Chapter 179:

On this day, the dusk came in the autumn rain, and it started to get colder. It was a bit uncomfortable. Chunliu had a charcoal fire early, and the room was very warm. Xiaodezi once brought someone over and repaired some damaged places, such as doors and windows, which are much more comfortable than they were at the beginning. Murong Feng is very satisfied with the current situation.
Suddenly I have an interest today, remembering that I have n’t eaten dumplings for a long time, that ’s what I ’m going to eat at home during the Chinese New Year. No matter how extravagant, I ’ll also eat dumplings on the New Year ’s Eve of the Chinese New Year in the early morning of the next day.
The minced meat was patiently chopped, and it was good pork belly. Although it was a cold palace here, it had the care of Yanyu, Xiaodezi, and the Empress of Zhengyang Palace, and all the items used were good.
I chose radishes, with onion and the like, and adjusted the filling patiently.
Make up again, let it lie quietly under the damp cloth, and wake up quietly.
Together with Chun Liu, the two were wrapped in dumplings and talked about some common things. The rain outside the window became heavier and gradually blurred.
Chun Liu went to make a fire, Murong Feng quietly admired the fruits of her labor, looked at it, and even saw a line of tears, how could she not miss, how could she really forget, this feeling of loneliness and helplessness is How to speak clearly?
"Fenger--"
Murong Feng turned back fiercely, Sima Rui stood silently, without any expression on her face, just looked at her quietly, and said lightly: "This is a better name, you are now despised in the cold palace. It ’s you who are taunting you; if you call by name and name, it ’s too verbose. So it is.

For whatever reason, whether it is true or not, at this moment, he is standing in front of himself, and happiness is the most real. Murong Feng's tears were still swirling in her eyes, the tears on her cheeks were still dry, and a faint smile had floated on her face. "Why are there so many reasons? You didn't have so many explanations when you used to call them this way."
Sima Rui didn't seem to want to talk about the past, but just shifted the subject lightly, looking at the dumplings and saying, "You and the two of you seem to be having a good time, so don't worry about it."
Murong Feng froze for a moment, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed. The man stood there, lowered his head, and sadly complained that he should not talk. At this time, Sima Rui was the emperor, and the emperor represented a power. Now, I have forgotten many times before, and I still miss it, as if I am deliberately approaching, even I look down on myself.
"Why didn't you speak suddenly?" Sima Rui turned to look at Murong Feng and asked lightly.
Murong Feng swallowed back her tears. The sad and helpless look was an unconcealable patience. She suddenly wanted to leave the person far away. Why is he so easy to hurt himself? Is it just an indifference that makes you hurt all over? She smiled as much as possible, and said lightly and softly, "It's okay, I just feel that what I say and what I do is superfluous. Silence makes me feel safe."
Sima Rui looked at Murong Feng, the kind of forbearance made his heart tremble, she seemed to be afraid of herself, eager to see and eager to escape, so contradictory, so sad, but hiding behind a faint smile, smile But it's so fragile.
Sima Rui's eyes were slightly sour, and he blinked immediately, covering up.
"Where is Spring Willow?" Sima Rui deliberately ignored Murong Feng's response and asked lightly.
"Should be outside." Murong Feng also answered as calmly as possible, saying to herself, don't look into his eyes, don't care about his behavior, don't listen to his words, only if he is a stranger, maybe just fine.
Speaking, Chun Liu came in from the outside and walked with a smile and said, "Miss, it rains so hard outside, it ’s rare that it rains so much in autumn. Time passes really fast. Today happened to be your accident last year. I stayed here for a while and forgot about August 15th. No wonder the bustle in the palace a few days ago, and the emperor did not come here. It turned out that everyone was busy with the Mid-Autumn Festival. Think about the time when you met At that point, standing here now is like dreaming. If the emperor can remember it, there will be no regrets. Chunliu is really weird. At that time, the emperor was almost unable to survive for you, although I had to marry Meng Wanlu as a last resort, but I have never seen him give her a good look, but I do n’t know why, it turned out to be what it is now. No wonder people say that since ancient times, the passionate woman Bo Qinglang. The emperor is no exception! "
Murong Feng said softly, "Why is it getting so sloppy? Why did you burn so much nonsense?"
"Where is the nonsense, it is Chunliu's sincere words." Chunliu said unwillingly, looked at Murong Feng, and said seriously, "Chunliu is really worthless for the lady, and that emperor is too-emperor ?! Where do you risk? from?"
Sima Rui smiled slightly and said, "What's the matter, how to talk to Li Fei, what's the emperor? Where did the emperor come out? I naturally walked in, and Xiaodezi was outside, didn't you see it? "
Chunliu immediately turned her head to look, and when she saw the little virtue standing at the door, she was startled and stuttered, "You, when did you come out?"
"I've been standing here," said Xiao Dezi with a smile. "It's just that you didn't pay attention. The emperor actually came in a long time ago, and also spoke two sentences with Princess Murong. In fact, at the earliest, in Murong and you When the master and servant were making dumplings, the emperor was outside, but neither Murong nor you saw it, which caused the emperor to rain outside, so that you were comfortable inside and warm like spring On. "
Chun Liu's eyes widened, and he looked at Murong Feng, and Murong Feng nodded. Chun Liu blushed with shame, and had to stutter, "This, this, the slave went out and went out to dumplings."
"Okay, let's have a meal here." Sima Rui said with a smile, but did not look at Murong Feng, it seemed to intentionally avoid something, "Look at the craftsmanship of your master and servant."
Murong Feng just felt uncomfortable. Sima Rui's attitude towards her made her feel so redundant. She was silent.
After a while, Xiaodezi went to the door and looked around, and then came back and said, "The emperor, he's gone."
Sima Rui sighed softly and said, "I didn't expect that he would be emotional, so loyal, if not because of being a eunuch, he really wanted to complete him. It is rare that he is so obsessed with a person, like a man. Love her. "
Xiaodezi didn't say a word, just bowed his head, and was a little sad. After a while, he quietly backed out and went to Chunliu to see if there was any place to help.