjin bit his lip and looked at Jiang Yan, tears and wet eyes.
Jiang Yan vaguely guessed that things were more serious than he had imagined, but when he looked at Su Yunjin’s tears, he didn’t have any leisure time to think deeply, and he was so busy with Su Yunjin:
Are you still telling me nothing?

He did not ask for okay, this question, Su Yunjin directly burst into tears.
That year, Su Yunjin was less than twenty-five years old, but she had already experienced life and death, clearly knowing the pain of losing her loved ones, no less than the pain of skin.
She does not mind taking pain and suffering, but she can't lose Jiang Yan.
Su Yunjin couldn't say a complete sentence, Jiang Yan had to take her to find his attending physician.
Su Yunjin stood beside Jiang Yan and watched Jiang Yan calmly and the attending physician understand his condition.
Finally, the attending physician told Jiang Yan: "The current medical level, you can not know your cause and cure. So, we recommend that you be in hospital, so that we can rescue you at any time."
Su Yunjin took Jiang Yan’s hand and silently told Jiang Yan that she was at her side at all times.
However, after hearing such a bad news, Jiang Yan did not have any fierce reaction. He seemed to just tremble, his look quickly returned to normal, and then slowly grasped Su Yunjin's hand.
"Doctor." Jiang Yan calmly asked, "When is my illness, when will it worsen? Do I need to be hospitalized now?"
The doctor's eyes on Jiang Yan are full of appreciation: "The ability to adjust your mentality is very good. To maintain such an optimistic attitude, you can go back and live as normal as usual. But you should check back regularly, once you find something abnormal, you will I need to be hospitalized immediately."
Jiang Yan asked for a doctor's business card. At the same time, he received a polite thank you.
"You're welcome." The doctor smiled and looked at Su Yunjin. "However, your girlfriend is frightened, but you are very calm. She tells you your condition is a correct choice."
Jiang Yan quietly grips Su Yunjin's hand: "Doctor, don't bother you, let's go first."
Out of the doctor's office, Jiang Yan handed the wallet to Su Yunjin.
Su Yunjin hasn't reacted yet, "Ah?" said: "Why?"
"You just patronized crying, haven't you paid for hospitalization?" Jiang Yan touched the head of Su Yunjin, "Go now."
Su Yunjin remembered that she had just said that there were too many people waiting in line to pay the bill, but it was an excuse. She had not yet gone to the first floor of the payment office.
Because she wants Jiang Yan to be hospitalized.
Su Yunjin pinched the wallet and did not take a step. Jiang Yan looked at her face and asked softly, "What happened?"
"The doctor said, you'd better be hospitalized." Su Yunjin licked his lips and grabbed Jiang's sleeves. "You don't want to leave the hospital. I will use it to help you get it."
"A fool." Jiang Yan frustrated and touched the head of Su Yunjin. "The doctor said that my illness will not deteriorate so quickly that I need to be guardian. During this time, I can live like a normal person and come back regularly to check. That's it."
"But I am very worried." Su Yunjin looked at Jiang Yan with eagerness, "Jiang Yan, I am afraid..."
Jiang Yan single-handedly put Su Yunjin into his arms: "Don't be afraid. Yunjin, the disease has already gotten, we can't drive it away with bare hands, but we can fight it. You can rest assured, I will try to defeat it, we say good When you graduate, you will go to Las Vegas to get married. I still can't bear to leave you."
Su Yunjin stepped into the chest of Jiang Yan and choked and said: "Then you promise me, if you are uncomfortable, you will come to the hospital immediately. Also, take care of yourself when I am not around you."
Jiang Yan nodded. In this desperate moment, he used all his strength to hug Su Yunjin.
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On the afternoon of the discharge, Jiang Yan went back to work at the company.
Su Yunjin originally disagreed, but he always had a way to convince Su Yunjin, and finally Su Yunjin could only let him go to the company.
The next day, Su Yunjin returned to the school to temporarily suspend school.
After completely completing the formalities, Su Yunjin told Jiang Yan about the suspension of school.
Jiang Yan could not understand, and his brow slightly picked up: "Yu Jin, why are you taking a break?"
"I want to take care of you." Su Yunjin wrote down, "Oh, one more thing - do you remember the company that I went to work on vacation? Now I am their regular employee, but I switched to the marketing department!"
Jiang Yan’s brows are deeper:
What position?


Sales.
Su Yunjin continued to understate the words:
The basic salary is not high, but as long as you do your job well, the commission is very impressive.

Jiang Yan violently put Su Yunjin into his arms: "Yu Jin, just for me, you don't have to."
He knows why Su Yunjin was absent from school. At present, they don't have a lot of deposits in their hands, and his future medical expenses are a considerable amount. Su Yunjin gave up his major to challenge sales, all preparing for their future.
"What is just for you is not necessary." Su Yunjin complained dissatisfied. "In this world, I only have you. For you, everything is worth it."
"But me..."
Jiang Yun’s words have not been finished yet, Su Yunjin directly interrupted him:
For our future, you have been working hard. Now, I have to pay for something for our future. Jiang Yan, you don’t want to stop me, study with you. In comparison, I want you to live well."
"I'm sorry." Jiang Yan's voice revealed a flaw, "Yu Jin, I am sorry."
"You are not sorry for me. As long as you don't leave me, I am willing to do anything." Su Yunjin looked up and looked at Jiang Yan with tears. "Look at what I don't give up, Jiang Yan, you must hold on." Be sure to leave me."
"I promise you." Jiang Yan kissed Su Yunjin's hair top. "For you, I will never give up easily."
Su Yunjin nodded, and the tears could no longer be controlled, but there was no previous despair.
She worked hard with Jiang Yan, and their life has been much better.
If they try harder, the disease should not be able to take Jiang Yan away from her.
In this way, Su Yunjin and Jiang Yan together, in order to survive.
In the first period of time, Jiang Yan basically did not have any abnormalities. He was as good as before, and his work was outstanding. His life was arranged in an orderly manner in his life. Together with the care of Su Yunjin, he was forced to order him to go to bed early every morning and keep it. With a certain amount of exercise, he is full of energy every day.
After adapting to the work of the marketing department, Su Yunjin quickly signed the first list, and there were many up-and-coming talents in the department.
What is rare is that Su Yunjin did not forget and forgive me. She remembered that Jiang Yan said that when he first entered the workplace, his ability was outstanding, and he was still weak compared with experienced seniors. He should maintain a modest learning attitude. But also remember that modesty is not a low-pitched voice without a bottom line, giving you the feeling that you are a soft persimmon that can be pinched, the basic gas field, or it must be.
Pursuing the workplace experience summarized by Jiang Yan, Su Yunjin was born in the market department, and one after another was won by her. The department manager praised her.
Jiang Yan’s body did not appear abnormal for a short period of time. He did not tell his colleagues that he was ill. He worked as hard as before. The manager told him that the deputy general manager would be transferred to work abroad three months later. Can compete for the position of deputy manager.
Everything went smoothly, and the number on the account balance continued to grow. Su Yunjin finally got a sense of security in despair. For a while, she even forgot the disease of Jiang Yan.
Until one morning in June, Jiang Yan did not wake up after the alarm clock sounded.
At that time, Su Yunjin was making breakfast in the kitchen and listening to the continuous ringing tone. She closed the fire and went back to the room, and found that Jiang Yan did not respond to the alarm.
Suddenly, the panic was like an infinite spread of vines. I instantly climbed the whole body of Su Yunjin and wrap her around. Her head was blank and she even forgot how to breathe.
Su Yunjin didn't know how she rushed to the bed. She screamed Jiang Yan's name madly and slammed Jiang's face. I don't know how long it took, Jiang Yan finally opened his eyes slowly.
In the middle of the battle, Jiang Yan saw the tears of Su Yunjin and smiled and touched her face: "Stupid, I am fine."
Su Yunjin looked at Jiang Yan, who finally woke up. After the robbery, he usually cried out and used his best to hold Jiang Yan, letting his tears fall down.
Jiang Yan realized that Su Yunjin was really scared. He was so eager to cut his heart and hugged Su Yunjin: "A fool, I am fine, just overslept, don't cry."
Su Yunjin sighed and said intermittently: "Jiang Yan, I am afraid..."
The fear of desperation just now, she can't express it in words.
If she did not wake up Jiang Yan, she did not know this moment, she would choose to end her life and leave the world with Jiang Yan.
She can't lose Jiang Yan, and she can't live in a world without Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan’s chest was quickly wet by Su Yunjin’s tears. For the first time, he felt that tears could be like a fire, burning from his heart, burning the skin and muscles, and burning the heart.
For the first time in his life, Jiang Yan felt powerless for the first time.
Living in an orphanage, from a young life to a different life than others, listening to a variety of non-consultations, these can be overcome.
However, he could not fight his disease.
He is likely to leave Su Yunjin at any time. He has promised to Su Yunjin, and may never have the opportunity to realize it.
However, even if this is the case, he still can't let Su Yunjin let go, even though he knows that this behavior is selfish, but he is reluctant to say that he broke up.
The rest of his life is limited. He wants to be together with Su Yun every minute he can freely control.
"Yun Jin, I am sorry." Jiang Yan took the back of Su Yunjin, "I am scared to you, sorry."
Su Yunjin was so crying that he couldn’t speak, and he twitched for a long while before he asked intermittently: "You, are you really just overslept?"
"...Yes." Jiang Yan hesitated and said, "It was too tired to work yesterday."
Together for so long, Su Yunjin knows Jiang Yan, and the short hesitation of less than two seconds is enough to show that Jiang Yan is not too simple to oversleep.
He must have something unusual!