Chapter 63: I can't do it if I want to do it.

Last night... Lu Boyan was just impulsive?
Sometimes he is a jerk, but Su Jianan is still willing to believe that he is not the kind of mad.
Thinking this way, yesterday's pictures were like replayed movies, passing through her mind frame by frame.
His hot lips, strong and overbearing kisses, unstoppable touches, hot breath... all are vivid.
Fortunately, finally...
Otherwise, she is not sure what will happen.
Su Jianan patted some hot cheeks, put on Lu Maoyan's coat, and tightened up. The accident was that Lu Shaoyan was not in the room, but the study door was open, Lu Shaoyan's voice was faint. The covenant came out.
She walked carefully and went to the door to hear Lu Shaoyan saying, "You sleep first."
Hey? Is he talking to her?
The woman outside the door grabbed her clothes and looked blank. Lu Jianyan had to put down the documents and walked out.
Su Jianan just felt that a shadow was over, and then breathing was a little unstable...
Her height of 167 is not short, but when Lu Shaoyan is close, she still feels that she has been oppressed by him, and he has more than one head.
At this moment, he rolled up the sleeves of the white shirt, the top two buttons were also untied, the beautiful lines of the arms were exposed, and the firm chest muscles were faintly visible. This formal and casual look was and seductive.
Lu Jianyan looked at the lost rabbit like Su Jianan: "I told you to sleep first."
"how about you?"
Her eyes were a bit smug, and Lu Boyan thought she was thinking about yesterday's things, her eyes narrowed down: "I sleep in the study, you don't have to worry."
Su Jianan’s flashes were overwhelming:
I didn’t mean that...
She felt her cheeks hot, took a deep breath, looked up and looked at Lu’s words.
I just asked you when to sleep! I didn’t want you to sleep in the study. ......"
Lu Jianyan's hands clasped his chest, like laughing and laughing: "You are not afraid of what I do?"
Su Jianan grinned and turned: "You can't do it if you want to do it!"
She detached her thin coat and hung it into the bed.
Lu Jianyan saw her for a moment, and her lips rose slightly until Shen Yuechuan sent a reminder that he had to return to the study room after five minutes of video conferencing.
The video conference opened for more than an hour, and the meeting was about to end. He suddenly heard the news coming from the room. It was Su Jianan, and it was exactly the same as yesterday.
His face changed, leaving the meeting back to the room, Su Jianan really had a nightmare, she frowned in the quilt, groaning and not knowing what to say, he came close to hear clearly, she was calling him, The low voice is full of pleading: "Lu Boyan... Lu Jianyan... save me..." Her slender hands struggled in bed...
Lu Jianyan took her hand: "Jian An."
Her hand trembled, and then immediately grabbed Lu Shaoyan's hand and seemed to be relieved. The brow was still wrinkled and still struggling.
Lu Jianyan lay down and hugged her in her arms, pacifying her and whispering her name. She slowly calmed down, and he understood it. Su Jianan was more afraid of sleeping alone than he would do.
She has never forgotten the things that have been held hostage.
"Lu Boyan..."
Her voice went down, as if she was about to fall asleep, Lu Yanyan stroked her back: "I am, I am here, don't be afraid."
Su Jianan's eyebrows swelled open, and then she slowly opened her eyes, half-dreamed and half-awake, fascinated and looked at Lu Shaoyan, seemingly did not know where she was.
"It's okay." Lu's kiss fell on her eyebrows, with a calming voice in the low voice, "sleeping."
"Ok……"
Su Jianan did not know whether this was a dream or a reality. She only knew that she was still in the hands of the perverted murderer in the last second, but at the moment, she was already in Lu’s arms.
Is he coming? Then she will be fine.
She closed her eyes in a confused way, and after a short breath, she became gentle and slept.
Lu’s mobile phone is gently shaken, which is a text message sent by Shen Yuechuan.
meeting?
He knocked two words in the reply column: the meeting.
Click Send to shut down.
The whole night was quiet. The only thing that was clear and audible was the breathing of the arms. Her face was buried in his chest. The slender fingers clutched his clothes, and there was still a trace of fear on his sleeping face.
Lu Boyan stroked her cheeks and seemed to be sleepy. She closed her eyes and went to sleep.
Since being held hostage, Su Jianan often has nightmares. The dream is repeated in the scene. The murderer with his eyes sullen and sullen, with a knife on her back and forth, to engrave on her, and then dismember her.
She occasionally wakes up immediately, and occasionally continues to sleep after the end of the nightmare, but the next day she finds that the back is wet and sticky, obviously leaving a lot of cold sweat.
There are few sleeps that are so peaceful this night.
But it seems that there is something wrong, she seems to have a nightmare before she sleeps.
With a full of doubts and confused eyes open, the sky is already bright, but she did not expect to see Lu Shaoyan first.
He slept very well, his breathing was very shallow, his chest was slightly up and down, and she discovered that his eyelashes were long.
Usually her attention is on the slender and deep squats, and a pair of his eyes can't look at him. His eyelashes are so beautiful.
Just why is he still wearing yesterday's clothes? And she rested on his arm, his other hand crossed her waist and hugged her, and she was snuggling in his arms and clutching his clothes...
This is what happened! they……
At this time, Su Jianan remembered that she really had a nightmare last night, and later...
Later, Lu Jianyan suddenly appeared. He took her into his arms. In the few seconds when he was half-awake, Lu Boyan seemed to kiss her. He said nothing to her and let her sleep.
Because of his arms and the four words, she had a good night's sleep.
At that moment, Lu Jianyan gave her a sense of security that was greater than anyone. If she didn't read it wrong, his eyes, tone, and movement were all gentle.
That kind of gentleness makes her addicted to addiction.
If that is just a dream, she is willing to close her eyes and sleep.
In the subconscious, she does not want this to be a dream, she greedily hopes that this is true.
She reached out and tried to touch Lu’s face. At this time, Lu’s eyelashes suddenly moved.
He is awake!
Su Jianan was flustered for 0:01, and then quickly closed his eyes to sleep, a pair never looked up.
Lu Jianyan opened his eyes and first looked at the person in his arms. He did not find anything unusual. He thought she was still asleep, so he got up quietly, pulled the quilt and covered her, and did not know why. The action paused, but only then, he continued to cover her with the quilt if nothing had happened, and finally went to the bathroom.
Hearing Lu Shaoyan's footsteps getting farther and farther, Su Jianan, who was sleeping, finally opened his eyes and let out a sigh of relief in the quilt.
Only she knew that when Lu Boyan gave her a quilt, she was all stiff and could not move to the toes.
However, everything was true last night?
Thinking, Su Jianan turned over, Lu Yanyan's figure suddenly fell into her pupil - he stood in the bathroom door with his hands folded, the slightly wrinkled shirt and trousers could not affect his breathtaking beauty, he picked The lips are like laughing, but the eyes are as deep as they have been.
Su Jianan took a breath and his brain was running fast.
In any case, I can't let Lu Boyan know that she was just sleeping!
She wit awkwardly: "Hey? When did you wake up?"
"A little earlier than you."
"..." Su Jianan immediately became petrified, and felt that the world was messy.
Lu Jianyan’s curvature on the corner of his lips seemed to be a little bigger. He was very good at closing the door of the bathroom. Su Jianan bit his quilt and regretted it.
But how did Lu Shaoyan find out that she was sleeping? Her camouflage skills are not so bad!
Stupid - Lu Jianyan, who brushed his teeth in the bathroom, sighed helplessly.
Before she was covered with a quilt, he did not notice anything, but then her body was so stiff that her eyebrows were dragged. How could he not see the abnormality?
He suddenly remembered that last night, when she was holding Su Jianan in the park, her hands were so stiff.
He met her, can make her so nervous?
This seems to be a good phenomenon.
Early in the morning, Lu’s mood was inexplicably better.
When he was having breakfast, Lu Boyan handed a newspaper to Su Jianan.
Su Jianan likes to read magazines, but he didn't read the habit of reading newspapers. He took it over: "Why?"
"View the rule."
Su Jianan turned to the rule of law version and saw the headline at a glance - a city "perverted killer" He Tianming was sentenced.
The news mentioned that the court’s decision against He Tianming came down, the death penalty, He Tianming did not appeal, and the death sentence was executed two months later. In the middle, he analyzed the reasons for the formation of He Tianming's abnormal psychology. Finally, he reported the recent situation of He Tianming in prison. He was severely wounded when he was in prison. Now he can only lie in bed every day, unable to take care of himself, and few people. Take care of him.
He cruelly killed two innocent lives and kidnapped two forensic doctors. No one expressed sympathy to him. This seems to be the "retribution" that is often said.
Su Jianan returned the newspaper to Lu Boyan: "Why should I let this see this?"
Lu Jianyan did not answer: "During this time, have you been having a nightmare?"
"... um." Su Jianan felt strange. "How do you know?" Even if Lu Shaoyan happened to meet her nightmare last night, couldn't she conclude that she had been riddled with nightmares?
"Come here for two days, you have nightmares every night." Lu Boyan said, "If you have studied psychology, you should know better than me that this is a traumatic re-experience symptom."
Su Jianan: "So, let me see this report, let me know that he is going to be executed, and I feel that I will not have another nightmare?"
Lu Jianyan sighed: "No. I just want to tell you that this person has been under the control of the police, or you and Jiang Shaoqi helped the police arrest him. He is now in prison, he can't take care of his basic life. Two months later he It will disappear from this world, and he will never hurt you.
So, Jane, you don't have to be afraid anymore.