Chapter 59: Let go let her go

The lights of the riverside are dark, and the nightlights that have lost Huaguang are even more dull. The city has already fallen asleep.
Lu Jianyan stood on the high-rise sky garden, and the red light of the fingertips was slowly burning. The thin smoke floated up slowly, passing his eyebrows, and disappeared slowly.
Only a strong smell of smoke is left.
The last time I smoked, the late night after Su Jianan was detained, she went to the hospital with a good soup to see Jiang Shaoqi, not coming back late, as if she had forgotten that she was married and had a husband.
During the day he was behind her, untied the rope for her, and she rushed to Jiang Shaoqi. He called her, but she was crying for Jiang Shaoqi.
At that time, he was thinking, was he said by Shen Yuechuan again, the person she liked was Jiang Shaoqi.
If so, should he let go?
It seems that Jiang’s back is very clean and Jiang Shaohao has enough ability to protect her.
Compared with him, Jiang Shaoqi is obviously a more suitable candidate.
But in my heart, he can't wait to go to the hospital to tie her back, and stay in her life for a lifetime, so that she can only have him in her life.
The game of reason and selfishness, he has never been irritated, and there are countless cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of him.
On the way to the hospital, Su Jianan asked what he was thinking.
What do you want him to say? How did he tell Su Jianan that he was afraid to see her hear the expression that made her go, and she was afraid that she would miss her and kill her if she was happy and turned away without hesitation.
Or force her like I did just now.
If it is not an unexpected accident, he is not sure what he is doing now.
He has been forbearing for too long.
When the bathroom door was opened, the sound of Lu Jianyan went out and smoked. Su Jianan stood at the bed and looked at him with some helplessness. The neck also had the red marks he had left.
The fire burned again in the lower abdomen. He looked away from her clear eyes: "The thing just..."
"I have forgotten!" Su Jianan decisively interrupted Lu Shaoyan, obviously do not want to remember the embarrassment just now.
"I apologize to you," he said.
Su Jianan did not say accept or not, opened the quilt and lay it on the bed, sideways toward the wall, thought about it, and placed two pillows in the middle of the bed.
Lu Boyan looked at her move and smacked a smack of self-deprecating and went straight to the study.
Can't hear his footsteps, Su Jianan turned over and lay down, looked at the closed oak door of the study, closed his eyes and went to sleep.
Lu Jianyan is not better in the room, saving her from sleeping so hard.
She had been sleepy for a long time, and she was sleepy. She seemed to be asleep, and she seemed to be back in a few days ago. She fell into the hands of the murderer.
She was tied to the ground with her hands and feet, and the murderer's tip was drawn across her body: "Is it a beautiful pattern on your body?"
"Don't..." She cried and shook her head, "Let me go, let me go..."
The night was quiet, and her voice passed through the oak door and passed into Lu’s ear.
Lu Jianyan slammed the file out and saw that Su Jianan was struggling in the bed. Tears continued to flow from her eyes. She didn't know who was asking her to let go of her, obviously a nightmare.
His heart was like a needle, and he walked over to hold her hand. She suddenly changed her mouth: "Save me... Lu Jianyan, where are you, save me..."
During the day, Su Jian'an claws and claws seemed to have endless courage, and they could fall into a nightmare. She was as fragile as a wounded little beast, and the slight trembled voice turned into a thin heart.
"Jian An, wake up." He tried to wake up Su Jianan. "You have a nightmare."
Su Jianan slammed his hand, and the drowned man grabbed the only driftwood on the sea and called his name over and over again: "Lu Boyan, Lu Jianyan...Save me..."
When she was held hostage, did she also call his name in her heart?
Lu’s heart hurts softly. He lay down on the bed and put Su Jianan into his arms. He patted her back gently, like a child crying in the middle of the night, and she miraculously stopped sobbing and pleading, slowly shrinking. Into his arms, the wounded beast finally found a safe corner to lick the wound.
There are tear marks in her eyes, and the long lashes are slightly moist, and it looks pitiful.
Lu Jianyan heard that he sighed.
Such Su Jianan, how can he let her go?
On the second day, Lu Jianyan woke up very early. Su Jianan still kept his posture in his arms and curled up in his arms. He gently loosened her. She shrank like a shock, but after all, she did not wake up. The shrimps bowed their waists and hid in the bed.
Lu Boyan found out that something was wrong - her face was too pale.
Su Jianan's skin is white and delicate, but the white and healthy white, occasionally a light peach pink, can burn red when a cheek, but now she is pale, the blood on her face seems to be drained. Even the lips have lost their full luster, like a blank piece of white paper with no vitality.
"Jian An!" He shook her shoulder, "Su Jianan, wake up!"
"Well..." Su Jianan whispered in dissatisfaction, and shrank into the quilt, and his brows went deeper.
"Wake up!" Lu Boyan's heart is inexplicably anxious, and the voice has improved.
Su Jianan opened his eyes, the bright brilliance of the past, and the loss of the focal length. Lu Shaoyan’s voice was even more urgent:
Where are you uncomfortable?

Her stomach is very painful, but it is already old.
The early period of the physiological period is too busy, the rest is not good, and if the diet is not paying attention, it will take her life in these days. I have been in the hospital several times before.
Later, she knew her own problems. She always pays special attention in the early stage of the physiological period. She eats well and sleeps well. This has not been painful for more than half a year. But a few days ago, she was held hostage and awkward with Lu Boyan, accidentally frequent, physiological The period is not mentioned before, but it is still painful every time.
She struggling to sit up and look away from Lu Yanyan’s eyes and shook her head:
I’m fine.

I endured the pain and went into the bathroom. When I came out, the whole person was already awake. It was the colic in the lower abdomen that made her a little unbearable.
Lu Jianyan grabbed her hand: "I will send you to the hospital."
Su Jianan brewed for a while before he had the strength to say a complete sentence: "You should know the pain during the physiological period? If you are not sick, don't waste medical resources. I will take a day off."
She fell back to the bed and felt very tired. It was too painful to sleep. She could only rest with her eyes closed.
Lu Jianyan poured a cup of hot water on her: "Hungry? Don't be hungry? Let people bring the breakfast up."
Su Jianan vaguely "hmm", sent hot milk and freshly baked bread, coated with sweet jam, Su Jianan had no appetite after eating two, drank half a cup of milk, faintly lying again Bed.
In confusion, she heard familiar footsteps at the bedside, warm and dry palms covering her forehead, she knew who, closed her eyes and smiled: "I don't have a fever, you should go to the company."
"I have something to call me."
"……Ok."
Her voice was very small, and she seemed to be asleep again. Lu Jianyan quietly got up and left the room, called the secretary to look at her, and then went to the company with confidence.
The secretary is a girl, how much to understand the pain of the physiological period, but she did not expect Su Jianan to be so painful, it is no wonder that Lu Jianyan did not care to guard her.
When she fell asleep, she was more like a child. It wouldn’t be reminiscent of her being the president’s wife. Lu Yanyan let Su Jianan take a rest, the secretary did not bother to disturb, and took the laptop set to mute. Sending and receiving mail outside the living room, the door is open so that she can hear Su Jian'an's movement at any time.
Su Jianan was not so sleepy. All the movements could be heard in confusion. At noon, she suddenly woke up. She didn’t know when she had a thin sweat on her forehead. She got out of bed and the secretary suddenly appeared. At the door: "Mrs, you are awake."
"you……"
"Lu always doesn't trust you alone, let me come with you." The secretary smiled. "How do you feel now? Is it still painful?"
"Much better, thank you."
Su Jianan took a set of clothes into the bathroom to change, the secretary looked at her back, while she regretted that her carefully selected pajamas might not come in handy last night, and lamented that the wife of the president is really good.
Yesterday evening, she just thought that Su Jianan was beautiful. Now she feels that she is really no dead ends from head to toe. She has long legs and thin waist, and the curves are exquisite, but not as flamboyant as the women who show off, not showing the mountains. It’s no wonder that Lu always likes her so much.
Su Jianan changed her clothes, and the hotel also brought her and the secretary's lunch up. It was light and delicious, and the selling was exquisite. Her appetite was hooked up. The secretary said: "This is definitely a special preparation for the hotel."
"Hmm?" Su Jianan did not understand.
"Hey, think about it, how can this five-star hotel have this kind of porridge?"
Perhaps it is age, Su Jianan has no shelf, the secretary and Su Jianan speak a lot of casual, Su Jianan does not mind, looking at the food in front of him, the lips suddenly rise slightly.
The secretary added: "Lu always really cares about your feelings. Yesterday I said that it is not good to put you alone in the hotel. He will come back from work early."
"He was back in advance yesterday?"
Su Jianan was a bit surprised. In fact, he knew that he was going to be busy until 12 o'clock yesterday. At 11 o'clock, he appeared in the park. She thought that Lu Jianyan was busy in advance, but he actually came back specially.
No wonder when he asked him, he not only did not answer, but also calmly asked her questions, she was afraid that he was angry, and did not dare to go to the bottom.
"Not only Lu Zong, he also let other people get off work in advance." The secretary smiled. "Shen Tezhu said that you are our savior. Right, I am going to gossip, you and Lu Zong... secretly interact for many years. Is it?"
Su Jianan was curious: "Why do you think so?"
"Because I haven't had a girlfriend for so many years!" said the secretary. "The outside world is rumored that Han Ruoxi is his girlfriend, but everyone in the company knows it well. It’s just Han Ruoqi’s landing hype. It’s suddenly passed some time ago. When I came out, I was always married. We all guessed whether he had secretly contacted you for so many years!"

No,
Su Jianan said.
But we know each other when we are young.


Wow!
the secretary exclaimed.
It’s no wonder, I’m here!