Chapter 32:

That day Fang Shaoyi had been telling the wilderness not to be afraid. In fact, the wilderness is not afraid, but the picture has been in his mind, he can always remember the lifeless face of the boy who was dragged away.
The wilderness asked: "Is he ... dead?"
Fang Shao shook his head and said to him: "No."
This is not to comfort the wilderness. An actor's assistant does not dare to kill people anyway. At most, he loses his senses and escapes. Fang Shao's face was not good-looking either. After taking the medicine box, he returned to the wilderness to get the small wounds on his hand. The wilderness's hand was open in his palm, and his fingers were always cold.
After finishing all of them, Fang Shao squeezed his hand and whispered to him, "Don't think about it, sleep?"
"Well." The field nodded. "Okay."
Fang Shao stood up as soon as he finished packing, and touched Xia Yuanye's head again.
Because of this accident, Fang Shaoyi decided to send away the field and let him go back to school. The few people I saw that day are hardly guaranteed to see them in the future. If they see them again, they will definitely make the wilderness afraid or nervous. I used to think that the director was very familiar before letting him come. I didn't think there would be any problems, but I didn't expect there was an accident.
The wilderness heard that he was going to let him go, first nodded, then shook his head again and said, "I will not go, I will accompany you."
Fang Shaoyi said: "I don't need to accompany."
The wilderness shook his head at the time and did not want to leave. He knew that Fang Shaoyi's background made him safe no matter where he was, but he still felt that he had no idea. He always felt that he was very uneasy in the crew, although he couldn't do anything at all here.
This incident made the wild fire in the wilderness feel a little bit back. I like it or not. The feelings are still so worried. The emotions have not changed, but the tension and fear in this circle have divided half of his nerves. This tension and fear will gradually make people resist. If you listen to more dirty and dirty things without a limit, this resistance will evolve into a disgust. The disgust from the heart out feels that behind this extravagant and flashy circle is darkness and ugliness.
The young actor has not seen him in the crew since then, and his shot may also be replaced. But the people who dragged him away from the wilderness that night had seen them later. They did nothing like what happened, and they could talk and laugh. This is disgusting, this is a very evil side of human nature.
Before the wilderness had always tangled Fang Shaoyi to let him teach chasing people, but later there was no movement. He followed Fang Shaoyi every day and turned into a small follower again, staring at him quietly and alertly. He did not want to leave Fang Shaoyi and took him with him, anyway, his play was not long.
Fang Shaoyi asked the wilderness in his spare time: "Don't chase people?"
The wilderness nodded and said, "Chasing, chasing."
"Why didn't you listen to you?" Fang Shao asked him.
The wilderness licked his lips and whispered, "I'm not chasing here anymore. I'll go back and chase."
Fang Shao was very gentle at first glance, nodded and said, "Okay."
This place is too dirty, and any feelings are contaminated here. It's not that several people make a young boy dirty like that. It's that they can make a person like that casually. After that, they can continue to do everything in the crew, and there may be another one next. It ’s not that nobody knows it. It ’s blind when it ’s seen, and it ’s also deaf when it ’s heard, including himself.
It's all dirty.
This place makes the wilderness not as happy as before. Although the wilderness looks the same as before, Fang Shaoyi can feel the difference. He ca n’t relax completely here.
When Fang Shaoyi put on makeup, the wilderness sat on the chair next to it. The makeup took more than half an hour. Later, the wilderness fell asleep on the dressing table next to him. After finishing makeup, Fang Shao put his clothes on the wilderness and sat next to him.
The field face and neck are not very white, because in summer, they always run outside and are tanned by the sun, and they are very strong and healthy colors. The eyelids are thin, the eyelashes are long, and there is a small scar near the end of the eye. This scar is not ugly. On the contrary, Fang Shaoyi likes it very much, and always finds it very fun and interesting.
Fang Shao picked up a small brush on the stage, stained with a little powder, with a little smile, and gently tapped in the little pit.
His movements were too light, so itchy, the wild eyelashes twitched twice, opened his eyes and looked at him, Fang Shaoyi's hand in front of him.
The wilderness didn't move, lying there and asked, "Brother, what are you doing?"
Fang Shao smiled at him and asked in a soft voice: "Give you a little light, OK?"
"Okay." The wilderness laughed there, simple and calm, and asked, "What light?"
Fang Shao thought for a while and looked at his eyes and said, "Moonlight, okay?"
He is too gentle, too gentle. Such Fang Shao made the whole heart of the wilderness soft, like a ball of cotton basked in the sun. Yuan Ye reached out and touched the wooden handle of the small brush in Fang Shao's hand, blinked and said, "That's great."
The sun and the moon are different. The sun is dazzling and scorching, it gives you light, but you dare not look at it and know that you can't touch it. The moon is different, the moon is so bright and beautiful, you can stare at it for a long time without pain. It is always clear and cold, and its light is always soft and quiet.
So even though Fang Shaoyi was so warm and dazzling, the wilderness never thought it was the sun. He should be the moon, elegant and noble.
Fang Shaoyi said it was really good to fill the moonlight in his eyes.
Later, the wilderness used to touch his own eyes often and touch the pit on his eyelids. It was supposed to be ugly, and I didn't feel ugly afterwards.
The wilderness is a wilderness, a heartless kid. A small episode in the crew affects him for a few days, but it will not be dull afterwards. As soon as Fang Shao applied the moonlight to his eyes, the wilderness felt that he was alive again, and the things she had put on hold should be on the agenda.
He began to think about the young man he was thinking about again, and the young man's mind was turbulent again.
But definitely not chasing the crew. Although the mood is restored, the resistance to the crew is still there.
The summer vacation was not over when they went back, and both of them went home. The wilderness family knew that he knew Fang Shaoyi, and also knew that the wilderness went to the crew during the summer vacation. When the wilderness came home, he didn't mention much about the crew, but he would mention Fang Shaoyi. It doesn't matter what kind of friends he makes at home, as long as he is happy, not only can't he manage, but he doesn't listen.
The wilderness sent love poems to Fang Shaoyi's mobile phone at night, which was very obscure and literary. With his eyes closed, he could write dozens of articles one night, and he slipped one to Fang Shao from time to time.
This kind of East and West Shao Yi didn't know how to go back, most of the time they only answered: I have received it.
The wilderness asked: One brother, if I chase someone, the other party will return to me so coldly as you, what does he mean?
Fang Shao returned to him after a while: he was happy.
Wilderness: Happy to "received" like this?
Fang Shaoyi: Well, happy.
Wilderness: Ah ...
Occasionally, Fang Shaoyi also sent a text message to the wilderness and said to him: "If you chase someone, you will take the initiative to call someone."
When the wilderness saw it, he called immediately, and as soon as the phone was connected, "Good night, brother!"
Fang Shaoyi's voice came from the phone, especially nice: "Good evening."
"I want to go back to school." The wilderness said to Fang Shaoyi, "When will you come back, brother?"
Fang Shaoyi said: "When do you have to go back and say something to me?"
"Will I go back when you come back?" The field squatted in the courtyard downstairs and pulled the grass in the crack of the brick.
Fang Shaoyi answered him: "Well."
So the next day the wilderness sent a text message to Fang Shaoyi: I went back.
Guanzhou also returned, and the wilderness sat cross-legged in his bedroom and ate ice cream. Guan Zhou asked him: Brother Ye, is the crew interesting? Looking at the stars?
Wilderness shook his head: "It's boring."
Guan Zhou said with a smile: "Then you go."
Yuan Yuanxin said I regret it too, and I don't want to go anymore. But Fang Shao still had to go to countless crews in the future. If he went, the wilderness probably still wanted to go.
Fang Shao made a phone call to the wilderness in the evening and said that he could arrive in an hour and could eat together at night. The wilderness hung up the phone and said to Guan Zhou: "I will not eat with you at night."
Guan Zhou looked at the question mark and said that he would go to eat meat together at night.
The wilderness said: "You can find someone to eat meat, and I will provide you with the meal fee."
Guanzhou is confused: "What's the matter with you, Yege? Who is so good that you can throw me without hesitation."
The field is quite frank: "One brother."
"You brother," Guan Zhou frowned, a little speechless, "Your brother has caught up with your target."
"That's great," a text message came in his hand, and the wilderness looked down and said, "I dreamed that he was my target."
The text message is a text message sent by Fang Shao, just two sentences, concise: chasing people, roses. Five flowers will do.
He almost didn't scare Guan Zhou to death by saying this. He leaned over and looked at the face of the wilderness again, repeated his words, and asked carefully: "What do you mean when you dream ..."
"Literally chanting." The wilderness picked up his cell phone, pushed the door and left, leaving only a sentence for Guanzhou, "I'm chasing him."
Guan Zhou ran away without even asking about the wilderness. This kind of remark is not good to ask in the corridor. Guan Zhou looked at the back of the wilderness and felt his soul was stiff. He had never heard the wilderness talk about these things, nor had he ever seen anyone he chased. They grew up together, and the wilderness didn't have that nerve of love. Never thought about it in this respect, they knew it was stupid. Suddenly he heard from his mouth who he was going to chase, but it was unexpected that it was Fang Shaoyi.
Is a man, or a movie star.
It's heaven. crazy?
Yuan Yuan squatted at the school gate and waited for Fang Shaoyi until he saw him pushing the suitcase. The wilderness jumped up and ran over and greeted with a grin. He had two hands empty and saw no flower.
Fang Shaoyi said to him: "Why don't you go to the dormitory and wait, it's hot outside. What about the key?"
The wilderness scratched his head and said, "Forgot to bring it."
Fang Shaoyi looked at a little sweat on his forehead and asked, "Don't you all jump into the window?"
The wilderness usually jumped to the small window above the door without a key, so that small window Fang Shaoyi never locked. The wilderness shook his head, smiled vaguely, and said nothing.
There was no way to say that the dormitory suffocated him, and it made people ... very ashamed.
Fang Shao had to send things back to them before they could go out for dinner. He led the wilderness back to the dormitory and told him to take a bath later.
The original ambition responded absently.
Fang Shao opened the door as soon as he opened the door, and then he paused for a moment, then looked back at the wilderness. The field looked sideways, not looking at him.
A small bunch of red roses in the dormitory. A small handle on the chair, a small handle on the table, a small handle on the cabinet, and a lot of bed.
Fang Shao wanted to laugh, but he didn't want to laugh. He turned back and asked the wilderness softly, "What's the situation?"
The wilderness pulled his ears and shook his head hard: "I don't know ..."