Chapter 93:

The medical teams hired by Zhou's father were all top-notch. After the sickness of the building, Lou was immediately taken to the rescue room for rescue.
"How can you do such a thing? Don't you know Lou Ye's body can't stand the slightest stimulation? What can't you bear after his operation? Or do you really want him to die?"
"Even if there is no filial son in front of a long sick bed, you should endure this period of time and let Lou Ye know!"
"Zhou Zhiming, you are too much!"
...
Lou Yue told the family what had just happened, and everyone immediately fry the pan. He Ziming immediately pointed out that the mother of the floor was slap in the face with anxiety and slaps on He Ziming's face: "How can I have a son like you? Do you really want Lou's life?"
"You go! What are you still doing here? Do you still want to wait until my brother wakes up and continue to stimulate him? You go, you go, you go, don't ever see my brother again."
He Ziming remained motionless and stood there without explaining why, and let them scold and accuse him.
It wasn't until Lou Ye was pushed out of the operating room that he was safe from danger. He Ziming took a deep look at the sleepy Lou Ye across the crowd and said gently: "I'm sorry ..."
He turned away from the hospital after everyone accused him of being white-eyed and without conscience.
Once again, as the Qianfu pointed out, all the betrayal left ...
However, it is not true to say so, these people are not his own, his congregations, but there is only a slight blood relationship with him.
He was destined to come alone and leave alone.
Presumably, even if he is dead, no one will cry for him sadly. Unlike Lou, there are so many people who don't want him, so many people don't want him to die ...
With his eyes closed, it was time for He Ziming and Zhou Father to agree. After leaving the hospital, He Ziming lived a very peaceful life. No one looked for him, and no one bothered him. Everyone seemed to have forgotten him. I spent the last week quietly in the rented room in the property.
Finally, it was the day he and his father agreed on ...
He Ziming woke up early, cleaned himself, and organized himself. After calling himself for the last breakfast, he started to eat quietly.
"I'm going to die soon. Are you nervous, host?" In this stillness, the system's voice popped out of He Ziming's mind.
He Ziming had a calm face, but asked back: "I'm going to die. Do you say I'm nervous?"
"You've been dead so many times anyway ..." The system was a bit indifferent.
He Ziming said: "But this time is different. This time you have to dig. It's not euthanasia!"
"..." The system thought for a while and really felt that He Ziming's death method was a little panicked, and he felt a little inexplicable sympathy for him.
He Ziming looked at it with tears in his eyes: "So, will you remember to redeem a painless death prop for me later? It doesn't matter how many points you want, the kind that your baby will work best, your baby will be in pain!"
"..." System: "Relax, old iron, no problem, properly."
This system guarantees that it doesn't hurt you.
After finishing breakfast quietly, He Ziming found the pen and paper from the drawer of the study room of the house, and sat down squarely to prepare to start writing.
The system wondered: "Aren't you going to die generously? What is this going to do now?"
"Why can you write a testament?" He Ziming took it for granted.
system:"……"
He didn't quite understand He Ziming's thinking and practice.
"After I die, I want to know that his heart is given to him sooner or later. In order to prevent him from thinking about it, I have to write a testament in advance to tell him that all this is voluntary, so that he does not have a gap with his family. I love him. I want him to live, let him live well with my heart, to become a useful and outstanding talent for society ... "He Ziming immediately explained his intentions in detail:" This is the case for When I am done, when I see this posthumous book thinking of me, I will be engrossed, painful, and regretful. "
system:"……"
He Ziming really wrote it several times, changed it, changed it, revised it again, and rewritten it to the sixth time. He read it alive and wrote to tear himself, only to be satisfied was signed at the end of the testament. On his own name.
The system looked at He Ziming, who had a snot and a tear in his testament, and said, "I think you're dying. I'm quite sympathetic to you. But I'm more sympathetic to your uncle now. Black widow, counted him down with blood mold for eighteen lives. "
He Ziming This is the rhythm of wanting Lou Lou to live in pain, guilt and self-blame for the rest of his life.
He Ziming laughed and said nothing, wiped his tears with a tissue, and was about to pack himself out of the door.
The hospital can't take heart from living people. It's a crime, it's a murder, even if He Ziming volunteers, it won't work.
Therefore, He Ziming and Zhou Father discussed a compromise.
He Ziming drove his most expensive sports car on the road. When he was near the hospital, he suddenly increased his speed to more than two hundred yards. The moth flew into the fire. Wall.
"Drip! The body's internal organs are injured, too much blood is lost, and the brain is unable to survive. The mission has been completed. Is the host separated from the world?" At the same time, after using the painless death props, He Ziming also rang the world. The sound of body dying.
He Ziming used props for painless death. He felt no pain at all, but felt that his ears were so loud. He only whispered, "Get out!"
The moment is to choose the same car death method as Zhou Zhiming, which ended in the end of his life.
Father Zhou had already arranged for it. The location of He Ziming's accident was the hospital. The first time after the accident, He Ziming was sent to the operating room of the hospital for rescue.
However, because He Ziming's consciousness had already been taken away from the body, the hospital staff immediately declared He Ziming's rescue ineffective after the rescue was fruitless. His brain was dead and the heart was still beating.
Father Zhou immediately took out a donation letter with notarized effect after He Ziming signed before his death.
In less than two hours, the mandarin duck was pushed into the operating room and had a heart swap operation.
Four hours later, Zhou Zhiming's heart was successfully transplanted into the mandarin duck's body, and his heart began to beat vigorously in the mandarin duck's chest.
After learning that Lou Ye's surgery was successful, Lou Father and Lou Mother cried and cried, feeling excited and excited about Lou Ye's rescue.
Just then, Father Zhou called Lou Fang Loumu aside, and handed over the medical report previously made by He Ziming, the donation of the corpse and the death sentence issued by the hospital to Zhou Zhiming. In front of him, and bowed deeply to Lou Fu Loumu, sorry to Lou Fu Loumu ...
Zhou Zhiming's father in the legal sense is still Zhou's father.
Therefore, the news of his accident, the hospital did not notify Lou Fu Loumu, but instead informed Zhou Father ... Zhou Fu did not inform Lou Fu Loumu to avoid extracurricular branches, but made a decision on his own The consent form of Zhou Zhiming's heart donation to Lou Yan was signed.
Until now, Lou Lou, Lou Lou were informed.
Lou Father and Lou Mother did not know until now that the heart jumping in the adopted son's chest was originally his own son.
The Zhou family has never found the heart of a brain-dead person matching Lou Ye, and that heart is Zhou Zhiming.
Lou Fou froze on the spot, his brain roared, and watched Zhou's father hand over Zhou Zhiming's death report and almost sat down.
Lou mother looked at all the documents about Zhou Zhiming who chose to die and donated her heart to Lou Ye. Wow, it was a hoarse voice and wept bitterly: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh be right?),
Zhou Zhiming is his biological son, and Lou Ye is her adopted son.
Even if she hoped that Lou Yi lived, she didn't want Zhou Zhiming to die.
She thought that after her illness, she would face a hope of no death in the face of their family, but it was a despair of the death of her own son ...
"The Lou Lou will honor your filial piety in the future." Zhou Father could not say anything else, but could only say so.
The mother of the floor, aside from Zhou's father's hand, cried with tears in her heart and broke her heart.
Lou Zheng was undergoing rehabilitation treatment for two months after the operation. He had a strong will to survive and recovered very well. After the operation, he has never seen He Ziming. He was very disappointed and painful. He could n’t help but complain about He Ziming. Even if he broke up, even after he broke up, he would n’t come to see him. ?
Lou Ye was a little strange, but he didn't dare to think about it.
He had not dared to think about it or to have too much emotional upheaval after the heart surgery. He kept telling himself that he must keep his emotions steady, get better and recover soon, and wait for him to be fine, Zhou Zhiming If you don't come to see him, go to him, grab him back, tie him around him, and make him inseparable from him.
He knew that idiot didn't understand any feelings, but only the simplest and vulgar desire ... he couldn't satisfy him, so he ran away with others.
It doesn't matter, he doesn't care. When he gets better, he will be arrested and imprisoned so that he will never see or touch anyone else.
With such an obsession, Lou Yi recovered very quickly.
Fang Yu and Lou Yue have been by his side, and Lou Lou and Lou Mu will remember the death of their biological son when they see him, and they rarely come to see him.
In order to prevent Fang Yu and Lou Yue from talking about this incident and stimulating Lou Yan, Lou Father and Lou Mu kept this matter to death and did not tell them.
Although Lou Ye had some strange adoptive father and mother abnormalities, he was full of thoughts on Zhou Zhiming, thinking about waiting for him to be discharged from the hospital.
Fang Yu confessed to Lou Ye in front of Lou Ye's bed.
"Sorry, there is a person in my heart. No matter what kind of person he is, love or not love me, I have no room for a second person. I have decided to entangle with him all my life. From what we were From the beginning of the transposition of fate, it was doomed to heaven. "Lou Ye chose to reject him.
Fang Yu was inexplicably lost and uncomfortable under his heart. He Ziming never came to the hospital for such a big operation as Lou Zhi, who had never looked at Lou Yi, but how could he deserve the affection of going upstairs?
But when he looked at Lou Ye, he said nothing, just thinking that he was silently guarding Lou Ye. One day, Lou Ye could be able to recognize his infatuated wrong payment, and saw himself who was always behind him.
Fang Yu didn't say anything, but Lou Yue couldn't hear it: "Brother, where is that person worthy of you to treat like this? Even if you had surgery, life and death, he never came to the hospital to see you. Where are you going to spend your time? Why are you thinking about him? "
She couldn't understand where He Ziming was better.
The thought of Zhou Zhiming has never been to the hospital to see himself, and the floor owl did not consciously look dark.
At this time, the floor mother who has been hazy for a while has been unable to get a look at the hospital. The floor mother heard Lou Yue's evaluation of her biological brother, but she couldn't help getting up and hiding outside the ward. Crying ...
Changing Jackie Chan, did she really ruin her child?
Lou Yue chased out unknownly and asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you? Since my brother had surgery, how can you and my dad be weird? Mom!"
"..."
Lou Ye thought it was weird, but he couldn't imagine what was wrong.
He was lying in a hospital bed for three months and could not bear He Ziming's contact for three months. He Ziming seemed to suddenly disappear from his world and evaporate.
Lou Ye was finally healed by the doctor.
He couldn't wait to find He Ziming, and wanted to tie that person back to him, but it was a bad news that he didn't want to wait.
Earlier, because Lou Ye was in the recovery period, Zhou Lou's two parents were afraid that Lou Ye knew that something was going to happen, but after discussion, they unanimously decided to suppress He Ziming's death.
After all, He Ziming also hoped that the floor louis ... will choose death.
But paper can't hold the fire after all ...
Now that Lou Zheng has recovered, it is time for He Ziming to hold a funeral.
When Lou Zheng just got the news, the whole person was unbelievable. When he arrived at the funeral scene of He Ziming, his entire brain was emaciated, and he ran all the way and rushed away. He almost got hit by a car.
There was only one thought in his mind during the gallop, that is not April Fool's Day today, why joking with him?
Zhou Zhiming is dead, how could it be?
Until he arrived at the morgue of the crematorium and saw He Ziming's body pulled out of the freezer.
Father Zhou thought that Lou Zou should see He Ziming's last side, and he has been dragging on to delay He Ziming's burial, and has kept He Ziming's body frozen in the freezer.
But the dead body is a dead body. The recovery period of the house floor is so long and frozen for a long time. After all, it will be deformed. It is not good-looking ...
Lou Yi walked step by step, looking at the frozen corpse, which was frozen like ice, and felt like a nightmare.
He walked to the corpse as if to grab He Ziming's hand. He tentatively called out the person's name: "Zhou Zhiming."
But received no response ...
"brother……"
"Floor ..."
Lou Yue and Fang Yu finally knew the truth of everything, and never thought that a magpie like Zhou Zhiming would be willing to do this for Lou Ma, even his heart and his life were willing to give up.
I never found a brain-dead heart that matched Lou Lou. Zhou Zhiming's idea from the beginning was to give Lou Lou his heart.
Derailment is just a pavement and excuse for him not to appear next to Lou Yi after his death ...
Fang Yu confessed that he could not do this for Lou Ye, and felt guilty about Zhou Zhiming.
Lou Yue's eyes were so swollen that she cried like walnuts, and she felt so guilty that she had treated her biological brother who had no feelings for herself.
"This is not true? How could this be true?" Lou Ye held He Ziming's frozen hand as hard as iron, as if mad, unwilling to accept the realistic smirk and laughed.
Zhou Zhiming ... Zhou Zhiming's greed for fear of death, selfishness, how could a desperate person in order to keep the identity of the Master Zhou family lose his life?
how is this possible?
"Lou Yi ..." Looking at him like this, all the people in the room suddenly felt even more sad.
Lou Ye, regardless of blindly, grabbed He Ziming's hand and repeated: "This is impossible, this is not true!"
The result of the discussion between Father Zhou and Lou Fu Lou was to inform Lou Ye that Zhou Zhiming was in an accident and accident, because he and Lou Ye did a heart match before death and could match, and signed a donation letter for the body, so After his brain died, they decided to transplant Zhou Zhiming's heart to Lou Yi ... want to make Lou Yi better.
But Lou is not a fool, how can he believe it?
If not, it has been discussed for a long time. Why would anyone tell him that a source of brain death and heart matching him was found. If it had not been arranged for a long time, why would Zhou Zhiming come out before the operation and never appear again? Near the hospital, hitting a wall, suicidal car accident, why should he sign the donation letter so early ... and why should a good living person like him do a heart match with him?
"This is impossible, this is not true, Zhou Zhiming!" Lou Yan clutched He Ziming's cold hand like ice, like crazy.
Father Zhou announced in a serious tone: "Lou Lou, he is dead. Sorrow."
Ben was just a word of consolation, but Lou Lou was instantly irritated.
"Aren't you his father? You raised him for twenty years, and he said that you don't even ask him. It turns out that you really have no affection for him, otherwise why would you just watch him make this happen? Choose, this kind of thing comes? "Lou Ye looked at Zhou Father with red eyes, just like looking at the enemies who don't share the sky:" How can you let him give his heart to me and exchange his life for my life? How can you watch him die, you have raised him for twenty years, he is personal! "
Suddenly, Father Zhou was silent.
He was cold-hearted and had no feelings for anyone except his wife, like a monster.
I care so much about the child because it is the crystallization of his love with his wife, the continuation of his wife's life, not the affection and love for the child.
He has no feelings for Zhou Zhiming, even if he has raised for more than 20 years.
Therefore, when he knew that Zhou Zhiming was not the child the wife gave him, but the child of someone else, he could quickly and quickly remove this feeling.
After raising for more than 20 years, he didn't want Zhou Zhiming to die, but he didn't want to build on the basis of comparing with his child ...
If Lou Ye and He Ziming were placed on a balance, only one would survive.
Father Zhou naturally hoped that Lou may survive, for no reason, only because Lou is the continuation of his wife's life.
Therefore, he made a selfish choice and could not refute it.
"And you guys, aren't you his biological parents? Aren't he his family? Why didn't he notice the strangeness of him at all and found out that he was wrong? How can you let him give me his heart? Ah? Lou Ye pointed his finger at Zhou Father, and pointed at Lou Father and Mother again.
Because of the death of He Ziming, he hated everyone present, even himself.
Why doesn't anyone care about He Ziming? Why did no one find He Ziming's anomaly?
How could he let him die, let him do his destiny, and give his heart to himself?
He hated everyone present and hated himself ... why? Why did he have this disease, why didn't he die when he got sick?
Why didn't he find He Ziming strange, did not find He Ziming secretly made a match with himself, and signed a donation letter?
Why didn't he find that when He Ziming made himself discover the derailment, he was ready to go to death and change his life.
Faced with the accusations of Lou Yan, the eyes of hostility, everyone present could not even say a word, but could only cry in silence.
Lou Tuan wanted to live, only 20 years old, he had his own love, career, all things have just begun, he has not tasted enough, of course he wants to live, of course, he is not willing to die ...
But if this life is to be exchanged for his lover's life ... then, the one Lou Lou prefers to die is himself.
He had the desire to live because of He Ziming. He Ziming was gone. What does it mean to live ...
Lou Yan hatred after questioning everyone present, everyone could sympathize with his current emotional disorder, and silently wept.
But Lou Ye was even more sad when he saw them ...
For Zhou Zhiming, until now he knows that no one in the world really cares about Zhou Zhiming, and no one loves him ... otherwise, how can Zhou Zhiming do such a thing?
That lonely desperate choice dies!
"I hate you ..." Lou Ye exhausted and accused everyone who was present, and finally knelt down in front of He Ziming's ice coffin. He wished to smash He Ziming's coffin and scoop him out of it. Hissing exhausted: "I hate you!"
Even if everyone didn't care about Zhou Zhiming, Zhou Zhiming still had him.
How could Zhou Zhiming leave her so cruelly and use his life to continue his life.
After Zhou Zhiming's funeral, Lou Yan started to self-harm, was drunk, consumed a lot of his body, as if to die.
Everyone persuaded but couldn't persuade him.
Lou Yan just wanted to die.
Lou Fu Lou Mu, everyone in Lou Yue Fangyu feels sad for Lou Ye, but Lou Ye will not be shaken by their sadness.
He only spoiled his body with his own will, no more restraint, no more self-discipline, like another Zhou Zhiming.
After he was admitted to the hospital again, Father Zhou finally couldn't help but rushed into the hospital, and slapped his face on Lou's face: "You look like this now, how can you be worthy of him and your mother for their lives. Life? "
"I didn't let anyone use his life in exchange for my life." Lou Ye was unruly and rebellious. "He did such a thing, and why should I be worthy of him and want me to live well?" "
He hated He Ziming, he hated it.
Father Zhou didn't say a word, but he put the suicide note he found from the rented house of Lou Zhe into the arms of Lou Zou after the accident.
It was full of words from He Ziming wishing him to live, hoping that he and he would live both of them ...
Lou Yan looked at the suicide note, echoing in his mind, He Ziming said to him before the incident: "Lou Lou, I do not want you to die."
"Floor, I want you to live, I want you to be good."
"Floor, maybe our fate is bound to be entangled from the moment we are born."
Lou Yan cried out, broke first and then stood up, completely cheered up.
OK, since you want me to live well, then I will live well, live both of us, and then see you.
Lou Ye has since given up searching for death completely, as if he had changed back to his former appearance, demanding himself severely, and restraining and exquisitely living every day.
But his relationship with his family can no longer return to the past due to the death of He Ziming ...
Lou Ye seemed to blame He Ziming's death on Lou Father Lou and Zhou Father. He could no longer forgive them. He lost contact with the Lou family and could no longer disguise his filial son, Lou Yue, as before. His good brother, the Lou family who looked for him again and again in the future refused to stay outside the door.
And Father Zhou was also a cold-hearted person. Since the death of his wife, his employment has been immersed in the same pain as Lou Ye. Lou Ye did not want to admit his ancestors to him, and he did not demand it.
After He Ziming's incident, he just hoped that Lou Yan was alive and well enough.
Lou Ye and Fang Yu were completely disconnected, because as soon as he saw Fang Yu, he would remember He Ziming's secret love with Fang Yu, and Fang Yu's indifference to He Ziming and He Ziming's death, although he knew that this was nothing to do with Fang Yu Relationship, but he couldn't do anything to Fang Yu as always.
Lou Yi is a lonely, mechanized living alone and running the company alone ... He has outstanding ability and is still a well-known bull in the industry. Admiration is a personal winner.
It is just that when others comment on his disposition, he will find him a bit lonely and weird.
He lives just as well as He Ziming wishes.
Lou ’s father changed Lou ’s situation like this, and He Ziming ’s death was all blamed on Lou ’s mother. Since Lou ’s and Lou ’s family broke up, they have been arguing with Lou ’s mother all day long, and finally one year later, because they saw each other, Divorce will be associated with painful memories.
They had quarreled a lot in the past, and the contradictions were not small, but it was only because of the children's tune of the Loulou Louyue that they could not make it to an end.
But now there is no longer a willingness to reconcile the contradiction for their parents. When they are filial sons and filial piety, the mansion on both sides coaxed, coupled with the death of He Ziming.
Lou Fu Lou Mu naturally divorced.
Lou Yue also blamed all these tragedies on Lou Mu. After Lou Fu's divorce, she no longer wanted to confess.
The house mother moved to Xiaolian's rented house by herself, eating the subsistence allowance, thinking about the good old days at home, and thinking about her husband's daughter's abandonment, the death of her own son and the adoptive son who no longer recognized her. Greed, is Jackie Chan really wrong?
Probably.
If there was no change at the beginning, the housemate would be well with the parents of Zhou, so as not to drag the illness so seriously, and Zhou Zhiming would not be like that ... their family would be very happy, very happy ...
It was all her fault.
She was wrong.
Lou Ye was accidentally poisoned by gas in the small rental house where he and He Ziming lived in his forties. Since He Ziming left, he spent money to buy the small rental house and lived alone.
Everyone else regrets that an outstanding figure like him died at an accident at such a young age, and that no family or child was born, and a large amount of family property was donated after his death.
However, the housemate walked peacefully and was very happy.
In his sleep, he seemed to see the unruly and timid smile towards him.