Chapter 36: Thirty six

Chapter Thirty Six
The blood in Song Yi's mind became hot, and she was completely sleepy. Her face was hot, and her trembling hand patted Gu Xingchuan's arm around her neck. Gu Xingchuan murmured, half asleep and half awake, with a heavy nasal mutter: "If I don't let go, I will hug you to sleep."
The room leaked in the evening rain, and Song Yi was embarrassed not to look at Zhao Hongyan's expression. Zhao Hongyan hesitated for a few seconds with an ugly face, turned and walked out.
"Let go." Song Yi shook Gu Xingchuan's arm forcefully, angrily and anxiously, and jumped into the Yellow River to wash away.
Gu Xingchuan half-squinted his eyes and saw the wide open door. He immediately knew what was going on. He pulled his arm back and rubbed his eyes, "Don't move, I'll explain to the auntie."
Song Yi quickly jumped out of bed, tidyed up the messy clothes, took a deep breath, and tried to calm down, "I'll go by myself, we don't have anything to do, so I can tell her clearly."
Gu Xingchuan sat up, raised his hand to pinch the bridge of his nose, his eyes gradually became clear, "Auntie believes us, is it okay?"
Song Yi didn't know what to do. In the situation just now, everyone knew that they had a leg, let alone Gu Xingchuan's diligent visit to his house during this period. Zhao Hongyan knew what they were related to after a little thought.
Gu Xingchuan stepped out of bed, put on a t-shirt neatly, and naturally got to Song Yi's cheek and kissed him, "I'll explain, you stay here."
Song Yi loosened a bit. Ever since she was a child, she hasn't caused any trouble to Zhao Hongyan. For the first time, Zhao Hongyan's heart was blocked because of this kind of thing. She really didn't know what to face. But let Gu Xingchuan face Zhao Hongyan. He was still not at ease. .
Song Yi thought for a while and sighed, "You don't understand my mother's temper. I'll go to explain to her."
Gu Xingchuan frowned and opened his mouth to say something. Song Yi shook his head at him, looking tired and helpless. For a moment, Gu Xingchuan felt like a car went dumb, his tongue was numb against his lower teeth, and he couldn't say a word.
This feeling is really uncomfortable, facing the person I like, no help at all.
Song Yi rubbed his cheeks vigorously and walked out. Zhao Hongyan sat on the sofa in the living room with his back to Song Yi, staring blankly at the white sky outside the window.
Song Yi gently sat next to her, raised her hand and gently patted Zhao Hongyan's tight back. Zhao Hongyan's body relaxed like a slingshot. She lowered her head and let out a slight gasp, "How can you... …"
"Mom, I..." Song Yi wanted to explain her relationship with Gu Xingchuan.
Zhao Hongyan shook his head with a look of disappointment, "I raised you so much, how can you do such a thing?"
Song Yi was silent for a few seconds. Zhao Hongyan thought he was an alpha. At this point, there is no need to hide it. Anyway, Zhao Hongyan will know that he is an omega sooner or later, so it's better to take this opportunity to talk about it.
Song Yi's lips pressed tightly and threw a blockbuster, "Mom, I'm actually a hidden omega."
Zhao Hongyan seemed to have been struck by lightning, his face pale, and his stiff body trembled, almost limp on the sofa.
Song Yi couldn't bear it, but she was half talking and could only make it clear. He took a deep breath, her voice calm, "I haven't told you about the things three months ago, but you can rest assured that life is still the same as before. , I will take care of you and Xiaojie."
Zhao Hongyan gasped for a few moments without crying, "Why didn't you tell me earlier"
Song Yi lowered her head, a little embarrassed. It was useless to tell Zhao Hongyan about that kind of thing. It could only make Zhao Hongyan depressed.
Zhao Hongyan whimpered and cried out, "You’ve been like this since you were a child. You pretend to have things in your heart. You don’t talk to anyone. You hide everything by yourself. I really don’t know how you are like this. You are all a family. Why didn’t you tell me when something happened"
Song Yi patted her on the back and watched Zhao Hongyan's reaction. He breathed a sigh of relief. He drew a few tissues and handed it over, and said softly, "I don't want you to worry."
Zhao Hongyan cried in a low voice, rubbed a paper towel into a ball and wiped his tears, "You never used me as a mother, whose children are like you"
Song Yi comforted in a low voice, feeling strangely uncomfortable. He didn't feel that he had done anything wrong. Man man, is there anything wrong with carrying things on his own?
Song Yi has never been good at sharing his pain with others. When the pain is shared, it cannot go away. She can only solve it by herself. Telling others can only increase the psychological burden of others and waste each other's time. .
The bedroom door was pushed open, and Gu Xingchuan walked out neatly, his eyes quietly sweeping over the mother and son.
Hearing the sound, Zhao Hongyan turned his head back, looked at Gu Xingchuan for a while, sniffed and stood up, turned his head and said, "Your place, I can't afford to live. I will pack my things and go back to my home."
Song Yi stood up and sighed, "Take care of yourself, don't worry about it, I'll see you in a few days."
Zhao Hongyan went straight into the bedroom, Song Yi helped her clean up and salute, Zhao Hongyan's eyes were red, and he went out without looking back while carrying the suitcase.
Song Yi leaned on the sofa, took off her glasses, raised her hand to massage her temples, feeling exhausted. This exhaustion was not physically but mentally, as if exhausted and unable to lift any energy.
Gu Xingchuan couldn’t see him like this. He felt like a needle stick. He sat next to him, stretched out his hand and hugged him tightly. Silly or not"
Song Yi pushed his head gently, Gu Xingchuan didn't move, Song Yi was no longer doing useless work, her fingertips wrapped around Gu Xingchuan's curvy hair, playing with him, and smiled lightly: "I'm not as stupid as you."
"You think you are very smart." Gu Xingchuan pressed close to him, and could feel the warm texture of Song Yi's body, the light bathing shampoo scent surrounding him, ironing every nerve, he was inhaling the breath hard, a slight tingle in his throat Grunt, "You are the dumbest idiot in the world, you are so good to your mother, she doesn't care about you."
Long eyes can tell that Gu Xingchuan came to Song Yi's house twice, and Zhao Hongyan was really not good to Song Yi.
Song Yi curled her mouth, rubbed her sore ears, and said a few words to Gu Xingchuan. He felt much better, and calmly said: "My mother is actually not easy. My dad left early. I was pulling Song with me. Jie, these years have been quite rough. I should treat her better."
"Nonsense." Gu Xingchuan raised his head, squeezed Song Yi's chin, looked at Song Yi's eyes deeply, and said in a serious tone, "You don't earn your tuition and living expenses all by yourself, so it's not easy for you."
Song Yi stunned, patted the back of Gu Xingchuan's hand lightly, and chuckled lightly, "In my family's situation, shouldn't it be right to earn tuition and living expenses by myself? There is nothing easy or not easy."
Gu Xingchuan's heart became more uncomfortable. The more Song Yi took those improprieties, the more uncomfortable he was. He pursed his lips. "You can't beat anyone. If I didn't know you well, I would also find it easy to walk step by step to today. "
Song Yibai glanced at him and chuckled: "Master Gu, your life is so good, do you think it's hard for me? That's because you haven't seen ordinary people. The thousands of people in this world are much harder than me. There are many people who can’t get enough to eat. Compared to these people, what I have is more difficult, but I have everything I should have. I have to complain about my poor life, and I will not give others a way to survive. Up"
He knows Gu Xingchuan's kindness, but he and Gu Xingchuan are completely from two worlds.
When he was in school, he was peeling off his hair flyers in the summer for tuition fees. Gu Xingchuan was sunbathing comfortably on his own island in Sri Lanka. When he was overwhelmed with tutoring days and nights in order to get a place, Gu Xingchuan had already got both Ivy and Stanford's. Invitation card.
After work, when he drank stomach bleeding with the investor in order to get the resources of the film and television drama, Gu Xingchuan coldly refused to toast the investor, and the other party also smiled sternly.
Between them, there is no such thing as empathy.
Song Yi thanked Gu Xingchuan for his comfort, but Gu Xingchuan would never understand what he had.
Gu Xingchuan looked at the indifferent expression on Song Yi’s face, his heart was bitter and astringent, with mixed flavors. He reached out and touched Song Yi’s cool ears, and said forcefully,
I don’t care what others are doing. Let you suffer, you follow me, you are my person, and I will take care of you and not let anyone bully you."
These words are still very heartwarming, and the anxiety in Song Yi's heart is much better. No one has said this to him before. There are many people who rely on him, but for the first time some people want to be dependent on him.
Song Yi lowered his head and smiled, staring at Gu Xingchuan, "You are the one who bullies me the most. No one else is bullying me."
"Only I can bully you." Gu Xingchuan lightly bit his cheek, his sharp snow-white teeth gently grinded the soft flesh, the painful Song Yi grinned and hissed, Gu Xingchuan let go of his mouth and snorted softly. If others bully you, I will kill him."
Song Yi opened his mouth to frustrate him, and a nausea came from his stomach. He hurriedly covered his mouth with his hand, leaving Gu Xingchuan aside, hurried to the bathroom, and retched violently while holding the toilet. He didn't eat in the morning and didn't vomit anything. , But got a cold sweat.
Gu Xingchuan followed, and through a frosted glass door, he knocked on financing, and asked worriedly, "Song Yi, are you okay?"
Song Yi was weak and sat on the floor, shook her head vigorously, the acid reflux in her stomach was like turning over the river, and she was very uncomfortable, "Ahem...I'm fine."
Gu Xingchuan was silent for a few seconds, listening to his dry voice, twisted the bathroom door, leaned down and put his hand under his knee, hugged him, "This is not your first time, you have to see a doctor. Up."
Song Yi struggled hard, unable to shake the steel-like restraint. It was too strange to be held by Gu Xingchuan like this. Gu Xingchuan lightly pinched the back of his neck. Song Yi didn't dare to move, she exclaimed in her throat and gritted her teeth. Said: "I can walk by myself, you let me down, I will make an appointment for a medical examination now."