Chapter 3: Memory segment

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Mo Yu felt that the memory that struck at first seemed like a trickle, then it turned into a flowing river, and finally became a rushing river. Her memories of the past eighteen years are like surging rivers flowing into her mind, and they are entangled and confused with the memories of the next five years, and finally connected together.
She remembered many, many things.
Zhou He was born in the south, the city where her parents worked, but was in the rural hometown of Fuyang, Anhui, brought up by grandparents. Grandparents always wanted a grandson. Although they liked their granddaughter, they didn't spend much effort to teach her. When he was young, Zhou He was out with other children.
I always wanted another boy at home. When Zhou He was four years old, her mother gave her a younger brother. She suddenly felt that her family's center of gravity had shifted to her brother.
When Zhou He sees that her grandparents are holding her brother, the kind of happiness that overflows from the bottom of her heart, it will inevitably raise a sense of loss in her heart. She learns to fight with a little boy. She cuts off her braid. Standing to pee, but only adults laughed and scolded, so later, she vented her anger to her brother, she smeared the brother's face with mud, scared him with earthworms and frogs, and secretly fed him chili sauce. For these troublesome things, she has been beaten by her father and grandpa many times. Grandpa is a veteran. When he hits people, he has a lot of hands, but Zhou Hele is constantly using bullying his brother to fight against grandpa. The more she gets beaten, the more she bullies him.
But as she grew up a little bit, her jealous thoughts faded after all. After all, the blood relationship was difficult to let go. Children like to play with older children. When Zhou He is outside, her brother is her follower. Gradually, the position of her brother in her mind became more and more important.
"Sister, take me to watch them fight."
"If you call my brother, I will take you there."
"If grandpa hears him, he will hit you again."
"Less nonsense, secretly barking."
She often takes her younger brother to fight with the children in the same village. The children in the east of the village are a group, and the others in the west of the village are a group.
She and her brother played with the children in Dongcun. Although she was not very strong, she was a girl, but she dared to start, because the little boys had some scruples about girls and they were quite combative. At this time, there is no reason why adults call these wild children. Wang Zhaoke, the child of Dongcun, is very tall in the children, and often takes Zhou He to bully the children of Xicun. The two sides often fight in groups, and if they encounter orders, they will be killed by the other side.
Zhao Ke always covered her, saying that she will be his wife in the future. Zhou He always said at this time that I wouldn't be your wife, and I would be your brother.
There will always be children who do not know the truth. Are you not a woman?
Zhou He will refute every time, saying: "Nonsense, I am obviously a man, I can stand pee!"
At this time, Zhou He realized that there seemed to be two voices in his heart, and one voice felt that it was good to be a girl. Another voice felt that she should be a man. She learned the name of an uncle and gave herself a male name called Zhou He.
auzw.com When his brother was four years old, Zhou He was eight years old.
One day, when Zhou He took him out to play, he passed a road by the river. Zhou He told him not to go near the river, but walk inside. At this time, the two children at the west end of the village passed by. They were bullied by Zhao Ke just a few days ago. He was beaten down to beg for mercy and drilled his crotch. At that time Zhou He and her younger brother were still cheering. Zhao Ke also let them drill Zhou He's crotch. At that time, Zhou He smiled happily, but when she met here, she knew she was in trouble.
The two surrounded Zhou He and her troubles. Zhou He shouted loudly: "I'm watching my brother. Don't bother me." But the two men pulled her, pulled her hair, and said that Zhao Ke's little would drink urine. Zhou He is a girl. After all, she was pushed down to the ground by her strength. She looked at her brother from the ground and found that her brother was terrified, and then fled to the river in panic.
She yelled, "Let me go, my brother ran to the river. He is young and will fall."
But the two children didn't even listen to what she said. One held her and the other untied her pants, and peeing on her head with a hippie smile. At this moment, they all heard the sound of falling water. Zhou He went crazy and grabbed a child's leg and bit down. The child screamed and kicked her away. But the two also found something wrong along the river, so terrified that they left Zhou He and fled.
Zhou He ran to the river to find his brother, but found nothing. Later, the adults searched along the river and found her brother's body downstream. Back home, grandma cried and almost fainted, and grandpa was throwing things in anger. He felt that after the home was broken, he saw Zhou He, who was silent, and in a rage, took the chair and smashed her. This smash broke her left arm into a fracture. In the end, my grandmother stopped her grandfather and sent her to the hospital in the county.
Zhou He didn't particularly hate Grandpa this time. She felt that he would make her feel better when he beat her.
She thought about it, and a voice in her heart said it was her fault, that she did not take good care of her brother. But another voice said that it was all the troublesome children in the West Village who killed him, and it was natural to kill for the murder. Whoever killed the younger brother should die.
That night, Zhou He, who was asleep, suddenly woke up. At this time, she realized that she was Zhou He. As a man, she naturally wanted to avenge her brother. She slipped out of the county hospital while her grandparents fell asleep while she was sleeping. She was plastered in her hand and she was very painful, but she just walked the three-kilometer night road with pain and quietly returned to the village.
She secretly took a lighter and some firewood and newspaper firewood from the house, and came to the two children's home, lit the sundries in their yard with the fire. It was autumn at that time, the sky was dry, and the fire soon grew up, burning the two houses.
After finishing two fires, Zhou He fled the village all the way. She deliberately walked from the hillside of the village and all the way to the top of the slope. From there, you can see that the two groups of fires were burning from the two houses.
She saw the neighbors around her hurrying up to save the fire. She saw the burning person roll out of the house. She felt a huge sense of satisfaction in her heart. She ran all the way back to the hospital without seeing it for too long.
Unexpectedly, after she left, the grandmother who woke up in the middle of the night discovered that she was gone. Grandpa and grandpa and the people in the hospital were so busy, looking for her everywhere in the county. When she returned to the hospital door, she was hit by anxious grandparents.
Grandma hurriedly asked her, "Where did you go to the bottom? Is this going to kill us?"
Zhou He looked at her grandmother and said with tears, "I'm afraid Grandpa will beat me again."
Grandma hugged her distressedly and took her back to the hospital.
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