Chapter 64: 64】

Next, she closed the door immediately in a panic, blocking the hot sight of the man inside.
She was fidgeting and waiting outside, looking a little at a loss, her hand hanging beside her clenched and released, and finally clenched into a fist.
I don't know how long it took before the door was opened from inside.
He was wearing a loose-fitting casual shirt, and even smelled of disinfectant on his body. It seemed that he had just been cleaned up. There were water drops slowly flowing down the knuckles of his hands, and it looked like nothing had happened. same.
"Why are you back?"
It was just so dumb that some terrible voice betrayed him.
Su Qiuge was a little nervous, and after a while he whispered, "I'll come back to get my phone."
Xie Xinglin was silent for a moment, then turned her body sideways to let her in, she quickly walked to the side of the coffee table, took the phone and walked out quickly.
After all, both sides were very embarrassed to encounter such a thing.
Seeing her pale face, she was probably shocked.
When the door was closed, the shadow on the edge of the door frame made his shadow a little lonely.
He just turned his face to look at the floor-to-ceiling curtains in the room, and was slightly swept by the sea breeze, making a small rubbing sound.
It was very obvious in this terribly quiet room.
However, before long, the door was knocked again.
The girl who went back and forth stood at the door, her ears were a little red, and she whispered for a long time and said, "I forgot to take my headphones."
Xie Xinglin lowered his eyes, leaning against the wall with his arms folded, and saw her slowly groping in the room for a while, glancing at him from time to time.
He never said a word, and was somewhat strangely silent.
But when she turned her back to him, she could still feel the scorching gaze stuck to her back.
He has been watching her.
Thinking of this, Su Qiuge clenched the earphones in his palms, quickly said "good night" to him, and then slowly closed the door.
Xie Xinglin didn't move this time, and continued to stop at the door.
Sure enough, it didn't take long before the door was knocked again.
This time it was almost a knock on the door, and the door was immediately opened from inside.
The expression on Su Qiuge's face was a little surprised, and he didn't dare to look at his eyes, so he stumbled and said, "I suddenly remembered that I still have something I forgot to take away..."
Xie Xinglin stared at her with a somewhat guilty conscience, and the corners of her lips rose slightly.
Then he squeezed her slender wrist and took her directly into the room. The door was heavily closed, and she was pushed against the door by him.
He looked down at her, put his hand on top of her head, gently smoothed her hair that was a little messy because of walking, and brushed the palm from the top to the end of the hair, bringing out a nice arc, he lowered Said, "Well, you forgot to take me away."
Su Qiuge's eyelashes trembled, and the original naive tentative methods were completely vanished in him.
Her ears were red, and she whispered, "This was originally my room, I don't bother to go, I will stay here."
Xie Xinglin let out a dull hum, leaned forward a little, and put his chin slightly on her shoulder.
Su Qiuge's neck was itchy by his short hair, and he added quickly, as if he was afraid that he would think too much, "But you don't want to be too tight, I didn't mean that."
Xie Xinglin stared at her for a while. From this angle, his eyelashes looked slender and dense. With a casual smile on his face, he deliberately asked, "What do you mean?"
Su Qiuge tightened his lips, knowing that he was deliberate, and then kicked his shoes, then broke away from his arms, quickly jumped onto the bed, the whole person got into the quilt, and he could even see the light of the phone through the quilt. Her voice came from inside, "Quickly go to bed."
Although it was a separate bed, it was not very far away. She felt embarrassed when she thought of her unknowingly good-looking or ugly sleeping face in case he saw her, so she buried her head deeper.
Xie Xinglin glanced down at her, turned around and turned off the light in the toilet. When he got there, he saw that the person on the bed had wrapped himself in a cocoon.
He walked slowly over and knocked on the edge of the table with his knuckles, "Head out."
The quilt remained motionless, as if he hadn't heard it.
Xie Xinglin stared at her for a while, and then he said unhurriedly, "I didn't expect that a room with me would make Qiuqiu so embarrassed."
The quilt seemed to be slightly arched.
He chuckled a very faint smile, "I actually don't like me in this state. I don't even want to look at me. It seems that I'd better leave."
After he said this, he glanced at her, and just turned around to leave, only then did the furry head emerge from the quilt. Seeing that he really seemed to be leaving, he hurriedly reached out and grabbed his hand. Holding his wrist, he said vaguely "Don't go."
Obviously she didn't use much force, but when she was dragged by her force, he spontaneously fell in her direction, the soft mattress collapsed in a corner, and the two opened their eyes on the bed and looked at each other.
Looking at his delicate and sharp facial features at close range, she breathed slightly in confusion.
Her brown-black hair is scattered on the white sheets, it seems that she is shy, her cheeks are a little red, like the first rose in the early spring, she is charming and coveted. Such a panic and pure appearance can make people feel the darkest. All thoughts are awakened.
He leaned a little closer, Ying Ting's nose pressed against her cheek, and the breath between the two of them was a little messy and ambiguous, and he could even feel the frequency of each other's eyelashes.
She immediately retracted her gaze, wrapped in the quilt and shrank into a ball. When she wanted to turn her head and turn her back to him, she was slowly embraced by him, who was lying sideways on the bed.
Su Qiuge couldn't help turning his head, and met him with some jokes, and then said in a huff, "You deliberately!"
Xie Xinglin and her looked at each other for a while, then chuckled her lips and admitted bluntly, "Well. I did it on purpose."
Su Qiuge didn't expect that he would directly admit that he buried his entire face in the bed, only showing a pair of eyes staring at him angrily.
It took a long time to spit out the ambiguous words from the bed: "Scheming bitch."
He lifted her somewhat tangled hair behind his ears, looked at her, chuckled, and said slowly, "But you still can't stand the seduction of a scheming bitch?"
She shook her head and got rid of his hand, "It's all to blame on you, I feel even more awake."
He bends his eyebrows slightly because of her a little bit of anger, "Why do you blame me?"
Su Qiuge stopped talking.
why?
Of course it's because the heartbeat is fast.
After being with him this night, the frequency of heartbeat has not been normal.
Such a state of excitement was obviously unable to sleep, which made her very annoyed.
Finally she reached out her hand from the bed and slapped him fiercely, "No reason, I blame you!"
What does it look so good?
What does it sound so nice?
What do you do with such a flirty tone!
It made her sleepless!
Xie Xinglin looked down at her so unreasonably making trouble, let her pat a few times on her body painlessly, waited until she seemed to be relieved, then reached out and grabbed her wrist, then lowered her head and dropped a kiss on the back of her hand. During the period, he raised his eyes and murmured in a dumb voice, "Well, I blame it."
Immediately afterwards, he lowered his eyes, and the force of the kiss on the back of her hand became a little heavier, as if he had sucked, leaving a slight mark after his lips and teeth were removed.
Then, some moist kisses followed the fragile cyan blood vessels on the back of her hand and moved upwards towards the inside of the arm, fatally and slowly whipping her pulse and blood flow frequency and speed.
The place he kissed seemed to be burnt, and it was as if lightly struck by the electric current, making her body start to tremble.
She struggled twice and didn't break free. She noticed that the force he was holding on to herself seemed to be tightening, and then she looked at him with some caution, "You, what are you doing?"
Hearing her words, he raised his eyes slightly, the curvature of his brows and eyes slightly bends, and then pulled the quilt down slightly to reveal her blushing face. A kiss was gently dropped on her forehead and then he said , "Don't do anything."
She was kissed, the whole person was quite quiet, and she whispered, "I don't believe it."
Hearing her murmur, he chuckled, and then said in her ear, "Of course, if you want it, it's not impossible."
She opened her eyes wide and looked at him, the dim starlight outside fell into her eyes through the window, and he could even see his restrained and forbearing expression in her eyes.
Looking at such ignorant eyes, he felt that his endurance was breaking down little by little, and all the thoughts that were suppressed in the deepest part of his heart that could be called beasts appeared again.
Gee.
Then, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, sighed, and stretched out his hands to cover her beautiful criminal apricot eyes. After blocking her sight, he muttered, "Go to sleep."
She was dark in front of her eyes, before he could react, he was hugged into her arms with the quilt, and then whispered in her ear, "This way, can you sleep?"
She became a little quieter, and there was a very clean smell on his body, which relaxed the tense nerves, and at the same time, the heartbeat became more and more stable.
Obviously the fire in his heart was provoked by him, but it was him who calmed down her expression.
Across a layer of quilt, I can feel his warm body temperature, and the cool sea breeze blows over, comfortably closing my eyes.
When I was confused, I noticed that a very soft kiss fell on my closed eyelids.
Someone whispered--
"good night."
Have a good dream.
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The activities of this summer vacation are just a short relaxation. Before the holiday, the school conducted the preliminary and semi-final selections of the math competition. This time, it was double happiness with the final exam results.
When Su Qiuge went to collect the final papers, it was time to take the school bus to a special competition venue for training.
My own preliminary and semi-finals have all passed, and I just need to go to the finals after the summer training class.
She doesn't plan to work hard in the competitions on other subjects. After all, she hasn't experienced it before. This time she just tried math.
As for whether it can rank or not, it is second.
What shocked Su Qiuge was that he and Xie Xinglin were tied for first place in the ranking this time.
Even Su Yuanzhou, who was living in the dream, asked her in surprise if she was with Xie Xinglin because she wanted to be first in grade, and blinked if she was kidnapped.
Although she performed well this time, she felt that she was not as good as Xie Xinglin.
So that Su Qiuge and Xie Xinglin sat together in the car that went to the summer training camp. They asked for his papers in advance. After getting the answer sheet, they found out that this person’s English multiple-choice question was the first one. wrong.
She naturally didn't believe it, raising her eyebrows and asking him, "Why did you make the first multiple-choice question wrong?"
The more difficult ones are all right, but the first one is wrong. It's ridiculously fake.
Xie Xinglin was still calm, his expression on his face didn't even have any waves, "Maybe I haven't reviewed this knowledge point."
What does it mean that it may not be reviewed? ?
With regard to this multiple-choice question, she felt that Su Yuanzhou might be able to do it right.
Su Qiuge felt that he was deliberate.
Thinking of what he had been talking about in his ears about wanting to surpass him, he didn't expect him to do so.
It's so stupid.
She blinked, and then said, "If you make a mistake with such a simple question next time, I will be rude to you."
"As my boyfriend, I can make mistakes of this kind of basic questions, which really humiliates me."
Xie Xinglin listened to her words similar to reprimand, with a casual smile on the corners of her lips, and then said softly, "My mistake, the next tenth school entrance exam will pay attention to it, and give my kid some face back. "
He tilted his head slightly, and then said in a negotiating tone, "How about taking the first place in the entrance exam?"
After being reminded by him, Su Qiuge remembered that after the end of the summer vacation, the first semester of senior high school would have to take the first entrance exam. At that time, it would be together with the key high schools in the city. At this time, he would compare which one. There are so many students in the top 100 schools, let’s see which school’s students have won the championship.
Even the leader will have scholarships.
It is the entrance exam that makes all the academic masters eager to try.
The summer training courses are set up in relatively remote places in the city, and I have been sitting for a long time just by car.
This place seems to have been built for a long time, even the dormitory is a bit old. There are more boys and fewer girls in the math competition, so it is simply set up in the same building. Girls live on the top and boys live on the bottom.
There are even a small number of boys who are classified on the same level as girls, and those boys call these few "lucky ones."
It is said that it is common for couples to sneak into a room to learn these things together while the auntie is not paying attention.
You can go out and play at will after the day's course is over, which is much more relaxed than school.
This is not in the school, and most of the students who can participate in the competition training belong to the kind of relatively good ones, so the degree of management in this area is also relaxed, and one eye is closed.
The girls are sleeping with two people. When Su Qiuge first entered the dormitory, the roommate seemed to be away, so he came back at night.
After the roommate came back, he briefly introduced himself to Su Qiuge, whose name was Ling Weiwei.
Ling Weiwei's answering questions in the competition class during the day was quite powerful, which left a certain impression on Su Qiuge. She is dressed very trendy, a bit like a high-street girl, even the makeup is not light, and she has a dark style.
Just by looking at her appearance, she didn't know that she was such a great student.
Ling Weiwei seems to have a boyfriend. She doesn't give up contacting her boyfriend when she comes here, and she rarely stays in the dorm.
So the two basically didn't communicate much, but they got along with each other politely and pleasantly.
Su Qiuge didn't expect that his luck had always been poor, and he started training here, and his aunt came again.
I finally had a vacation for these two days. I originally wanted to go out with Xie Xinglin to stroll around, but now it doesn't seem to work.
Su Qiuge was preparing a hot water bottle, lying on the bed, the phone rang in his arms.
She saw Xie Xinglin calling and answered the phone.
Without saying a few words, he immediately heard a trace of something wrong in her weak tone, and then asked her, "Uncomfortable?"
Su Qiuge said softly, "Menstrual period."
Xie Xinglin was silent for a while before saying, "Is your roommate?"
"No, she went out early."
Xie Xinglin replied, "Wait for me."
After fixing the hot water bottle, Su Qiuge knew that he might be coming to deliver something, so he left the door for him.
Tucked the hot water bottle into the quilt, the abdominal pain relieved a little while lying inside, and I felt so comfortable that I wanted to close my eyes, and then I really fell asleep in a daze.
Then, the drowning feeling of suffocation in the dream came back.
She went back to the summer vacation after the college entrance examination. I chase dramas in the morning, read novels in the afternoon, go out to play alone, and then return to the house where I live alone.
On the day of the grades, her parents called and asked her about her grades.
She did well in the exam, and then told them with joy that she was actually seeking praise.
Because her biological parents went to the big city to work hard, she was raised in her grandfather's home since she was a child.
Live poorly and live like grassroots.
Later, the environment improved. My parents had a second child, and my grandfather passed away. She was taken back after primary school.
Her parents are not bad to her, but there is always a feeling of strangeness. Her brother doesn’t seem to know her. She rarely greets her when she goes home. She has been dissatisfied with this matter several times, but they are The parents passed away.
The relationship between her and her family seems to have been so weak. She lived in junior high school and has now graduated from high school.
Few things have been said and fewer things have been experienced together. She is more like a shadow in this family, becoming more silent every day, and few people will notice her.
It's not that she didn't want it, she was worried that after she had fought for it, she realized she couldn't.
She was walking on the way home from school, holding a graduation certificate in her hand, suppressing the excitement in her heart and telling them her results.
Then, in exchange for a very shallow tone of "good".
The people over there seemed impatient to listen to her, and continued, "Can you take care of yourself during the summer vacation? The college entrance examination has been delayed for too long. My brother has been on vacation long ago, and he has been arguing insensibly about going abroad these days. If we play, we will take him away first, and he may be back next month. The living expenses will be put in your bank card."
Suddenly, the excitement in her heart suddenly dissipated, as if she was splashed with a bucket of cold water, or as if someone had dug a piece from her heart alive.
Empty.
She clenched her hand, lowered her eyes and said softly, "You go and have fun."
Almost the next moment, a tight car whistle sounded in her ears, and she turned her head stiffly, her pupils shrinking slightly.
The body screamed to remind her to run and hide, but the soul was so heavy that she could not step out.
The graduation certificate with a bright smile fell in a pool of blood, but in the end it did not return to the hands of the person whose hope was pinned on.
Then she opened her eyes again.
This time, she hugged the toy tightly, hiding in the corner of the house, listening to the quarrel outside, the diary was turned over to the ground.
Stuck on a certain page
My elder brother was beaten again by my tantrum yesterday.
I saw cyan marks on his arm.
Mom said I hated my brother.
After my mother left, I wanted to comfort my brother, but he was picked up and we didn't say a word.
I am afraid of being hated by my mother.
I want to be more obedient.
I want everyone to live in harmony, not everyone apart.
But I seem to have forgotten something.
I thought I was always loved.
There were tears falling on the diary, with slanted handwriting.
Does anyone remember someone who is like a lonely wandering soul?
Su Qiuge suddenly woke up.
She sat up from the bed, leaned against the wall and breathed, and when she came back from the suffocation, she was covered in sweat.
In my dream, there was always a dense and breathless pain. I only woke up to find that my lower abdomen started to hurt again.
But those bad memories that had been deliberately forgotten were slowly remembered by her little by little.
No wonder... No wonder her memory of her previous life has been so weak, and she can't even recall many things. It turned out that this was a long, long time ago.
She suddenly realized in her heart that she has always been her since she came here.
Living in this book is a little supporting actor who is somewhat vicious and somewhat pitiful.
Her hand tremblingly brushed her face, only to realize that her face was already covered with tears.
Tears were still streaming, choked, sad, not knowing why.
When she took a deep breath, she noticed the sound of footsteps coming towards her.
Immediately afterwards, a palm clasped the back of her head and pushed her chin against her shoulder.
The empty heart that had been hanging all the time sank to the ground due to this action.
The shattered memories and flustered and desperate emotions that were originally brought about by that dream have also diminished a lot.
With the other hand, he flicked her sweat-soaked hair on her forehead, and whispered, "Have a nightmare?"
His arms were dry and warm, and the hand clasped on the back of her head slowly slid towards her neck, gently pinching the back of her neck, acting as if to comfort some kind of frightened small animal, and then put her thumb in the eyes The tears from her eyelashes flicked away, she looked down at her, and asked softly, "Still a stomachache?"
Su Qiuge hasn't got rid of the terrible emotion of worrying about gain and loss.
Tears kept streaming, and his eyes were terribly red and swollen.
She looked at him steadily, her dry lips trembled.
Then, the mind seemed to short-circuit.
She grabbed his arm and asked a very nonsensical sentence with a strong pressure.
"in case……"
"If our world is a book, you are the son of Tianjiao chosen by God, and I am just a vicious and stupid supporting actress, you... would you still like me?"
She asked such a ridiculous question, which may have happened when she had a nightmare, or she might have thought of it suddenly.
After all, girls at this age always have a lot of troubles.
As the person next to her, she must have thought it was a strange joke, and then laughed at her for being whimsical again, telling her to watch less strange things all day long.
However, he was silent, staring at her with his eyes down for a long time, then gently lifted her chin with his hand, lowered his head and kissed the teardrops on her face little by little. This gentle and long movement made the heart trembling.
Her tears melted on the tip of her tongue, a bit bitter.
It seems that you can feel the same way with her.
Immediately afterwards, he raised his eyes, a pair of pitch-black eyes staring at her, all his emotions sinking in the deep eyes like the deep sea.
His voice is low, soft and firm, as if answering this question seriously, and as if making a certain promise solemnly and reverently, saying every word, "If this world is a book, then women The protagonist will only be you."
You deserve the first dew rose in the morning, and the first act of aurora.
You deserve all the most beautiful and gentle things in this world.
God has treated you badly,
I will do my best to take it back for you bit by bit.
"I will use my entire life to accompany you to the end of this story."
All tenderness and preference are given to you.
I will be your most pious and affectionate believer,
Support you, cherish you, and love you passionately.
Until the last page of this book.
The author has something to say: I wrote the wrong time before, Gan, it is the second volume of the second year of high school.