: Fan Wai, the only thing in love

From the time she remembered, she had no impression of her parents. All along, the grandmother who took care of her was a grandmother. She only knew that Mom and Dad went out and made money, so she didn't have time to see her. Grandma said this, but she doesn't care. Because she doesn't know what Mom and Dad is, she only hurts her grandmother who loves her.
However, even if only one person loves, her dreams will still be broken. Grandma had three sons and one daughter. They all went out to work, but the little brothers and sisters who were born gradually were all handed over to their grandmothers. As a result, she began to be left out and ignored. Take care of your younger siblings and be a little adult.
And she is a district, a girl born in a year, plus she has a total of three. She, Gu, is the smallest. The biggest is 筱, followed by jade. The three of them, from birth, were doomed to fight each other.
Three similar girls, whether it is face, character, study, and childhood, are topics that are discussed around the three aunts. Therefore, they all have to do the best, destined to compete with each other and become opponents. From the kindergarten, their war has begun. Originally, before that, their relationship was superficial and kind.
筱 The family is the richest, looks very beautiful, very lively and cheerful, no matter who is seeing all the smiles, sweet words in the mouth, the most pleasing. Jade is very diligent, will fight for family affairs, and will help neighbors, but also the object that everyone likes to praise. In addition to her, Gu is the only one. Grandma's gradual neglect, taking care of her younger siblings, she wants less and less love, less and less love, she begins to become silent, not to talk. Head down daily, like an invisible person. She is the object that everyone despise and hate. I won't be happy, nor will I help my neighbors. Therefore, in the eyes of everyone, she is dull, dull, lazy. Naturally, it is also excluded.
However, on that day, Jade suddenly talked to her, helped her, and told her that she was actually very cute and everyone liked it. Even if everyone doesn't like it, she will always support her. On that day, Gu was only surprised, but more happy. Jade, willing to approach her and be friends with her, she is actually not unloved.
Her grades are very good, she likes to read books, and she achieves the best results every time. It is the object that teachers like. Jade is different. She likes to play. It is inevitable that she will drop a section in her homework. However, they are friends and naturally help each other. She helped her take notes, taught her to do the exercises, and focused on her. Even if she was busy in the middle of the night, as long as she saw the sunny smile on the next day, she would feel that everything was worth it.
In the final exam, because of a small mistake, the "3" of the Arabic numerals was written as the "three" of Chinese, and no perfect score was obtained. She didn't care. In fact, she never thought about going to compare, she thought that they were inseparable, they grew up together, then they are destined friends.
She did not care much about the squad leader. She didn't want to show off the limelight. The result of the election was three of them. Joan made a vote. Then, as long as the deputy squad leader chooses by Joan, the election will be over. The squad leader and deputy squad leader will be fixed.
Inadvertently, but for the eyes of Shangyu, for a time, she could not see the meaning inside. Like contempt, like triumph, complicated to make her inexplicable.
Yu chose the cockroach, and they both showed a joyful smile at the bottom of the eyes. Jade did not look at her and did not look at her from beginning to end. The squad leader and the deputy squad leader have already decided, she does not care, but why, after the class jade did not come to find her, said to her: "We go home together."
Yu and Yu took their hands and disappeared into their own sight. At that moment, Gu’s only inexplicable resentment, such a strong pain, made her have to rely on the wall to support herself, so that she would not lose her strength.
It turns out that from the beginning to the end, she cares for the only thing, nothing.
No need to find the answer, she already understands. Grandma’s love has been given to her younger siblings, and there is no more to give her. Yuhe is a good friend, she is just a springboard. Why bother to entangle it, but she cares for the only one, will she still believe it again after that? If it still hurts, then will she still pray?
She didn't know what it was like, but the desire of the heart, the desire for love, not only did not disappear, but became more and more intense. She knows how much she wants to love, but she will not be so easy, let her feelings.
If, at the moment, she still has fantasies about friendship, then, for the second time, all the efforts are made. Is it doomed that she does not want to believe?
Yi, is a very deserted girl. The class is always maverick, always walking alone on campus, and the expression on the face is so indifferent. Gu only became the same table with her, then gradually understood her, liked her, and even wanted to do anything for her. This feeling is more intense than jade. They spend the year together, go to class together, go eat together, go anywhere. In the winter, they will embrace together, warmly intimately, rub each other's palms, and give each other the same warmth. Their relationship is silent, but it is warm, and that kind of happiness seems to be opposite. At this moment, Gu only thought that she had found the feeling she had been looking forward to.
Two people, together, have been going on, even if the road is not at the end, they will laugh and go on together. . . . . . . . . . . . .
However, when the new semester began, she was heartbroken in the faceless expression of Yi.
"We, don't be together this semester."
"why?"
"No reason, I am just tired of it." Turned around and left without heading back.
why? Why do we get along with the warmth of the bit by bit, but it will make you feel tired? I don't believe this answer, I don't want to believe it! I am very unwilling!
Gu only buried his head and shouted at the bottom of his heart. How can it get tired? Such a tight hug, such a gentle smile, such a sweet warmth, the warmth we give each other, will make you feel bored? For such reasons, how do you want me to bear it?
But what to do, Gu is the only one, and also has dignity. Will not wrap you around, will not ask you the real reason. This will give up my people, so I will ignore the people, is it really worthy of my care? Yi, isn't everything all the illusion you gave me?
Then, I have to give up on you. Because the person who first let go of the hand is you.
Then, the family, friendship, love, and care in life have lost the first two. Love, there have been, but it is just a desperate unrequited love. All of them were smouldering in the wrong love letters on April Fool's Day, and love, even existence, was so humble.
Well, there is no longer what can be lost. She is the only one. What else? Except for yourself, only yourself, only you will not betray yourself; only you will not give up. If others can't love me, then I only love myself. From now on, I will be the only one, and I will never arbitrarily give my true heart; from now on, I will be the only one, and never let go of my heart!
I want a lot of love, but no one gives me, is it that I am not jealous? Why give up on me? Then, ignore it, and bury that kind of , so that it will not hurt. As long as it won't hurt, I can lie to myself, I am very happy.
Dear, I will start uploading the contents of the second volume tomorrow. The official volume is finished. O(∩_∩)O~ Want to know what happened to my brothers and me, how will the future story develop, 7:00 pm Update of the scene, don't miss it, parents continue to support, O (∩ _ ∩) O ~ book by the start, please do not reprint!